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About Me

"For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.”
The bigger you look, the worse it gets; war, poverty, it all looks so abhorrent, never improving, with nothing to anticipate. But when I think small, closer in, it looks so much better.
I’m going to think about the girl who looked up in amazement when she saw me dancing on my tip toes, And that 11 years of blood, sweat, and tears were worth it for that one smile.
I’m going to think about that feeling of contempt I feel with his arms around me, or that kiss that made my soul go weak. I’m going to think about the fact that I’ve never loved anyone so much. And the fact that I still get butterflies.
That you’ve gone, but you’ll always be here. That you’ve no more time to spend, but I hope I got to spend some of the best times with you.
I’m going to think about the friends who’ve been there unconditionally forever that i'd trust with my life, and even to cut my hair.
From now on i'm going to think small.
I'm engaged to this boy and I love him more than words can say.
Beckie, this is Popp, i fucking love you so much your one of the best mates i could ever ask for and i cant thank you enough. I love you x

My Blog

Review of 2007 (still needs a few things editing in!!)

Review of 2007 I can' believe another year is over already. It doesn't seem like a year has passed since the tragedy that was last new year's eve. The reason my review of 2006 is missing is because i...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 14:04:00 GMT

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His kiss lingers Still wet on my forehead Yet a mere few seconds disappear and my heart begins to yearn For his presence   My heart cleaves to every moment And has never been so eager For this ...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 06:11:00 GMT

Think small..

This is my aphorism; think small. The bigger you look, the worse it gets; war, poverty, it all looks so abhorrent, never improving, with nothing to anticipate. But when I think small, closer in, it...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 06:07:00 GMT

Maybe....

The best day ever?My boyfriend is the best boyfriend in the world right because he took me to see Hanson and it was FUCK MY FACE amazing!!  I've adored these guys for like 10 years..they're the reason...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 20:18:00 GMT

ZOO!!!!!! =]

Soz yesterday was dead cool.  Me and Phil went to TWYCROSS ZOO!! Hehe =].  To be honest, it was well fit....as was my company ;).  EEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee soz excited on l...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 13:30:00 GMT

Thinking

about where i've been.  How high and how low..and where I am now.  How did I get here?  The clock keeps on ticking and time keeps on flying away..am I wasting time?  I would s...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 13:34:00 GMT

Strong enough to break?

I'm not.  I thought I could be, but I can't.  I'm broken and don't seem to be mending this time.  Will you comfort me?  The stars comfort me.  Whenever i'm sad I can just go a...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 11:40:00 GMT

What me and Nat discussed..

Men with beards - attractive? Haha * as we're walking past a bearded man* "Dya find men with beards attractive?" *totally oblivious of the bearded man* Beckie: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Infidelity - Can it be ...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 09:13:00 GMT

To the left, to the left!!

Everything you own in a box to the left!! OMG so me and Tara were WANKERED on Thursday night!!!!!!  So the celebrating being single went well LOLZ.  We decided we'd had anough of men ...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 13:24:00 GMT

There's beauty in the breaking....

The thought of sleep ran through my mind, yet my mind couldn't settle.  I could see the stars so clearly in the midnight sky.  I traced them with my fingers wondering what each one represent...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 12:41:00 GMT