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About Me

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About me

So to start 'o8 off with a fresh state of mind
I'll let ya'll know the mutha fuggin basics
my name is Nicole and I'm tired of the bullshit
so I'm not takin it NO MORE
from anybody in my life
so if you notice me slippin from out your tight grip
you know why
What's my secret??
I tell myself I'm beautiful... every single day.
I am currently in a very serious relationship with my husband... I can't explain this to anybody;; there's just something about us being together;; I can't and will not stay away from him... separation from time to time, but time apart will make our time together stronger. We've built a bond that can't be broken... break up never ya'll hoes just jealous! I love you Mr. Holloway, with all of my being.
soon as I turned 18, I let it be known to anybody and everybody that I was grown
but on some real shit
being grown ain't just a concept
it's my way of mind
the way I see it, is that I shouldn't have to prove to anybody that I'm not a lil kid anymore
I'm graduatin this year, 2oo8 baby and when you see for yourself that ima make it, you'll know
I'm confident that you can make your own judgements about the type of female I am
I'm not a hoe... or any form of one
I don't answer to anybody, specifically LiTtLe BoYs
who talk to me in a degrading way
so if you started reading my page with that impression
You are free to press that little x in the corner anytime now
I don't take no for an answer if it's something I really want
so I'm trying not to stress the little things anymore
I want to put my faith in God and trust that he'll know what's best for me
I have spunk and attitude... at this point in my life, I don't have time for haterz or any type of negativity. You can choose to judge me if you want to, but I'd prefer it if you kept your comments to yourself. I don't have the energy to deal with you. Not right now.
I'm a ScOrPiO which means::
passionate, complex, lustful, hot-tempered, impenetrable, magnetic, sensual, protective, brave, loyal.... and above all else a FrEaK!!!
I hate lil ass girls who start drama. It's ridiculous, and I'm too old for all that.
I do NOT appreciate girls who go with the first impression. I may be friends with your boyfriend, but please don't get that confused with anything else.
I'm smart when I feel like being smart. I act dumb when I want to chill and hang out. It's fine if you think small of me; I'll still be your boss one day.
My personality, plain and simple, is this::
♥i'm a nerd.
♥i'm a freak.
♥i'm a hopeless romantic.
♥i'm a goofball.
♥i'm a friend.
♥i'm a wifey.
♥i'm a lover.
♥i'm a partier.
♥i'm a social butterfly.
♥i'm a dreamer.
Basically, i'm a girl who is ready to rock your world, when you're ready for me.
I always said this, and now I understand what I was saying. Don't force him to stay, it will hurt more when he goes. Just follow your heart, do what is right for you, and in the end, everything happens for a reason.
I want to dance with you. And kiss you in the rain. Please?
I just need ya'll to know that I'm real.
I have real secrets && fears.
Forever is not as long as you think, so I try to live my life that way.
I have insecurities and I get jealous easily.
I have a good, pure heart.
I show love only to those who deserve my attention.
If you aren't on the right level, man up.
But..... I'll let you know right now....
There is nobody else like me.
And you will never find another bitch
who is as honest, humble, giving, and down to ride as me.
So remember that for future reference.
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My Interests

My Hates && Loves

♥ LoVeS iT ♥
rEaL aSs Pe0pLe
PiCtUrE c0mMeNtS
sExY eYeS
MaCaRoNi AnD cHeEsE
hIm;; AH you have my heart
mY iPoD
MySpAcE!!
sHoPpInG
lOvE bItEs;; GrRrR
bEiNg iN tHa BeDr0om;; ima FrEaK
cHiLlin WiTh FriEnDs
CeLLpHoNeS;; specifically MiNe
r&b MuSiC;; tHe Sl0w aNd FrEaKy sHiT
m0vIeS:: sAvE tHe LaSt DaNcE && LoVe aNd BaSkEtBaLL
ChIcKeN rAmEn
cUdDLes iN tHa MiDdLe oF tHe NiGhT

hAtE iT
fAkE aSs PeOpLe;; obviously!
LiArS
ChEaTeRs
sLuTs
liMa BeAnS;; iCk
y0uNg AsS lIl GiRlS wH0 tAlK sHiT
fReShMaN dRaMa
diRtY fEeT
LiL aSs BoYz
gIrLs WhO gEt NaKeD oN mYsPaCe ((seriously... save it for your lover))

I'd like to meet:

Qu0tEs...........

