FIRST AND FORMOST:
I believe that nothing can ever fully be explained, described, or understood; including people. Having said that, I will attempt to tell you “About Meâ€!THE SURFACE :
I am a positive, loving, thoughtful, driven, intelligent, stupid, butthead, meathead, kind of a guy! I am a gentle Brute. I am an athlete, personal fitness trainer, and college student. I own a condo and have a Pitbull. I live in North Los Angeles County. I am a smart ass and I would like to think of myself as funny! I am a lover and a fighter! I am Irish and from the East Coast. I grew up in the hood. I try my absolute best to be fair and objective and to keep an open mind. However, I am not afraid to state my opinion; and rest assured I have good reasons for those opinions. I get bored easily so I love to do things that make me feel alive. I do not care who you are if you are honest,ethical,sincere,creative,original,unique,intelligent,
funny hit me up. I love to meet new people; especially if they bring something better to my life. If you like what you see and read, then message me and well start from there. I love random people by the way! So this is me pretty much on the surface!DEEP DOWN:
I am many things to many people. I am a walking contradiction but I do not appear to be. I struggle to maintain my sanity on a daily basis. I had an extremely chaotic and traumatic childhood and I still deal with the backlash from those times. I’m very moody and have a quick temper. I’m very kind and gentle all while being very aggressive. I’ve been in over 40 fights (yes I’ve counted). I kant spwell 2 whell! I’m simple in a complicated way. I’m the most productive lazy person on the planet. I love randomness. I have horrible memory most times but remember the strangest things forever. I have a horrible habit of taking things for granted especially my loved ones. I never realize how much I love something till I lose it. I am an orphan. No I didn’t grow up in an orphanage but both of my parents are dead. I wear dog tags with their names engraved on them around my neck. I’m an often numb and disconnected from life and I’m just now realizing this. I often feel alone. I think I developed these traits as a child to survive. I’m a different person every day that I wake up. I used to fight, party, and sell drugs. I’ve been a playboy. I’ve been arrested and put in Jail. By the way peace out to my cousin Gary D locked up till 2011. I have a criminal record most people don’t know about. I’m cocky and confident but inside I’m afraid and weak. I find it almost impossible to live in the moment and to appreciate the simple things in life. I am broken. I walk with a limp and I’m in constant pain. I have scar above my left eye from a fight that I think looks cool! I grew up wanting to be like all the 80's action Heroes. I’ve flexed in the mirror just about every day of my life. I secretly believe that I will live forever. Now don’t get me wrong I’m a good guy. I just like to keep it real so I figured I would tell you the whole truth about myself; not just the positives. I love life. I want to conquer the world. I try my best to be an honest, ethical, caring individual. I don’t ever fuck people over. I guess you could call me a reformed thug. I love hard and I fight hard. I’m extremely loyal and will defend my loved ones to the death. I’m always trying to learn and expand my mind. Things are almost never what they appear to be. I’m real and I only want real people in my life. From this point on in my life I want to cut through all the lies, propaganda, ignorance, and bullshit. I want to be in touch with reality as best as a human being imprisoned by their perception can be. I believe the mind is a prison that few escape. My religion is truth. My ultimate goal is to become a professional sprinter. I’ve dealt with a lot of injuries in the past but I start training for my first professional season soon. My one true talent is my ability to run fast; real fast. My nick name is White Lighting. I want to live a life less ordinary. I like to feel alive. I like to get my blood pumping. But more important to me than anything is my Family life. To be honest all I really want is to be happy. I want to meet a beautiful woman who appreciates what I have to offer and fall in love. I want to love and protect her for the rest of my life. I want a partner not a subordinate. I need a challenge. I want to conquer the world with her. I want to make babies and give them the life I never had. I want to teach my sons what a real man is. I want to provide an example of what a real man is to my daughters through my actions. I want my daughters to know they have more worth than just their beauty. But most of all I want them to know that they will always be loved and that my heart is their home. I will do every thing in my power so that my wife and kids feel safe and secure. I must admit I worry that I may never meet / find the right one. But I’m not ready anyways. I guess when the time is right and she is the one than I will know. I am well aware of my flaws and I work on changing them on a daily basis. I just went through a really dark period in my life but the future is looking great. I feel alive again! Well if you have read this far than I’m flattered and honored. If you still think I’m someone you would like to know than contact me.
