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About Me

Heres the thing...I'm a mess of beautiful insanity. I love to play, drink, eat, go to shows, hang out with the people I love or even like a bit. I'd like to say I'm a heartbreaker but it seems I'm the only one getting my heart broken. I even have a tattoo to prove it. (Thanks Aim) I've come to the conclusion that I am fuckable but not datable. You'd think with as awesome as I am that SOMEONE would love me, obviously not.I'm tired of being walked all over, fucked over, and treated as a convenience or an option for someone. I will be a priority or nothing at all.
I don't read like I should but I love music lyrics and quotes.
"Maybe its not a person we fall in love with so much as a distance, a depth which that particular person happens to embody. Perhaps its some inconsolable quality in that person, some unappeasable dimension that attracts one all the more forcibly." The Fly-Truffler
To love and to be loved is to feel the sun from both sides. ~ David Viscott
From the moment it is touched, the heart cannot dry up. -- Louis Bourdaloue

'Light fuse and get away' may work for a Roman candle, but not so much for the wrath of a woman scorned. J. Jacques,

The truth is, you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt. ~ Taking Back Sunday

My heart was taken by you... broken by you... and now it is in pieces because of you.

You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.

Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I love meeting new people and making new friends. I like to people watch and figure out what other people are all about. I wanna meet people that I can have good conversation with. People that like the same things as me, and people who like totally different things as me.

I'd like to meet people that like to go out and have a good time. People that love great food, (I love to eat lol) and drink a good bottle of wine. I love people except for when I'm waiting on them. I'm a bartender and some people are just asses and too demanding. I'm your bartender, not a slave. Jerks.
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My Blog

Time to bitch and cry...

I need to take a minute and just bitch about crap for a second. I've been single forĀ over 4 years now. What....the....fuck....? How is it that every one I meet thinks I'm SUCH a cool chick to hang out...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 02:18:00 GMT

My friends...

I know a LOT of people and I have a lot of friends and acquaintances, but the group of people that I trust and count on is very small. There are very few people that I will get up in the middle o...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 13:41:00 GMT

A child-like mind.

So as many of you know I’m the nanny of twin toddler girls. I’ve been with them for 5 months now and I’ve watched them learn and develope every single day. They learn new words almos...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 19:15:00 GMT

Tag!

10 Random things about me! Once you have been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits, or goals about yourself. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged, listing t...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 16:05:00 GMT

Concert behavior!

Can we take a second to talk about proper concert behavior? I'm all about jumping, dancing, screaming, singing, whatever. But really, there are do's and don't's of concert goers. 1: Mosh Pits: I perso...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 11:27:00 GMT

Fuckin stupid...

Why do I continue to be screwed over? Why do I meet totally awesome guys that don't want to date, but use me as the rebound for a while until they're ready to move on. Kinda like the gateway girl to d...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 09:21:00 GMT

Kiss!

Lets talking about the word KISS for a minute. I love everything that a kiss can mean, or everything it doesn't have to mean. First kisses are the best!You could kiss someone with everything that you ...
Posted by on Sat, 12 May 2007 02:34:00 GMT

Why me?

Why is it that only the men who aren't available want to be with me now? The ones who had the chance with me but passed me up, and now they're with a girl whom they aren't really happy with. Or even a...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 19:16:00 GMT

Attraction

What is it about attraction that controls a person? How is it you can be so perfectly happy with someone, but so attracted, not just physically but emotionally to someone else that you think about tha...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 19:30:00 GMT