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paige.

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About Me


my name`s paige. im 15 years young . single & hating it
im tired of the hook`ups the break`ups & the screw up`s.
i want the real thing.
these past 3 months i`ve learned so much about myself . and the biggest part of that is idk who i am anymore. i used to tell myself i would not change, for anyone or anything in the world. i was satisfied with who i was and what i was doing. i was satisfied with my life, my choices, my path. but then i relized everyone changes. & to fit in with that i have to change to . so i there are so many ways u can change tho either in a good way and become something better than what you were, or something you did not ever want to be. in my case, it's the second. i do not like what i have become, i don't know who i am or what i want, or what i need. i am confused, about everything, life.. love.. boys... i do not know what to do. so there for i cant sit here and type this " ABOUT ME " because i dont no.
my life is changing, in good and bad ways. i met the people that are here to stay, i am trying to get rid of the screw ups in my life; i refuse to live the way i am living now. i want to be able to have a real smile, a real laugh, real love, for one in my life. i want to feel what i've never felt before. i want to be happy, nothing more, nothing less.
I will disappoint you. I am everything I wish I wasn't and nothing I say I am, I don't deserve the love I already know you'll give me. I'm a wasting clock, ticking away; Timeless, priceless, perfect imperfection. Waste your life, waste your goals, Throw it all away to be the one thing you hate. I'm everything, I'm nothing; I'm hideous, I'm beautiful; I'm a terrible friend, I am your best friend; I am a liar, I am honesty; I am cruelty, I am kindness; I am hate, I am love; I am a pathetic existence. But when you walk into my life, you won't see that. I will laugh and smile, and be everything that you think I am; Everything I can never understand. I'll be everything to you. I'll be the stars, the magic, the dream come true in your eyes. I'll be your blonde haired, petite, porcelain skinned doll. I'll be the perfect someone that you'll never know. But when you blink, I'll be gone.
ill be a memory
My Loves
I have like a gah jillion friends.
WH0REY♥
BECKA.
Jessika :]
PB&G
Hayylee
WEEMER♥
Britt.
Jessiee
CLAYT0N
Kiers[ 10 ]
TYLER
STERLiNG.
HANNAH
THE PR
CRYS♥
Tiffaniee.
Rebecka.
SH0RTYPiMP
Katie.
DAViD
view uhm all.
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My Interests



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I'd like to meet:


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i want a guy i can be myself around one that would hold my hand look in my eyes then kiss me in line at the mall and make all the other girls jealous some would sing to me at random times even if it sounded horrible a boy who who let me sleep on his chest & would call me 3 times a day if he went away someone who would let me gossip to him and he would smile and agree with everything i said. He would throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and would kiss my a million times someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh he would take me to the park and put his arms around my waist and never let me go he would tell all of his friends about me and smile when he did it we would kiss in the pouring rain he would never be afraid to say " i love u " infront of his friends we would argue about the stupidest things just so that we could makeup i want a boy that would kiss me on new years and count stars with me who would stay home with me on a friday night and watch movies cuddling under the same blanket someone who would tell me im beautiful but not to often. would make me laugh like no one else could but mostly a boy that would be my bestfriend and never break my heart

Music:

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Heroes:


Any 1 can make me
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smile, many ppl can
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make me cry,
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but it takes some
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1 really special, to
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make me smile with
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tears in my eyes

My Blog

READ THiS ;; iT KiNDA GETS U THiNKiN` [:

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something & wishing you hadn't? Or saying nothing & wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don...
Posted by PAiGE.♥ on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 11:47:00 PST

MEM0RiES. D0 iT PLEASSE!<3

                         ....S0 AllY GAVE ME THiS IDEA AND SAiD I C0ULD USE IT :] haha ...
Posted by PAiGE.♥ on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 02:22:00 PST

T0P 10

(one) if had someone told me last year that youd be my best friend i would have been like yeah right. im glad weve become such good friends i dont know what id do without you. we havent known eachothe...
Posted by PAiGE.♥ on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 05:39:00 PST

Time.

Fear.It seems like everyone is allowing it to run their lives lately. I'm almost came to a point where i felt like i should make and take risks, but it's right when everyone else got scared. They're a...
Posted by PAiGE.♥ on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 10:52:00 PST

LIFE. && Such.

i don't think I've ever been this confused in my entire life. I mean, it's hard enough to face the reality of everything that's happened, but it's even harder not knowing why it happened. What'd I do ...
Posted by PAiGE.♥ on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 03:58:00 PST