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†I Wish I Would Never Hurt Again†

The only thing promised in life is death.

About Me

.. HIM - Venus Doom (Persefone SlideShow)

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Disorder Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder : High
Schizoid Personality Disorder : Moderate
Schizotypal Personality Disorder : Moderate
Antisocial Personality Disorder : High
Borderline Personality Disorder : Very High
Histrionic Personality Disorder : High
Narcissistic Personality Disorder : Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder : Very High
Dependent Personality Disorder : High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder : High
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-- Personality Disorder Info --
be forewarned-i am a crazy bitch. i may be a bit intimidating at first, but i'm like the best drug you'll ever have: if you let me get close to you i'll fill your head and leave you begging for more, and when i'm gone you'll wonder how you're going to live without me. don't say i didn't warn you.---i don't care what you've done, i don't care what your addictions are, i don't care what you look like...as long as you love me. you know who you are.---remember one thing, above all else-i just wanna be loved. break my heart and i'll break you. and that's a promise.


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You Should Rule Venus
Venus is a mysterious, stormy planet - shrouded in a thick layer of clouds.
You are perfect to rule Venus, because you are quite emotional and volatile yourself.
Your emotions change as rapidly as the weather on Venus, and both you and the planet are incomprehensible to others.
While you are not a logical thinker, you are quite empathetic.
You can care for and understand others, but your emotions swirl too quickly to truly understand yourself. What Planet Should You Rule?
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 40%
Stability |||||| 23%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 43%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 50%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 43%
Adventurousness |||||| 23%
Work ethic |||||||||| 36%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 56%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||| 36%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical Fitness || 10%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 63%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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what would you look like if you were anime.

Gothic
You are depressing and not a lot off people are going to like that, so try to have better self confidents. Oh and put on a smile if you dont already.
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Knuckle Skinner
People Iced: Thirty Six
Car Bombs Planted: Twelve
Favorite Weapon A Candlestick
Arms Broken: Three
Eyes Gouged: Three
Tongues Cut Off: Seven
Biggest Enemy: The Knuckle Scrapper
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Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is medium.
You probably have had a couple significant loves.
And you may have even had your heart broken.
But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.
Dominance:
Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is low.
This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..
It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.
In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together. The Five Variable Love TestTake the Goth Quiz - Are You Goth? at QuizRocket.com !

My Interests



adopt your own virtual pet!hangin out with my peeps...playing keyboards...watchin movies cause i don't get good tv...reading...staring at the wall...listening to music...watching music wideos...etcTake the quiz:
What's your inner soul like? (AWESOME ANIME FOR GIRLS!)

Dark Soul
WHOA! Calm down there ... You have a lot of hate. Stop killing so many people hun, people are getting suspisous...

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I'd like to meet:

Jennifer --
[adjective]:

Insatiable to the point of crazy

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Your Drag Queen Name Is:
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Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.comVille Valo, Gerard Way, Davey Havok, Jade Puget, Stephen King, Dean Koontz, Jonny Depp, Christina Ricci, and Mr. Carney, the purple monster that visits me in my dreams and makes me laugh
ville valo- which heartagram r you by Brittney Henson
Name
you are this heartagram

Your own Evil Penguin
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
Name of Evil Penguin Satan
Colour of Evil Penguin Orange
Level of insanity High
Food of your evil penguin Teachers
Age of evil penguin 14
Fears of Evil Penguin Sticks

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What Kind of Music Are You? :::pics:::

Metal
You're about as hardcore as they come. Music is your passion and you listen to it for talent not because it's popular. You probably have a lot of respect for all artforms and you like classical piano. Slipknot definitely sucks in your eyes...and for good reason. Any band who takes the time to put on make-up and masks just isn't worth your respect.

