"All I ever wanted was to know the truth/ SeekingJesus at 16 meaning my middle youth/ Man I reallyhungered and had this inner thirst/ Absurd the thought ofme even missin' a day of church/ Man it felt like heaven,especially Bible study/ I had my Bible pen and pad sittin'next to my buddies/ the Word had us open especiallycertain verses/ spendin' hours in worship man it just felt soperfect/ and then after the service out on the parking lot/laughin' and rappin' for hours afterwards we talked a lot/felt like your second family for me felt like my first/ we lostour ties when my grandmother died I kept in hurt/remember certain ministers inspired you to learn/ you hadanxiety inside and just waitin' your turn/ people announcethey callin' jumpin' and shoutin'/ that dun dunt dun dunt itwas so arousin'Then that first year progressed and turned intofive/ learning so much and I'm comin' in touch closer withGod/ some things were gettin' sticky I mean real sticky/ I'mtrippin' I'm wonderin' was Jesus even really with me/ ManI felt numb meanin' I lost my feelin'/ People standin',dancin', liftin' hands while I was chillin'/ no longer lovedthe sermons felt like I wasn't learnin'/ the topics taught onweren't touchin' my inner yearnings/ and then somebehavior seemed like counterfeit revival/ I looked forScriptures that supported this off in the Bible/ yet I couldn'tfind it I felt blinded/ I thought it was a demon in error I triedto bind it/ but nothin' happened here comes depressionmaybe when they threw the Holy Spirit that I didn't catchHim/ did I miss my blessin'? Felt unprotected/ in the midstof a war scarred without my weaponThen I left St. Louis on a tour with CrossMovement/ and who would have knew it these dudes havealso been through it/ I shared my brokenness feelings ofhopelessness/ for so long faked my emotions no one evennoticed it/ yet it was obvious God in His providence/ put mewith people to guide me and got me outta this/ and then myother brother T.R.U.T.H. began to share the same/ I almostwept I saw the steps it took to bear the name/ without truthleft me in utter confusion, without truth left me with subtledelusions, without truth no longer fought to win/ withouttruth drove me back into sin/ the depth of this journey can'tbe described in words/ this is just the tip of the iceberg/ butfrom now until my death this is what I'll do/ I'm learningstanding and I'll fight for truth"FLAME

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