Hey well I'm back but just for a short time. I just found out that I'm about to go to jail for a few months for a DWI I got a while back. It's gonna suck but maybe it's what I need to get my head on right. I'm gonna miss my little princess so much. But like my lawyer said, they aren't gonna forget about it and if I go now and get it over with, then I'll be home for Christmas and stuff. I just hope she doesn't forget who her daddy is and that he loves her with all his heart. I think her and her mom are about to move a few hours away. As much as it hurts to know she's gonna be so far, I know that she won't move till she knows without a doubt it's the right and best thing to do. All my life I have pretty much gotten what I wanted and it has made me a really selfish person. I have always been number 1 in my book, but I recently realized that that is no way to be. And it has cost me almost everything in my life that made it worth living. I just want to apologize to anyone I have hurt or stepped on to get what I wanted. Hopefully I can come out of this experience a better friend and dad and grandson, just all around great person. The last few weeks have been pure hell on me, both my heart and my mind. It's gonna suck being away from everyone and everything I hold dear to my heart that long, but I'll make it. I appreciate everyone's support and love through everything I have been going through. You truly find out who your friends are in times like these. When things are good, everyone is there, but when you hit rock bottom and feel like there is no reason to get up. The ones who are standing there with their hand out to help you get back on your feet are the people that really care. I'm gonna miss everyone, but hopefully I will get through this and stop making dumb mistakes and live up to my true potential. Once again I appreciate everyone and hopefully I won't be forgotten! Thank you all, god bless!!