~Love isn't a maybe thing.

~Lets sneak out on a Friday night and lay beneath the stars. Just ME and YOU, babe, together. I hope it lasts forever.

~The less you expect, the less you can be let down.
~&& the truth is, we're just a bunch of kids wanting to know what love is.

~Mostly I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life, the way I feel when I'm with you.

~Do i have to spell it out or scream it in your face? Baby the chemistry between us could destroy this place.

~Ten bucks says you'll be crawling into bed with me, putting your hands where they don't belong.. and 10 bucks says you'll be putting your lips where they don't belong, either... but ten bucks says i wont say no.

~I'm a bitch, so get used to it. Because trust me, I'mma say what I want to say, do what I wanna do, and be whoever the fuck I want to be... and nobody said that I had to like you.

~A good friend will comfort you when he rejects you. But a best friend will go up to him and say, "its because you're gay, isn’t it?"

~I'm not all that and a bag of chips.. bitch, I'm the whole party mix!!

~I guess you do learn a lot in high school.. I..m not talking about math, english, or biology. I'm talking about life. You learn who your friends are, you learn love. You learn what you want in life, & mostly, you learn who the real you is.

~there's no doubt about it, breakups suck. but in the first few hours or days or weeks that follow, there's one important truth you need to recognize : some things can't & shouldn't be fixed, especially that loser who dumped you or forces you to dump him. it's over for a reason, & deep down inside, you probably know what the reason is.

~I’ve heard that it’s possible to grow up - I’ve just never met anyone who’s actually done it. Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves. We throw tantrums when things don’t go our way, we whisper secrets with our best friends in the dark, we look for comfort where we can find it, and we hope - against all logic, against all experience. Like children, we never give up hope…

~cause it's a long way down when your hopes are as high as mountains.

~you're way too young to believe it's NOT going to be okay

~I like not being a double zero in jeans unnaturally; skeletons just aren't my thing. So what if I jiggle a bit, confidence will give me all the happiness I need. It's okay if I'm not the hottest girl around, as long as I have a decent personality, I'll be fine. I've lived, I've laughed, I've loved. Maybe not in the ways people would appreciate, but it's been more than enough for me.

~And you asked me if he was worth it, if this was worth it. I said, "The thing is, the happiness that I feel when I'm with him is unlike any happiness I have ever experienced. But the sadness that consumes me during the long periods of time when the happiness is gone is unlike any sadness I've ever had, too. It is bottomless and makes me feel hopeless and sad and ugly. And I can't decide which one is more affecting. Can I life without the happiness, can I live with that sadness? I don't know... I don't know anything anymore.

Movies:



Heroes:

HeRoEs?!? uuHmm shit... I know what ya'll WANT me to say! My MAMA !! but actually... with all the shit I do say against her, I do gotta say that she's my hero for one plain and simple reason:: she was a single mom my whole growin up and I not once remember not being able to do anything cuz of $$ ((although I'm sure there were times)) she held it down for me and that's why I love her!!
ThE rEsT oF mY pEoPlEs
Lacy: My cousin, sister, and friend. She's one of the only people in my life who truly understands me inside and out. We do the most boring shit together, but it's fun when we do it! And I know that no matter what, I can tell her anything and she'll listen, and be real with me. Love her!
Allison My half-asian ninja... haha... I
Amber & Jordan: Amber is and always will be one of my sisters. I'm so proud of her for being such a great mommy to Jordan. Auntie loves you baby boy! Oh, and love you too Rakim! Keep them safe!
LeBree: Me and LeBree have never been that close..... probably a good thing cuz we'd probably get on each other's nerves!! But we have been through a lot... I still remember like yesterday when we used to giggle together about "the glow".... I know that if anything, I could always come to her for advice and she would be real with me (harsh, lol, but real). I don't know anybody else like that!! I love you Bree!!
Class of 2008: We're all we got baby!!! I couldn't have been blessed with a better class for the past 4 years of my life!! Goofy and silly and fun-loving!!! All I know, is we're gonna be big!!
Work PPL: There's not a lot of people at my job that I like... those who I do, ya'll know who you are!! The train rides, valleyfair trips, underwater world trips... I love ya'll!!
He Has No Name: The one I am going to share my life with. Never has my lover been my best friend, my confidant, the one I can say anything to. You drive me fuckin crazy, but you just might be my one. Can't stay away from you and everybody tells me I'm stupid for it. But if stupid means being with you, then I guess it is what it is!! I can't wait until we have babies and grow old together! Nobody can take your place... so groupies and sideline hoes beware:: husband & wife never stray too far away from one another!

