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[neel.]

I am here for Friends

About Me



meet me then you'll know everything!
i love people and music and thats basically all.

an inventory has been taken of every belonging. an estimated value if sold in event of an emergency. the only back-up plan in case this doesn't work out. in losing all semblance of coherence to a former self, i am becoming the choices we're making. there are problems, problems with everything. sometimes it's like conversations are a waking dream. from a third party perspective. an audience to the self, you can almost see the sound traveling. a constant feeling of anticipation, while all of the sudden you know what's going to happen. these are the paranoias that filled your world. they neither eat nor sleep, they have no name. here in the worst i will become the best of them all. no more problems, problems with anything.

My Interests

music. /// writing /// walking /// people. /// rain&storms /// concerts /// flowers /// downtown /// summer /// photography&taking pictures /// half days of school /// reading /// singing /// originality&creativity /// movies /// athens /// chocolate

I'd like to meet:

michael stipe!! [and the rest of r.e.m.]

Music:

30 seconds to mars,the adored,aerosmith,afi,against me!,alexisonfire,alkaline trio,arcade fire,audioslave,avenged sevenfold,barry louis polisar,bayside,the beatles,bedouin soundclash, better than ezra,blind melon,blink 182,bowling for soup,brand new,the bravery,bright eyes,chevelle,chiodos,circa survive,the clash,coheed and cambria,coldplay,cursive,david bowie,the dead 60s,the dead kennedys,death cab for cutie,the decemberists,the doors, dread zeppelin,the elected,elliott smith,emery,evaline,everclear,the exies,feist,finch,the flaming lips,foo fighters,grateful dead,gratitude,green day,hidden in plain view,hot hot heat,incubus,inkwell,interpol,the irkins,iron & wine,jack's mannequin,jet,the kinison,kings of leon,korn,led zeppelin,lily allen,lucero,luke doucet,lydia,madsen,mae,the mars volta,mashlin,matchbox twenty,the matches,meat puppets,the misfits,moe,murder by death,my chemical romance,nightmare of you,nirvana,the offspring,of montreal,ok go,panic! at the disco,piebald,pink floyd,the pixies,queens of the stone age,radiohead,the ramones,recover,red hot chili peppers,regina spektor,relient k,rem,rory,saosin,the sex pistols,the shocking blues,simon & garfunkel,the sleeping,smashing pumpkins,snow patrol,something corporate,sondre lerche,the spill canvas,the starting line,straylight run,sufjan stevens, sugarcult,taking back sunday,thin dark line,this day and age,three days grace,underoath,the used,the vaselines,vcr,violent femmes,white stripes,the who,wilco,wolfmother

Movies:

fight club
the breakfast club
dirty dancing
everything is illuminated
the darjeeling limited
the 'oceans' movies

Books:

theres so many i like..

My Blog

uh..yeah.

why do i keep looking at your face if it can be taken awayripped off the wall, so easy, the tape from the paintand you're not important enough anymore for the tape to rip the paint,take it off the wal...
Posted by [neel.] on Thu, 24 May 2007 04:51:00 PST

throw your moods around elsewhere, please

take that book and put it awayhide all the real meaningdown the drainwhere everything else isyeah i saw that notebook,laying on the tablecovered in electrical tape and it said something on the fronti ...
Posted by [neel.] on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 12:20:00 PST

and all these letters they've been sent back by the mailman

so tired of this all. this whole damn thing. tired of the drama, the faking it all, the games, the charades...come on people, grow up. and to a certain someone, don't fucking lie to me about something...
Posted by [neel.] on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 04:58:00 PST

tha talking heads. yeah. stop making sense.

damn good song. Heard of a van that is loaded with weaponspacked up and ready to goHeard of some gravesites, out by the highwaya place where nobody knowsThe sound of gunfire, off in the distanceI'm g...
Posted by [neel.] on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 12:11:00 PST

if you won't let me at least have my hopes, then what's left?

i'll teach you to be sorryi'll make sure you know how i feelall this time you've been such an assholebut you take that as a compliment, don't you?well can't you even answer me?you'll never look me in ...
Posted by [neel.] on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 04:32:00 PST

these aren't things i say to save me

fight club is so freaking confusing! i'm still trying to figure it out. and the new brand new cd (the devil and god are raging inside me) is awesome! hudson got it for me. its all i've listened to si...
Posted by [neel.] on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 12:05:00 PST

control (is a lie)

its not lyrics or a poem or anything..just something i put together on the spot...i like it though and if you don't i don't care!!! lol can you believe i fell for this again?i thought i'd never be tha...
Posted by [neel.] on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 01:18:00 PST

every picture you paint, i will paint myself out

my two favorite songs in the whole fucking world!!! okay i believe you, but my tommy gun don't -brand new- I'm heaven sent.Don't you dare forget.I am all you've ever wanted.What all the other boys all...
Posted by [neel.] on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 01:58:00 PST

pass the blues, pass the blues...

since you say you knew what you diddoes that mean you knew why you did it?can i ask you what you meant by all those wordseither the good or the bad and did they mean anythingor was it just to pass the...
Posted by [neel.] on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 04:16:00 PST

and the room is shaking, now you're changing places...

people need to fuck out of other people's lives..or make it easier for that person to forget them. i hate this. the hell did i do wrong to make you act this way to me? why do you hate me? you're the o...
Posted by [neel.] on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 01:31:00 PST