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What Jennifer Means
J is for Jealous

E is for Earthy

N is for Neglected

N is for Natural

I is for Intense

F is for Freaky

E is for Elitist

R is for Romantic
What Does Your Name Mean?
You're a Freaky Kisser
When you kiss, you want to experience something new
A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing...
And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable
There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go What Kind of Kisser Are You?MyEasyGen Profile Resource
Dark Purple
To others, you seem a bit dark, mysterious, and moody.
In truth, you are just a very unique person who doesn't care what others think.
And you really enjoy your offbeat interests and friends.
You've decided that life is about living for yourself - simple as that. What Color Purple Are You?

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There are:
10
people with my name
in the U.S.A.
How many have your name?

Music:

There's no story that ain't been told There's no gimmick that ain't been sold Ain't no ocean that ain't been swam Ain't no JOBBER that ain't been slammed There's no road that never been travled There's no doctor that ain't been baffled Ain't no thug that never cried Ain't no preacher that never lied There's no rumor that ain't been passed Ain't no question that no one's asked There's no trees that ain't been chopped There's no bomb that wont get dropped Ain't no paths that no one's been laid Ain't no beast that ain't been afraid No feat that no one can There's no saga that never began Ain't no snow that didn't melt There's no punch that ain't been felt There's no skill that no one's learned There's no planet that He ain't turned There's no view that never dissolved There's no problem that ain't been solved There's no tail that no one's told There's no beauty that won't get old There's no garden that the sun ain't beamed on There's no shoulder that ain't been leaned on There's no color that ain't been seen Purple Red Yellow Blue Forest Green There's no desert that ain't seen rain Nobody here that ain't felt pain There's no bigot that ain't been clowned There's no treasure that I ain't found Ain't no gate they never explored Ain't no mother that ain't been ignored There's no leader that ain't been lead There's no blood that ain't been shed There's no dish they never made No brick they never laid Everything left's been done before Nothings new, nowhere to explore On the day when the wagon's come I just pray that you let me on Wont you let me on, Wont you let me on, Wont you let me on..... Hey Jake Jeckel fly twist and spin to the other side On the day when the wagon's come I just pray that you let me on Wont you let me on, Wont you let me on...HIM(of course!), AFI, MCR, the 69 eyes, lordi, insane clown posse, papa roach, saliva, staind, evanescence, nightwish, aiden, clutch, turbonegro, lacuna coil, bloodhound gang, the used, korn, rob zombie, keane, demon hunter, seether, flogging molly, the tossers, metallica, revis, flyleaf, three days grace, smile empty soul, soil, crossfade, johnny cash (eff off, Johnny Cash is the shit), aerosmith, and lots of other stuff

Movies:


Your Vampire Name Is...
High Priestess de Sade What's Your Vampire Name?Take the quiz:
What type of HIM fan are you?

Love Metalhead
You are the truest of all HIM fans. You love the music for what it is, not for the hype. You've most likely been into the band for a very long time and know all there is to know about them. You are one to be respected and admired.
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What piercing are you?

Surface
the dark one... mysterious, you keep to yourself and dont mix well with others, but you dont want to either. you like to be alone and dont like to go out clubbing and having fun (thats not a bad thing - im like you!)
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"Cannibal love action - live!"
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You Are 7 Up
Understated and subtle, people warm up to you slowly.
But once they're hooked, they can't imagine going back to anyone else!
Your best soda match: Diet Coke
Stay away from: Mountain Dew What Kind of Soda Are You?

Television:



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What Colour Is Your Blood?
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Black..... LIKE YOUR HEART!
You are an evil being. If got found out by the village people, you would be burnt on a pile of logs. People despise you but you dont care, your basically a freak, learn to live with it.

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WHAT KIND OF ALCOHOL ARE YOU------KOOLPICS

ABSINTH
YOUR ABSINTH, YOUR CRAZY AND YOU MAKE PEOPLE HALLUCINATE, GOOD FOR YOU!

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What Kind Of Drug Are You?

Acid. you are acid.you are weird, funny, talk-active, active or just plain crazy.

