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S3N7 4RM H3@v3N

No Longer A Delusional Dream

About Me


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I guess you Can I am just me, nothing defines me just right. You'd just have to get to know me. I like a lot of different things.
EMO was the most recent definition but even that only pertains to a part of me. LOL
I guess MUSIC best defines me. BUT you have to listen to everything I like to understand, so have a seat and pay attention to everything on this page......

Create Your Own!

My Interests



So where to begin now...
I'm not dating anyone, sorry if it caused such a huge confusion... I just said that because I have someone I like and I'm not GOD, I have to give it time. When I am ready to date believe me you'll know it. LOL. MY PHONE has been broken for three weeks or more. And I have no internet access, so forgive me if I don't keep in touch. I love most of you, LOL. Talk to you soon.


Poetry is your salvation. You see beauty where
others see ugliness. Frighteningly
intelligent, people don't understand how you
think. Just like a beautiful ryhthmic poem.
Mysterious and dark. You know the meaning of
life you just simply don't care. ~~Just me and my thoughts~~

What's your way to escape reality? What's your salvation?
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Your dark side is centered around Fear. There is
too many feelings are burning inside your
chest making your heart beats so hard, you
feel fear crawling under your skin, running
with your blood, possesing your soul. All you
want is a warm shoulder to lean on, a quite
voice tells you everything is going to be ok,
so you finally feel secure, safe and loved
like you always wanted to be. You will find
what you want when your feelings start to see
the light.

What is the center of your dark core? (updated)
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I'd like to meet:



Create Your Own!
First Off a BIG THANK U to my good friends:

Scott
I know don't like to hear BS but you listen to mine. THANK YOU.

"You cannot kiss an idea"
Growing up is so hard to do.
It doesn't matter wether you are 10 or 32.
Age really doesn't matter when it comes to maturing.
We are all on an evolutionary cycle.
Some of mature faster then others.
Some don't mature at all.
But in the end we are all mixed together.

"Heal the Past... Live the Present... Dream the Future"

Para todos aquellos que me conozen bien,
y para los que entiendes estas palabras.

Ya no busco nada. Vivo mi vida Dia a Dia. No espero nada de nadie. Vivo por mi misma. Aveces uno tiene que entender que hay muchos obstaculos y tenemos que ser fuertes. Hay gente que no es feliz con lo que tienen y deciden hacer que todos sean infeliz. Porque? No se. Lo que si se es que ya me canse. Esa gente merece lo que siembra. La mera verdad me dan lastima.
Solo hablo de esto porque quiero que quede claro no soy pendeja. Y se lo que pasa a mi alrededor. La vida sigue y de cualquier forma si yo sigo mi camino, llegare al mismo lugar al que el destino me a mandado.

MY POEM
The end of this life is nearing,
But the Begining of the next life is soon there after.
All I can Pray and ask is that the next one is
full of LOVE.
I can see this Chapter of my life comming to a close,
But I anxiously await the next one to be written.
Life is a never ending bag of suprises.
It takes away something you love
But it gives you an expirience you can never forget.
Appreciate what you have right now
Don't worry about the future.
Before you know it tommorow is yesterday
and you won't enjoy today.
Keep this in mind,
EVERYTHING happens for a reason
and only God knows why we hurt so bad.
I just wait until my pain goes away and I move on.


Your Soul is Black - Depressed, angsty,
distrusting. Life has sent you on one dark
ride, and you are having some trouble getting
back on track. Don't lose hope, you have to
keep with it. Everyone must expierince pain
(some more than others), but you have to be
strong. In every life some rain must fall
before the sun.

What Color is Your Soul? {8 results + artsitic pics}
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"Love in its truest form has no language or words, it just has a thousand and one actions we all wish we could describe."

"A thousand-mile journey begins with the first step"

"The eyes are the Windows to the Soul"

"A MAN IS ONLY AS FAITHFUL AS HIS OPTIONS"

People see sadness in your eyes. You seem to be
hurt deeply. You may be unhappy because you
are alone or feel like no one cares about
you. Or it may be because something very
awful has happened to you. Whatever the
cause, you go through each day just waiting
for night to come with sweet relief in the
form of your dreams. But you may have even
lost hope in your dreams. Chin up. Things
should get better for you and there is always
at least one person who cares about you. Have
hope.(Image copyrighted to
http://Tasuki-no-Miko.deviantart.com/)

What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
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You are energitic, enthusiastic and versatile, your
active, curious mind needs constant
stimulation, and you are always ready for new
challenges and experiences, new people,
places and things.