My Blog

MY PERFECT MAN iS A FAiRYTALE

he smiles when he sees me. puts his arms out to hug and kiss me. tries to hold tight so he never has to let go. looks me in the eye when hes telling me im beautiful, so that i know its my soul hes loo...
Posted by .:Miss Nikki is a Phenomenal Woman:. on Thu, 15 May 2008 10:29:00 PST

SPENDiNG TWO YEARS ON A NOBODY: TRUE STORY

How do you knowwhen it's better to try harder or to let it goTo figure out if a man is ever gonna changeor if it's always gonna be the sameHow do you getwhat he knows you deserve, some of that good lo...
Posted by .:Miss Nikki is a Phenomenal Woman:. on Mon, 12 May 2008 11:29:00 PST

STEALiNG CODENE:: TRUE STORY

So not only am I an unresponsible driver who had too many kids in the car at once (that's my mom's account of what happened last weekend) now, there's more!!! I steal codene from my stepdad when he ha...
Posted by .:Miss Nikki is a Phenomenal Woman:. on Tue, 06 May 2008 04:48:00 PST

did i ever tell you

that your opinion isn't needed? in fact, please keep it to yourself. your choice in men for me is not the person I want. I realize that you liked that idea back in 9th grade, but come on!! did you rea...
Posted by .:Miss Nikki is a Phenomenal Woman:. on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 09:59:00 PST

L-O-fuckin L

dumb broads cannot and WILL not keep me from my manon another note... graduation is coming up quick and I am slowly preparing myself for next year.it will be sooo different, but change will be go...
Posted by .:Miss Nikki is a Phenomenal Woman:. on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 08:34:00 PST

ha.ha.ha.

Your daily Scorpio horoscope - Pay extra close attention to those who seem to be paying attention to you this week. Use your inquisitive side to listen to what others are REALLY saying and take to hea...
Posted by .:Miss Nikki is a Phenomenal Woman:. on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 10:43:00 PST

really irked a nerve

lol...... I just got too many damn thoughts going through my head and I bet money that this blog isn’t going to make any damn sense.... but I don’t care because I need to get this shit off...
Posted by .:Miss Nikki is a Phenomenal Woman:. on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 08:02:00 PST

lol i guess it was hero syndrome...

until I realized that what I wanted was staring me dead in the face this morning....telling me he missed me.and I find myself in a whirl wind of feelings because I’m stuck between a life I ...
Posted by .:Miss Nikki is a Phenomenal Woman:. on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 07:25:00 PST

LEARNiNG TO LET GO

i know for a fact, that letting go is the hardest thing there is to do.it feels like, if you let go, it never even happened.but letting go makes you stronger, letting go proves that you are the same w...
Posted by .:Miss Nikki is a Phenomenal Woman:. on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 04:07:00 PST

JUST A LiL SOMETHIN.... MAiNLY FOR THOSE WH0 JUMP HARD ON MySPACE

first, no my best friend is not stupid as hell because stupid as hell is when ppl try to start ridiculous shit with no basis to their representation second, jumping hard on myspace is for losers. so i...
Posted by .:Miss Nikki is a Phenomenal Woman:. on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 03:42:00 PST