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About Me

ok over the last four years i have been thru a lot seen a lot made a lot of mistakes did a lot of good and bad did time in tdc overdosed and quit shooting loved hated hurt and been hurt fell in love and fell hard. there seams to be a lot of hate directed at me blame put off on me. ive lost and found myself. i have put a bad person on blast cause rape and shooting up peeps for the first time is a crime against mankind. been called a fag thief lire user junky fiend friend lover dirty monster sunshine love boy artist poet hustler addict piece of shit talented lazy dumb smart nice mean and thousands of other things. AND ITS TRUE ALL OF IT. so. i am comfortable with me. i have no secret lifes that tear me a part ANY MORE. my friends and family know me the one and only me the true me. i have found that i am happy mostly and fear very little. i have gone from writing lyrics on sidewalks with bums to meeting producers and recording in a studio. from going to jail for painting on walls to getting wall space inside a pimp coffee shop. ive been stabbed beat busted. i raised a baby cat and learned to care for a baby(not mine).helped people and hurt people including my self.cried a few tears and laughed many laughs. i love rainy days even when i ve been stuck out in them. learned faith (tao) to some extent or another. gone to war with people. made love with people. made money and lost every thing a few times over. studied life to find my center and improve my knowledge. paid homage to those greater then me. been to hard on my self at times i have the scars to remind me for the rest of my life of my self abuse.not pushed my self hard enough mostly, i could of been recording two years ago if i would of focused the way i am now. long story short i have no room for doubt hate and negativity. there is too much beauty in me and this world needs more love not its opposite. so to every one who ever gave me a chance i thank you. to every one whom never gave up on me I LOVE YALL i am super creative & love the arts. urban art is a hobby. freestyle m.c.ing is what i do for fun... i don't lie and hate people who are phoney. i also hate S B C phone company they are fascist creeps. i like the ganja an extreme amount. baby cause i am a thug.

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I'd like to meet:

people i can learn from rappers poets artist public speakers travelers homies thugs and drunken hot girls

My Blog

scince beauty queen

She all ways dose her own thingapplies her self wants to make a changeshe's a beauty with such high aimsto excel its what she knowssays she is going to save the worldand its probably trueshe's an extr...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 11:19:00 GMT

new

fading dreams that never lastaim for first placeor at least any thing but lastthe present slowly turns to asheverything must changeso it will never lastbut who cares as longas i had a blastits so ran...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 09:58:00 GMT

good shit

i've witnessed the type of convictionsthat can turn a Muslim to Christianthen push a Christian to sini am not a religious manbut i am still at one with the world i am livin ini get stressed fellin lik...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 09:49:00 GMT

backwards

falling backwards so fasttry and rememberbut it will never lasta dream a snapshotfrozen in the pasti was so excitedi was a gaspyou think its Okbut its like coming so closeand still being inches awaywh...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 09:36:00 GMT

yep

the impact of hitting the groundseamed to turn the whole worldupside down when it comes back arounddon't really knowwhere ill be foundso whatif i stand my groundis there a differencebetween falling an...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 09:32:00 GMT

refrigerator poetry

I give her bare moments like exploring behind eternityWe sit together recalling natures essential positionAfter these times were still pleased to shineAs if our elaborate symphony needed to careAbove...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 09:25:00 GMT

we the people

a sightless societydenying me the right to  be freeyour ethics and moralshave been shaped  by what you see on TVno wonder what you want is right  theirand you cant see that the system s...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 04:15:00 GMT

song

i hit hard with hella fly flowswhile i jot my thoughts till my pens run low.life goes on-while the world spins,i knowblow the green-that man has grownlife is a disease if your from the bottomrhymes li...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 03:22:00 GMT

yea

serial killer mind framewho am i to blamethinking like i am insanefalling from my higher plane livings dead and death's a gamespin the barrel pull the triggerand play again play againbetter pray again...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 02:54:00 GMT

keep on pushing

Keep on pushing but I am getting close to the edgeDrama and stress has me losing blood flow to the head.If I hold this anger in Ill probably explode and be dead.So I get the heat lode the clip with t...
Posted by on Wed, 02 May 2007 14:30:00 GMT