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I am who I am, if you don't like it...FUCK OFF.

About Me

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My Interests

I realized today that my page really didn't say anything about me. I decided to write a little bit, so here goes... I am a single mother. My son is my life. He is the reason for my existance. I am a wonderful mother, great friend and caring person. I do not put up with drama and bullshit. Life is too short. I write poetry and short stories( a few of which are on a different myspace page). I have very few friends, not by choice. It is just hard for a single girl who doesn't drink or do drugs (illegal LOL) to find people to hang out with. Plus its not like Sherburne is a big ol' city full of people. Most people my age didn't like me in school and don't know me now. I live with a few medical problems. To make it simple for y'all, I am in pain 24/7, am unable to have more children and take about 6 pills a day ( I cut down from the 24 a day cuz shit you just get tired of them). I am a beautiful person on the inside.. the outside doesn't matter. Beauty is everywhere, just close your eyes and look. I love my family. I love nature. I read alot and love learning new things. I tend to ramble on when I am bored or tired (both of which I currently am). My newest Obsession is Photography. I love taking photos and am working on trying to get good at it. I have many many MANY photos in my albums. I love music. I listen to everything. I like to meet new people and get to know people. I tend to be the person my friends come to when they need someone to talk to. I try to always be there for someone. Anything else? Hmm... UPDATE(9/28/08) I am back to working for my sister and her wife's store. Only a few hours a week but it is a start. I have met some really awesome people in the last month or so, darnell being my best friend ever! (THAT IS HIM IN THE PIC BELOW) health-wise things are still the same. You learn to live with it. My mindset has been alot better than it used to. Bran started 3rd grade this year. OMG! Where did the time go?! I can't believe how big and smart he is. He is such a dork! He had a great time at his father's for the summer. I had a horrible time with him gone. Other than that not much else to tell. I am happy. I don't think I have ever been this happy and content in life. Hugs and kisses to my friends. I LOVE YOU ALL. CONGRATS TO MY SISTER AND HER NEW WIFE MARRIED AUGUST 15 2008.

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My Blog

Fibromyalgia....

So, people don't really know about my medical stuff...one of my problems being Fibromyalgia. I wanted to let readers know a bit about it so here is the defanition of it. Keep in my my doctor has told ...
Posted by *nothing* on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 09:55:00 PST

just a bad, emotional day..

ever have a day wher eu dont know waht is wrong but nothin seems right in your world. u look around n everything is just horrible.i look in the mirror and am disgusted by what i see. im so ugly. im fa...
Posted by *nothing* on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 08:34:00 PST

men, pregnancy, and friends...

Why is it everywhere i turn someone is pregant or thinks they are pregnant. I sit here wishing i could have another child. the only thing im really good at is being a mom and my son is to the point of...
Posted by *nothing* on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 05:07:00 PST

men are too much of a hassle

why are men such a pain in the ass. why do they say they care but still end up hurting me? no matter what i do i get hurt so what am i to do now? things are so damn complicated! one i want dont want m...
Posted by *nothing* on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 06:34:00 PST

working again

So my sis and her wife have asked me to work for them again. to help out a few hrs a week at their video store. I decided to help because i am hoping it will help me feel better. get my stamina up and...
Posted by *nothing* on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 05:47:00 PST

My weekend adventure!!

My weekend adventure!So, this past weekend was the last one before Bran came home. One of my friends knew I was sad because I really didn't hve ny fun over the summer so he decided to come down and do...
Posted by *nothing* on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 08:47:00 PST

My New Sister-in-Law

Myspace Glitter Graphics CONGRATULATIONS TO MY SISTER AND HER NEW WIFE!!...
Posted by *nothing* on Sat, 23 Aug 2008 06:35:00 PST

My Birthday

I wish to thank everyone that wished me a Happy Birthday. I got one gift from a great friend, was money (which I really need). What did I do for my birthday? Well I got groceries, and i cleaned out my...
Posted by *nothing* on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 11:53:00 PST

crushes

Crushes suck.why is it every time i like a guy, they dont like me?what is so wrong wtih me?im not that ugly. yea i got medical stuff but im dealing wtih it. im a nice person. i try n treat everyone ho...
Posted by *nothing* on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 06:19:00 PST

Summer

So Brandone has been at his father's place since July 21 2008. It is the hardest thing I have ever done, letting my son go away for the whole summer. I miss him soo  much. I have been very down and de...
Posted by *nothing* on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 08:16:00 PST