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Books:

'salem's lot, grimbold's other world (this one seems to be out of print, sadly), needful things, skeleton crew, nightmares and dreamscapes, my book of poems and stories by edgar allan poe (the precursor to stephen king, and i think ole' stevie must channel this dude or something...), tithe, the cirque du freak series I adopted a cute lil' halloweeny fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! I adopted a cute lil' pirate fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! I adopted a cute lil' gothy fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! I adopted a cute lil' ninja fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! I adopted a cute lil' viking fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
You are a Lavender Rose
You represent love at first sight and enchantment.

Your vibe: intense and intriguing

Falling in love with you is: deep and meaningful What Color Rose Are You?

Heroes:

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What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)

Moonlight
You have moonlight eyes. Moonlight is the color of mystery. Your eyes symbolize your ability to see yourself as others see you. You have finesse for letting other people know what you think. You have a soothing and calming ability that you may or may not know about. You have the awesome ability to draw a person's negative energy out and replace it with a positive energy; the world needs more people like you. Some words to describe you: patient, self-controlled, perseverance, insightful, reflective, understanding, serene, and caring.
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What do people love about you?
Name?
Age?
Sex?
Favorite Color?
Single or Taken?
Shoes You
What makes you sweet: The way you always think about that *special someone*
What makes you unique: The way you never stop laughing
What makes you irresistable: Your beautiful eyes
what makes you sexy: Your seductive stare
What makes you a good friend; The way you'll do anything to cheer up a friend
What makes you YOU: Your sweetness
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try it! it’s fun!

Step 1: Put your iTunes or equivalent on random.Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 (or 25, whatever) songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.Step 3: Bold out the songs when someone gues...
Posted by †I Wish I Would Never Hurt Again† on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 04:20:00 PST

so...yeah...i just feel so insanely happy right now...

i've talked to my booface two days in a row for approximately 4 hours and 40 minutes, and in that span of time i have discovered that we share a band now. he likes one of MY BANDS, and if you knew him...
Posted by †I Wish I Would Never Hurt Again† on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 12:25:00 PST

so we got locked out of aarons car...

and we were waiting for AAA to come and help us. hannah went and got her camera and snapped the loverly new pix that i have up, and then would still not stop bitching because she was cold. murphy...
Posted by †I Wish I Would Never Hurt Again† on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 11:54:00 PST

everclear is like liquid fire!

but it doesn't actually taste too bad...man, i'm so buzzed. another few sips outta jase's bottle and i woulda been completely shit-faced. wow, i'm impressed with myself, i'm typing quickly and coheren...
Posted by †I Wish I Would Never Hurt Again† on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 02:15:00 PST

ok so the new HIM cd officially FUCKING ROCKS!!!!!!!

i just got it yesterday and i'm so happy! i haven't listened to anything else!...on my ipod anyway. but yeah, it's great. i'm not crazy about the cover art, but musically it's their best yet. the melo...
Posted by †I Wish I Would Never Hurt Again† on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 02:34:00 PST

well, no sleep again...

wish me luck, y'all. i have a feeling i'm gonna need it. that and a buttload of coffee. well, i'm gonna go to bed. g'night, y'all, peace!
Posted by †I Wish I Would Never Hurt Again† on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 12:02:00 PST

i licked a douche-sicle.

no joke. the entire story, if you want to hear it: we went to sunset lanes to bowl for orientation week. some guys that work there had found a box of douche behind the counter. they wanted to see if i...
Posted by †I Wish I Would Never Hurt Again† on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 05:07:00 PST

i grabbed jacoby’s ass!!!!!

yeah that's right, be jealous. that was a crazy fuckin' show. so many moshes and crowd surfers...but onto the story. jacoby left the stage during one song, and then he wished this lucky girl named tas...
Posted by †I Wish I Would Never Hurt Again† on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 01:47:00 PST

should it hurt this much?

i have a confession. i think i'm in love. and before you say it, no, it's not great. i think i love him and what hurts the most is that he told me he can never love me. he LIKES me, but he doesn't lov...
Posted by †I Wish I Would Never Hurt Again† on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 04:17:00 PST

i love this song...

yeah. it's great.
Posted by †I Wish I Would Never Hurt Again† on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 02:27:00 PST