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A Tragedy On Display; A Sickness For All To See

I remember the way I fell from above, and I remember the way I was. So shed some light on me and hol

About Me

Hey my name is James. I am in college gettin my degree in the next few years and pursuing a career in law enforcement. I challeng myself every day to challeng others....I have the most amazing woman in my life....she is always with me in my heart, and I love her so much.....she makes me happier than I have been in a really long time.This video is dedicated to all those who lost their lives at VT this spring, and to all of those who lost a part of themselves as a result of the mental trauma that Motherfucker caused everyone.....Live each day as if it were your last....
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About You...
Age 20
Birthplace 06-27-1986
Current Location Hampton, VA
Hair Color Brown
Eye Color Hazel
Height 6
Heritage Celtic all the way
Your fears losing the love of my life
Your weakness melissa
Goal for today Clean the house
Goal for this year Become a cop, or finish school
Lifetime goal retire happy with a waterfront home
When do you want to get married? Sometime within the next few years
and to whom? the woman I love
Ever been in love? I am now
Currently in love? Yes
Do you think you are attractive? Nope...but that doesnt matter now does it
Your best physical feature smile
Have you ever...
eaten Sushi... yes
gone skinny dipping... nope
been beaten up... yep
wanted to kill someone... yep
gone a week without MySpace... nope
gone a week without TV... nope
Who's the last person to...
kiss you... Lips - Melissa
say hi to you... Alley
talk to you... Melissa
What's the last...
Time you cried? last night when melissa said she wanted to be with me
Book you've read? Future Juhad by Walid Fares
Store you've been in? Walmart probabally
Can you...
Dance? eh....
Speak a differenty language? arabic...enough to get by
Cook? Decently
Write w/ both hands? nope
Whistle? yea
Finish the line...
If I had a... million dollars
I would buy a house, truck and boat
So I can live happily ever after with the love of my life
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My Interests

Spending time with the most beautiful girl in the world...my girlfriend Melissa, then studying criminal law, terrorism, warfare, close quarters combat, martial arts, psychology, world history, foreign cultures, firearms, animals, music, politics, and world affairs

I'd like to meet:

Well I have already met the one woman who makes me happy, so next in line I would like to meet anyone new and interesting who likes tattoos and can rock out to some heavy metal shit.....
About Me
Full Name James Thomas Freel
Favorite Car Dodge Dakota
FavoriteColor black or red
Favorite Movie Black Hawk Down
Favorite Radio Station FM99 WNOR
Favorite Show 24
Favorite Song When the Eagle Cries by Iced Earth
Favorite Band Iced Earth
Favorite Activity Shooting
Favorite Video Game Rainbow Six 3
Do you sing yea
Do you play an instrument nope
do you smoke sometimes
Do you do drugs smoked my fair share of reefer
Do you like Chocolate Yep
Favorite Store Hot Topic
Best Friend that's a Girl Melissa
Best Friend that's a Guy Kyle
Do you have many friends a few
Do you like a lot of songs everything from metal to folk to reggea
Are you popular I guess
Do you have a lot of guy friends yep
Do you have a lot of girl friends yep
What color is your hair blonde
What color are your eyes green
What's your heritiege Irish, German, English, and Scottish....Pure Aryan
Do you play any sports not anymore
What sport do you play used to wrestle and play soccer
Do you like school Yes...It keeps me outta the house
Are you rich or poor in between
What is your hobby Work
Are you gay,straight,or lesbian I am a full fleged LESBIAN......and I am comin outta the closet tonight
Do you talk online a lot yep
Do you like to talk on the phone not really
Who's your two most trusted friends Melissa and Kyle
Do you like to hang out with friends yep
Do you like to listen to music yep
Do you like watching scary movies yep
Do you like watching comedy movies yep
Do you like to write poems yep
Do you like money yep
Coke or Pepsi Both
Tacos or Pizza Both
Chicken or Beef Both
Crabs or Shrimp Shrimp
Pink or Purple neither
Yellow or Black black
What's your favorite thing to do on a rainy day sit on my fat ass
Do you like thunderstorms yep
What do you want to be when you grow up Private security contractor for Black Water
Do you want to get married someaday yep
Do you want to have kids someday maybe
Where do you want to live when you grow up San Diego
Do you like rap FUCK NO
Do you like rock Yes
What kinds of music do you like Metal, some country, all sorts of rock, classical
Who's one of your favorite ragge singgers Bob Marley
Who's your favorite rap singger NONE
Do you like to shop Yes
What type of clothes do you like cargo pants and t-shirt
What type of shoes do you like combat boots
What's your best feature legs
Do you like hurricanes yep
Do you like tornadoes yep
Do you like twix yep
Do you like to type yep
&..39;What's your most treasured item' My DVD box set of 24 (all seasons)
Do you have pets nope
How many nope
What's their names nope
What kind of pet is it nope
Do you have a lot of inside jokes yep
Are you a blonde at heart yep
Are you a girl or guy Guy
What do you think about your best friend on the girl side she is the love of my life
waht do you think about your best friend on the guys side he is the sickest bastard in the world
Do you talk too much yep
Are you too quiet yep
&..39;Do you like too meet new people' yep
Are you slow on some stuff yep
Do you have a big family yep
Do you have any brothers or sisters 2 brothers
Do you get hyper a lot yep
Do you mumble weird words a lot yep
Do you make up words nope
Do you wacth South Park nope
Are you neat yep

