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morgan

in west philadelphia, born and raised...

About Me

have you ever noticed how things change but they always look as if they're staying the same?that's my life, if always seems as if i'm in a continuous loop of the same thing day in, day out kinda like "groundhog day" with bill murray but with less suicide attemps and groundhog kidnappings. i think the scariest part is that i'm enjoying the loop if that makes any sense.it probably doesnt.ah well.um, let's describe me...i'm strange but i enjoy it i hang with people, that people normally would publicly criticize but secretly aspire to be like. i have a sincere talent for writing, but i'm to lazy to do anything about it.i hate complacency but i fear change.i wanna lose weight but hate the feel of my own sweat.i wanna learn japanese.i live for love (still...you would think i'd given up by now).
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: i answer to alot of things... "hey you" works well
Birthday: june
Birthplace: illadelph
Current Location: same
Eye Color: hazel
Hair Color: whatever
Height: average
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: isnt it obvious
The Shoes You Wore Today: flip flops
Your Weakness: men
Your Fears: men
Your Perfect Pizza: calorie free
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: buy a house
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lmao
Thoughts First Waking Up: 15 more minutes!
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes, hands
Your Bedtime: whenever i pass out
Your Most Missed Memory: my dad
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: taco bell
Single or Group Dates: group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: home made
Chocolate or Vanilla: cookies and cream
Cappuccino or Coffee: tea
Do you Smoke: maybe
Do you Swear: all the time
Do you Sing: in the shower
Do you Shower Daily: of course
Have you Been in Love: not recently
Do you want to go to College: already there
Do you want to get Married: badly
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: i'm a hypercondriac
Do you get along with your Parents: my mom is my best friend
Do you like Thunderstorms: scared of them
Do you play an Instrument: used to
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yeah *burp*
In the past month have you Smoked: yeah (i'm trying to quit tho)
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no (sheesh what happened to my social life)
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: last night
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: does taking a bath count?
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: just someone's heart (ha!)
Ever been Drunk: every weekend
Ever been called a Tease: every weekend
Ever been Beaten up: never
Ever Shoplifted: not since i was 16
How do you want to Die: in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: an adult
What country would you most like to Visit: spain
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: any
Favourite Hair Color: any
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: my momma says "a man isnt a real man unless he's 6 feet"
Weight: not to big, not to small
Best Clothing Style: clean
Number of Drugs I have taken: no comment
Number of CDs I own: more than enough
Number of Piercings: 4 or 5
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: a few
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

My Interests

interesting people who do interesting things

I'd like to meet:

people just like me. or an amalgamation of me and nikki giovanni. a happy medium will do i suppose.

Music:

miles davis. john coltrane. red hot chili peppers. the roots. kelis (old kelis tho..."tasty" kelis is kinda scary). john mayer. jay-z. kindred. mary j. blige. micheal jackson. the clash. the cure. lenny kravitz. anthony hamilton. etta james. justin timberlake. gil scott heron. hall and oats. tower of power. james brown. nas.

Movies:

to kill a mockingbird. the goonies. the wedding planner. death to smoochy. the royal tennebaums. pee-wee's big adventure. breakfast at tiffany's. sabrina (the original and the new one with harrison ford). the lotr trilogy. zoolander. hostage.

Television:

married with children. the simpsons. herman's head. perfect strangers. the dick van dyke show. sex and the city. queer eye for the straight guy. the wire (new season starts sept 10th!!). project runway. venture brothers. oz. family guy. it's always sunny in philadelphia (the is the greatest show in exsistance, and i dont wanna hear anything different).

Books:

"kindred" octavia butler. "the prince" machiavelli. anything by judy blume. the shopaholic series. "harriet the spy". "things fall apart" chinua achebe. basically anything and everything i can get my hands on. reading is fundamental y'know.

Heroes:

me. my sister. my mom

My Blog

thoughts...

i feel stuck. like i'm continually in this same loop of... i cant really even explain it. it's just... i thought my twenties would be more glamorous than this. i mean, when you're 12, you have this w...
Posted by morgan on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 05:34:00 PST

yesterday

yesterday was the 11th yr. anniversary of my father's death. is it wrong that i didnt remember? truthfully, i never knew the date. i just remembered one morning, waking up, going to my mother's room, ...
Posted by morgan on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 05:47:00 PST

blog

i've been doing this blog thing for years now so if you're that interested in me, (and i dont see why everyone isnt), then go here http://soulsvexed.diaryland.com/ and read my other one...
Posted by morgan on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 05:26:00 PST

are you kidding me??

seriously, i think i've said that at least 10 times a day in response to the most stupidest questions, comments and concerns, from various people around me. and all i get in return are blank stares it...
Posted by morgan on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 11:53:00 PST

quarter life crisis

i'm going to powerhouse tonight.   now i'm just gonna let that sink in, the fact that a 25 year old woman is going to a concert that is mainly marketed for tweens. are we all okay now?? good... i...
Posted by morgan on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 05:47:00 PST

chickenhead envy

have you noticed that the golddiggers of the world get it all? all meaning, they have their bills paid, expensive tastes that constantly get fulfilled and countless others baubles and gifts... i ...
Posted by morgan on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 05:12:00 PST

little things....

have i mentioned latley that i spend waay to much time thinking of other people? i mean seriously, like my entire life is spent considering the feelings of others instead of my own. and i dont really ...
Posted by morgan on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 10:11:00 PST

meh

i havent written in this thing for quite some time. it seems kinda weird, i mean i have another diary so why write in this one.   i dunno,   i guess everything is fine carry on ...
Posted by morgan on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 12:59:00 PST

i'm tired

and don henley's the boy's of summer is on my launcast radio ...now its journey's open arms. ghad, i love 80's music. it totally makes me feel great. my life is in a shambles right noe because o...
Posted by morgan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST