holidays as seen on facebook |
I really hope I dont have to spend new years alone.. well realitively speaking.. family not counting I suppose.. I dunno *shrugs* just kinda venting I suppose.. I dont know what I want.. I know I dont...
Posted by Ryan on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 04:07:00 PST |
trying |
i am trying to be a better person.. trying to do more things.. trying not to get depressed so much. its hard to do though, I think there could be something wrong with me.. but I am not sure.. maybe I ...
Posted by Ryan on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 08:19:00 PST |
hrmm |
ok I dunno what I am going to do.. but I do believe I will get out this weekend and do something. maybe I will go out to the movies or something.. cause its kinda depressing to eat out by yourself you...
Posted by Ryan on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 08:39:00 PST |
hijacked |
welp my yahoo account has been hijacked.. lol.. oh well didnt use it taht much anyways..
Posted by Ryan on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 07:02:00 PST |
do me a favor |
take me out in the woods and just shoot me or something... I have a shovel.. I will even dig the hole.. just put me out of my misery...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 08:03:00 PST |
something I never got to share with you |
A twist in the darkthe path untakenunfolds before youdream statebrings up painof happinesslonged for joythat never cameinto your mind you seekretributionfor its sakedoomed you fall into itthe quicksan...
Posted by Ryan on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 06:56:00 PST |
attempt number two |
let the words come
and speak for me
I am but a medium
a focus for the hocus pocus
that you dont believe in
yet it is there
the hidden
behind the curtain
there stands not a man
but a force of natur...
Posted by Ryan on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 06:43:00 PST |
attempt number one |
tremble at my coming
oh ye of little faith
I have arrived
seek me out
for I hold all
that you desire
I am here
I live for you
and still you disbelieve
so come and take a walk with me
into my...
Posted by Ryan on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 06:34:00 PST |
poem |
I wrote this the other night.. and then my computer crashed in the middle of it.. but I managed to write it out before restarting... it doesnt have a title..
Troubling intentions
followed by soothing ...
Posted by Ryan on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 04:42:00 PST |
expect nothing |
expect nothing and you wont be dissapointed when it doesnt happen.. thats some good advice.. hard to follow though.. I am tired of getting my hopes up.. and its hard to make friends when you are older...
Posted by Ryan on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 04:35:00 PST |