Who are you from your birthday date (easy steps, amazing pics)
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Anything else just IM me on Yahoo:
mg_serendipity82

Once I give you my friendship, you'll have it always...

DARK CRIMSON, Your death's colour is Dark Crimson.
Death of the bond between the body & the
soul. You are confused between reality &
fantasy. You seek answers. You live for
whatever makes you happy.

??Which colour of Death is yours??
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Music:



Just to name a few: Evanescence, Linkin Park, with Lacuna Coil, Hinder recently added thanks to a friend who know my likes. Also Josh Turner, and Xtreme, but the list is pretty Long......
I LOVE MUSIC, all types. Classical, Country, Spanish love songs, Bachata, Salsa, Everything from Linkin Park to Selena to Michael Jackson. You have to like a variety so you don't get bored.

are my favorites. I don't ask that you like them too
or know their lyrics, but I do ask that you are able to accept my LOVE for them. LOL

it has been brought to my attention that peopl are once again NOT looking at
the BIG picture, attention to detail my friends is KEY:

EVANESCENCE
"Tourniquet"

i tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
i lay dying
and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
i'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
i'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

i want to die!!!

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will i be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide

Souns like she wants to die if you don't pay attention,
but then Why name it tourniquet.
Definition of tourniquet n. :
A device, typically a tightly encircling bandage, used to check bleeding by temporarily stopping the flow of blood through a large artery in a limb.
so read it again, what does it really say.

Movies:

SERENDIPITY is a must see with me!
It describes my whole philosophy that
everything happens for a reason.
Most recently added to the list... "Corpse Bride" and "The Lake House"

Television:


This is my philosophy, if someone don't want you or acts like he don't want you. GET A CLUE. HE DOESN'T WANT YOU. Don't degrade yourself by throwing yourself into a meaningless physical encounter. Have some self respect and show that you are worth more than a night of sex.

Books:



Heroes:

My MAMI is my Heroe

I think Amy is one of the Best Role Models you can have as a female right now.

Though some people can't stand her; I love Angelina Jolie, not only is she HOT, but she don't give a fuck about what you think.

My Blog

MY UNCONITIONAL FRIENDS

To MY REAL FRIENDS:Over the last few months I have learned a whole lot. LOL. I think I have grown more in the past year than I have in the 23 years b4 that. I wanted to let my REAL friends know how mu...
Posted by Queen of all Angels on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 05:53:00 PST

Check out this video: Blue Angels

Posted By:Queen of AngelsGet this video and more at MySpace.com...
Posted by Queen of all Angels on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 12:01:00 PST

New Evanescence CD ROCKS

New evanescence CD ROCKS been listening to it for three days. Yes I know it won't be out for another few weeks but I got an early "copy" of one (thank you- Henry) and I have two official cop...
Posted by Queen of all Angels on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 03:20:00 PST

A KEWL ASS SONG

Lips of An Angel -Hinder (thank you Scott) Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud ...
Posted by Queen of all Angels on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 11:44:00 PST

I miss you most at night

Lately I find myself staring at your stuff. Wondering if I'll ever have you back in my life.  Though we weren't together from birth there was a special bond where you could almost read my mind. S...
Posted by Queen of all Angels on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 10:27:00 PST

Written by a Man for a Woman

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from hear...
Posted by Queen of all Angels on Thu, 18 May 2006 01:40:00 PST

a friend sent me this

Are you tired of all those sissy "friendship" poemsthat always soundgood,but never actually come close to reality? Well, hereis a series ofpromisesthat really speaks to true friendship:1. When you are...
Posted by Queen of all Angels on Thu, 18 May 2006 01:32:00 PST

Military Wife

 The average age of the military wife/girlfriend is 20 years old. *She probably never saw herself loving a man who was in the military, but she loves him regardless. *Her penmanship has improved ...
Posted by Queen of all Angels on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 10:56:00 PST

IT'S A GIRL

Hey I just wanted to share the tiring news. I have a Baby Girl. LOL, a puppy that is. Her name is Chelsea Rosario. She is 6 months old, she is a Terrier Doxie, or whatever. She is adorable but man on ...
Posted by Queen of all Angels on Sat, 11 Mar 2006 02:51:00 PST

the need for a bad relationship

Ever had a long night of sleep and see things very clearly when you wake up.... Well yeah like all of you I thought my intuition was wrong, I was a freak... some could even say I was a Delusional Psyc...
Posted by Queen of all Angels on Thu, 09 Feb 2006 02:50:00 PST