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: James
Birthday: 06-27-1986
Birthplace: Norfolk VA
Current Location: Hampton VA
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: blonde (but red today because I dyed it)
Height: 6-1
Right Handed or Left Handed: depends on what I am doin...but mostly left
Your Heritage: IRISH, GERMAN, SCOTCH, ENGLISH, WELSH....Pure Aryan
The Shoes You Wore Today: Magnum Stealth Tactical Boots
Your Weakness: big voluptous beautiful women
Your Fears: being cheated on again
Your Perfect Pizza: supreme
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Lose 50 lbs
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ...
Thoughts First Waking Up: Must remain celibate
Your Best Physical Feature: calves and face
Your Bedtime: NONE
Your Most Missed Memory: My first Lunatic Luau
Pepsi or Coke: Both
MacDonalds or Burger King: Both
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both
Chocolate or Vanilla: both
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither
Do you Smoke: tryin to quit....too expensive
Do you Swear: HELL MUTHAFUCKIN YEAH BITCHES
Do you Sing: off key In the car and shower
Do you Shower Daily: yep twice even
Have you Been in Love: Yeah....didnt end up like I wanted it
Do you want to go to College: In school now
Do you want to get Married: Yeah after I have my fun
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: Yes
Are you a Health Freak: kinda
Do you get along with your Parents: most of the time....dad and I clash once in a while
Do you like Thunderstorms: yep
Do you play an Instrument: Air guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: YES
In the past month have you Smoked: YES
In the past month have you been on Drugs: YES
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Nope...I should though
In the past month have you been on Stage: I set up band equipment...it wasnt exactly on a stage though
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope I dumped her....FUCK YOU U FUCKIN SLUT
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Yep
Ever been Drunk: YEP
Ever been called a Tease: Hell yeah.....you ladies will have to find out bout that for yourself though
Ever been Beaten up: Yep
Ever Shoplifted: Yep
How do you want to Die: In a hail of gunfire
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Personal Security Contractor w/ Blackwater
What country would you most like to Visit: Iraq or Afghanistan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: doesnt matter, but blue is the most attractive
Favourite Hair Color: Red is sexy as hell
Short or Long Hair: either...just no shaved heads
Height: doesnt matter...but no midgets
Weight: they must be size proportionate....big breasts, thighs, and ass
Best Clothing Style: I like a girl that dresses in black
Number of Drugs I have taken: Marajuana thats it
Number of CDs I own: Thanks to limewire, THOUSANDS
Number of Piercings: None
Number of Tattoos: none...but soon though
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Lots, but I try not to look back on those times

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Music:


Your Taste in Music:


