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About Me

I carry my heart in my hand.
I take my life with small steps and continuous leaps of faith.
I cannot say I have been the best person to all who have been wonderful to me.
Each day I am grateful for I have been given another breath.
This life that has been given to me is a blessing and I learn to cherish it more with each moment that passes.
I can say many things about myself but those of you who know me…well you know me the best.
"The Turnkey"
It's begun
The prevention of this shaking
The nauseating feeling that I've lost
I dread these tears
Each ounce of my frustration
Steadily held by the fabric of truth
To be myself warrants a fuse
An application lit
Skeptical innocence
Only failure stands
Revered as longing for acceptance
Your understanding is limited
Lined with defensive presumptions
Derailed from the beauty
There could be a glimmer of hope
A brief second when I am warmed
A prospect withheld
Yet, for now, I swallow my consciousness
I suspend this morning

Amanda Maria
11/6/06

My Interests

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My Blog

The Consequence of Faith

"The Consequence of Faith" What happens when sacrifice isn't enoughWhen perfection is as meaningless as timeDo you wallow in self pityDo you drown in spiteful sarcasmI've found myself at these endless...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Jan 2009 10:04:00 GMT

"Falling Slowly"

Simply stated.. Amazing
Posted by on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 16:31:00 GMT

Finality in Breath

Finality in Breath A decadent perversion stands It does not hold to lucrative beginnings Nor does it become a manifestation of hope It is the well hiding beneath the trees Forged of battered reluctan...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 16:37:00 GMT

Monumental Retreat

Monumental Retreat     When the concept of time expires Do you sing in its embellishment Or rest upon the cultured response Maybe you will measure the provisions A recalled application of st...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 13:34:00 GMT

Family. Beer. Cars. Tattoos.

I am truly blessed!     We get down with the sushi and sake. Good Guys Car Show in Costa Mesa Cheezin' it!                 New Ink:&n...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 13:55:00 GMT

Vegas baby!!! -- Happy birthday to Laurel. :)

Smokers --- "I'm so out of the loop" Richard Cheese and his lounge version of NIN "Closer" The Bun Boy Motel part I The Hilton Cowboy hats and rhinestone shirts (I'm still getting you the candy cane s...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 18:54:00 GMT

Just a thought....

We do not appreciate what we have until its gone.   The end.
Posted by on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 17:42:00 GMT

To my friends for you are my family.

You may never know what's in front of you unless you open you eyes. You may never know what can hurt you unless you try. You may never see the beauty of another unless you allow your heart to giv...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 00:19:00 GMT

Disappointments Memory

Disappointments Memory My dearest mistakeI was never yours to loseYou clung to the stale airOur breath only taken by dawnConfined to one sideNever surpassing blank wallsGenuine friendshipCom...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 18:13:00 GMT

*** Faith ***

"For we walk by faith, not by sight"                              ...
Posted by on Mon, 15 May 2006 21:35:00 GMT