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PARADISE IS NOT A PLACE: ITS A STATE OF MIND.......

About Me

Being what you are is the only thing you can truly be even though pretending to be someone else may be tempting and successful for a short while. Knowing who you are is a lot more complicated, it takes time to figure yourself out but knowing who you arent is a given. some people manage to find out who they are while learning from their mistakes, others stay the way they were before they made all those mistakes not even considering learning from them. Running away from the person you can be is just too easy. In the end your time is precious, spend it with the ones who move forward instead of staying behind and the ones who are willing to move forward with you.(thats really who i am in a nut shell. someone who is learning from his mistakes and getting a better idea of who i am. BUT I AM REAL. I LOVE. I HURT. I FEAR OHH WAIT THAT MAKES ME HUMAN.!) ..

My Interests

REALLY ANYTHING THAT HAS TO DEAL WITH THE OUTDOORS. CAMPING. ANYTHING WITH WATER. "FRREEEZZZBEEE" ANY SPORTS. BUT MY FAVORITE THING TO DO IS TO JUST SITT AND PEOPLE WATCH.

I'd like to meet:

korean baby singing hey jude
.. (my son)

Music:

EVERYTHING ==AND BY EVERRRRYTHING I MEAN COUNTRY TO. LOL.. NAW I LOVEEE ANYTHING WITH A GOOD BEAT.. BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY SONGS WITH GOOD LYRICS. IF I HAVE A SONG UP ON MY PROFILE, ITS MOST LIKELY FOR THE LYRICS. I LIKE TO COMMUNICATE MY EMOTIONS THROUGH SONGS.

Movies:

ANYTHING IN THE BLOCKBUSTER INDI SECTION. AND ANYTHING THAT WILL MAKE ME QUESTION LIFE.........

Television:

I LIKE THE OUTDOORS BETTER.

Books:

ANTHING THAT DEALS WITH MYSTERIES AND HORROR.

Heroes:

HEROES ARE HUMAN AND THEY HAVE FAULTS. SO I DONT HAVE ANY HEROES. BUT WHAT I DO HAVE ARE IDEAS OF GREAT PEOPLE THAT DO LAST FOREVER. BECAUSE AND IDEAD IS SOMETHING THAT DOES NOT FEEL, SO IT CAN'T BE DESTROYED..

My Blog

LIFE AS A HOUSE

Last night I had the strangest dream, where everything looked exactly how it seemed... I love using houses for metaphors; each house is so complicated to build and too maintained, just like a relation...
Posted by :x: on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 04:25:00 PST

LOVE IS ALL YOU NEED........

FOR A LONG TIME I HAVE NOT BEEN HAPPY. THE PEOPLE WHO ARE CLOSE TO ME KNOW THAT. I HAVE NOT BEEN HAPPY FOR MANY REASONS, AND ITS FUNNY TO THINK THAT PEOPLE SEE ME AS A WONDERFUL POSITIVE PERSON ALL TH...
Posted by :x: on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 11:52:00 PST

Because i feel.....

I have not written down my thoughts in a while. I feel like sometimes this blog helps me more than people. I can organize my thoughts and see everything that is going on in my head right infront of me...
Posted by :x: on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 10:46:00 PST

COLORADO PICTURES.SECOND CHRISTMAS STOP.

THESE ARE SOME OF THE PICTURES FROM MY SECOND CHRISTMAS STOP.. COLORADO (ASPEN,BEVEAR CREEK, DENVER,VAIL, & SILVERTHORNE)(DAD IN DENVER, INFRONT OF THE CAPITAL BUILDING)(THE FAM ICESKATING IN BEAVER C...
Posted by :x: on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 01:28:00 PST

HAWAII PICTURESSS....

MY FIRST CHRISTMAS STOP.... HAWAIII........ THE PICS ARE IN NO ORDER...(THE GROUP AT A CLUB)(DAWNEY,KATE,LIZ = TROOOUBLE...)(SEE I TOLD U, DAWNEY GETTING US INTO TROUBLE)(DAWNEY IN THE MORNING AFTER A...
Posted by :x: on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 10:32:00 PST

wow.

how can a person not know love. how can one person just be so consumed in themself that they forget the most important thing in this world. LOVE........ god loved and gave us love. it is incredible ho...
Posted by :x: on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 12:18:00 PST

GOOD DAMN DAY.......

----TWAS A GOOD DAMB DAY... IT ALL SEAMED TO FALL INTO PLACE. SITTING IN THE RED LIGHTS WAS PERFECT TODAY. THE WIND BLEW JUST RIGHT. THE JAPANESE FOOD, HAD THE RIGHT AMOUNT OF SOY SOUCE. THE SUN SHINE...
Posted by :x: on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 12:10:00 PST

AND I DO...... (E,C,P)

THINK OF U... QUESTION? I WONDER WHY THE PEOPLE THAT WE CARE FOR THE MOST WE HAVE TO PUSH AWAY. ANSWER. WELL I CAME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT ITS BECAUSE ITS NOT HEALTHY TO HAVE...
Posted by :x: on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 01:46:00 PST

perry

the beach was beautiful that day im sitting there looking at the waves feeling lucky that i am one of the furtunate people in this world that has the opportunity to witness it. I see him far away and ...
Posted by :x: on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 01:55:00 PST

TO U... TO ME.

today, i chose a coffin. today i chose a spot in the cementary. today i learnerd more about myself. today was another day. I let go of everything today and just felt. i didnt return a text message to ...
Posted by :x: on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 11:04:00 PST