Heavy Metal: Highest Influence
90's Alternative: Low Influence
Alternative Rock: Low Influence
Classic Rock: Low Influence How's Your Taste in Music?I thought I was a metalhead, but I have noticed that with maturity and exposure to different genres, that my musical spectrum is far broader than I realize. I find myself listining more and more to alt rock, regee and yes...even country and emo, but metal is def my preference....... It takes a mathmatical genious to come up with some of the riffs that we hear in these bands today. Metal is a lot harder to write than some rap song. And often times, metal is more lyricaly creative. Now on to the bands that can be found on my media player.
    -Lamb of God- -Ozzy Osbourne- -Silverchair- -Metallica- -White Zombie- -As I Lay Dying- -All that Remains- -Slipknot- -Winter Solsitce- -Throw Down- -Iron Maiden- -Mastodon- -Skidrow- -Korn- -Evanescence- -Pantera- -Black Label Society- -Trivium- -It Dies Today- -Bury Your Dead- -Rob Zombie- -Killswitch Engage- -A Dozen Furies- -The Haunted- -In Flames- -Black Sabbath- -Rammstien- -Godsmack- -System of a Down- -Steve Earle- -Linkin Park- -Otep- -Mudvayne- -Green Day- -Rancid- -Future Leaders of the World- -Three Days Grace- -Chevelle- -AC/DC- -Billy Idol- -Cut Throat- -Shutdown- -Flogging Molly- -Tool- -The White Stripes- -Viking- -Shadows Fall- -Snoop Dogg- -ICP- -Most Precious Blood- -Three Doors Down- -Sublime- -Shine Down- -Pillar- -Dr Dre- -Eminem- -Six Feet Under- -The Black Dajlia Murder- -Cattle Decapitation- -The Heavils- -DBX- -Vehemence- -Amon Amarth- -God Dethroned- -40 Grit- -Beyond the Embrace- -Tourniquet- -Cannibal Corpse- -Brainstorm- -Dies Irae- -Vader- -Engine- -Cradle of Filth- -Soil Work- -Immortal- -Mayhem- -Bathory- -Borknagar- -Dark Funeral- -Dark throne- -Dissection- -Einherjer- -Emperor- -Enslaved- -Ensiferum- -Falkenbach- -Finntroll- -Impaled Nazarene- -Naglfar- -Rotting Christ- -Satyricon- -1349- -Windir- -Vintersorg- -Thyrfing- -Summoning- -Setherial- -Celtic frost- -Hellhammer- -Venom- -Ulver- -Beherit- -Carpathian Forest- -Absu- -Azagthoth- -Bob Marley- -Eric Clapton- -The Beatles- -Audioslave- -Cracker- -Kamelot- -Foo Fighters- -Monster Magnet- -Anthrax- -Suicidal Tendacies- -Megadeath- -Alice in Chains- -Since the Flood- -Slayer- -Disturbed- -Enthroned- -Nocturnal Fear- -Nocturnus- -Theater of Tragedy- -Tiamat- -Therion- -At The Gates- -Hecate- -Skyclad- -The Gathering- -Type O Negative- -Dimu Borgir- -Kovenant- -Lock Up- -Amorphis- -In Flames- -Unearth- -Seven Mary Three- -The Offspring- -Red Hot Chili Peppers- -Crossfade- -Staind- -Vengance and Valor- -Ra- -Life of Agony- -Hatebreed- -Morbid Angel- -Judas Priest- -Children of Bodom- -Norma Jean- -Dark Tranquility- -American Head Charge- -Anathema- -My Dying Bride- -Paradise Lost- -Corrosion of Conformity- -Dying Fetus- -The Haunted- -God Forbid- -Pantera- -Damageplan R.I.P Dimebag Darrell 1966 - 2004-
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Movies:

Negotiator, Tears of the Sun, Blackhawk Down, Three Kings, Old School, Caddy Shack, Navy SEALs, American History X, The Believer, September Tapes, Farenhype 9/11, Spartan, Austin Powers, Spy who Shagged Me, Gold Member, Ladder 49, Backdraft, Full Metal Jacket, Lord of the Rings Fellowship of The Ring, Two Towers, Return of The King, Star Wars Phantam Menace, Attack of the Clones, Revenge of the Sith, A New Hope, Empire Strikes Back, Return of the Jedi , Some Kind of monster, Malcom X, Glory, American Pie, I II and III Something About Mary

Television:

Ok I don't watch much TV except Family Guy and 24. If I get a chance I will watch the news or Jay Leno and Conan Obrian.

Books:

I am very interested in Vince Flynn novels. If you haven't read them I highly suggest them if you are into political thrillers.

Heroes:

First and foremost, my girlfriend melissa is my biggest hero.My older brothers, George Bush, Ahmad Chalabi, King Abdullah of Jordan, Hamid Karzai, Jesus Christ, my parents, my Girlfriend Melissa, and all of you who impact my life in a positive way

My Blog

Fear Of Losing Her

So no matter what, as long as Gavin is around I will always be affraid of losing melissa. I love her so much and I trully believe that she is my soul mate. Its just I always get this feeling like she ...
Posted by ~I'M STILL GETTING OVER WHO I WAS.~ on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 02:29:00 PST

Love Above Williamsburg VA (Updated cause MS is gay)

So yesterday, after a long night of work, I got off and went to Busch Gardens with Melissa and her mom to ride the Griffon. Of course I was a gigantic pussy on the way up there and waiting in line for...
Posted by ~I'M STILL GETTING OVER WHO I WAS.~ on Thu, 31 May 2007 06:59:00 PST

Home again

So my folks came home today, and as usual, I clean the house to the best of my abilities and aparently they are not good enough. My mom yells bitches and screams over nothing. Then she bitches @ me ab...
Posted by ~I'M STILL GETTING OVER WHO I WAS.~ on Tue, 15 May 2007 03:27:00 PST

So It is official

Ok, last night melissa finally decided that we should get more involved and put a title on things....I am happy, and I am glad that she is going to let me make her happy again. We are both s...
Posted by ~I'M STILL GETTING OVER WHO I WAS.~ on Mon, 14 May 2007 05:56:00 PST

9/11 THE FAILURES OF A BROKEN GOVERNMENT AND THE TREASON OUR POLITICIANS COMMITED

It is natural for us to find some blame and do some finger pointing over who was truly responsible for 9-11. Granted, on that fateful day in 2001, President Bush had just recently returned from a two ...
Posted by ~I'M STILL GETTING OVER WHO I WAS.~ on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 07:45:00 PST

More reflections over yesterdays events

  Today has been a tough day. It is hard for me to watch the news without tears coming to my eyes. Over and over again they play footage from tech and more news comes out about what happened, it...
Posted by ~I'M STILL GETTING OVER WHO I WAS.~ on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 08:22:00 PST

APRIL 16TH....2007

Todays events at Va Tech should leave no doubt in our minds that violence and tragedy can strike anywhere...As a member of the law enforcement community, and a member of a Campus Police Department at ...
Posted by ~I'M STILL GETTING OVER WHO I WAS.~ on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 05:06:00 PST

Man Rules

You've all seen mel gibson in tights, but thats a thing of the past. Here is WHAT a man wants. starring YOU (Ladies) and your guy.1. MILKING IT: When stroking a guy's dick don't grab it like a bu...
Posted by ~I'M STILL GETTING OVER WHO I WAS.~ on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 07:27:00 PST

This is so good I couldnt let it go unread

Look, All you morons that think that this season is "Happy Holidays" get bent.  I mean it.  Bend over, jump in the dumpster behind Arby's with your pants down around your ankles and swim in ...
Posted by ~I'M STILL GETTING OVER WHO I WAS.~ on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 09:18:00 PST

WACO

Ok, so today is the 13th anniversary of the relentless slaughter of 86 men, and women (inclding 17 children) by Bill Clinton's Waffen ATF Death Squads. I am writing this blog to remind all of you who ...
Posted by ~I'M STILL GETTING OVER WHO I WAS.~ on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 07:03:00 PST