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my name is Joshua Ray Motes i was born at 2:22 p.m. on november 8th 1991. i believe in what i know and what i know is what i observe to be self evident. i'm an outside everyone knows me and i can't remember one knucked up cheerleaders name from another.(and in all honest does that really matter) i am hopefully the father of a beautiful baby boy named tristan.(do i believe she cheated on me... that a tough one i mean i know with out a shadow of a dought that she was innocent before me and i'm to blame for her fall from grace. but i love her and that has never changed but did she claim to have slept with someone else yes so i trust her word not to lie to me right...) you may be asking yourself are ya'll still together the answer to that is no she broke up with me twice while she was pregnant due to she thought i was cheating... yay hipocrits am i right.(and to answer your all assuming mind no i never cheated on her nor did i have any intentions of it)now on to a more simplistic subject of my life. i work 5 days a week on average at pizza hut i've had a tax paying job since i was 15 impressive i know i'm joining the united states military(whats my mos going to be you might be asking... great question i'll let you know when i think of it)as far as anything else you need to know about me i can only think of this one statement... morality is just ones perspective of right and wrong but in all truth there is no black or white or gray for that matter there is with out a shadow of a dought how ever humanity and humanity is a very simplistic thought i do as i do becuase something higher tells me to do it it maybe right for me it may be wrong for you but my morality is my humanity and for that only one shall judge my actions with any force of acord and thats is the one who tells me my orders that is the one who makes me move that is the one inside me who gives me strength and fear that one judge shall and will always be me
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DarknessWere there is not light, there is darkness. You are not an evil person, just distant. You feel like other people don't understand you completely. You most likely long for more friends and someone to talk to. You love the night sky. The reason you embrace the darkness so is because when all others would not see you, it always returned to you. It was something you could count on.
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Afflicted - age of daze

Why did I come here tonight With all these feelings inside You're much too good for this life And all the pain that you hide I want to take you away Wipe the tears from your eyes But all that stands i...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Apr 2009 01:35:00 GMT

congradulations blue october

i know the song is on twilight but thats not where i got it i actualy like blue october ... Is that seat taken Congratulations Would you like to take a walk with me My mind it kind of goes fast I try ...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 20:34:00 GMT

i'm not supposed to love you anymore

WE AGREED THAT IT WAS OVERNOW THE LINES HAVE ALL BEEN DRAWNTHE VOWS WE MADE BEGAN TO FADEBUT NOW THEY'RE GONEPUT YOUR PICTURE IN THE SHOEBOXAND MY GOLD RING IN THE DRAWERI'M NOT SUPPOSED TO LOVE YOU A...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Mar 2009 22:13:00 GMT

an update on my wonderful life

i'm a father(hopefully) my possible son was born on febuary 11 the same as my late little brother i found this out thursday the 19th and here it is 11 days later and i have yet to see him by the way i...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 07:05:00 GMT

what do you do

what do you do when all hope is gone,when you've read from the unholy text,when the light of your dayand warmth of the night, seam to be slipping awayhow can you take it all backredo the pasthold on t...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Dec 2008 12:33:00 GMT

05-16-07 to 11-28-08

Some one once said "tis better to have loved and lost the to have never loved at all" he probably was never in love
Posted by on Sat, 29 Nov 2008 09:11:00 GMT

What she does to me / when i

WHAT SHE DOES TO ME when shes near me, my heart races when she holds me, time stops when she smiles,i can't breathe when she crys, my heart breaks when she says "I love you" i know theres a god when s...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Sep 2008 22:27:00 GMT

random angry post well not really angry but yeah

ok so i have a question if the people that were young and stuff in the 80's like our parents are the generation of the youth gone wild then wouldn't that make us the offspring of the youth gone wrong ...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 08:23:00 GMT

My Spring Break SO FAR... (MORE UPDATES TO COME)

my spring break so far has been ... interesting FRIDAY: got outta school early(thank you mother dearest) and then went to work which kinda sucked but oh well it was funny brandon L. came in the...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 12:51:00 GMT

things i want my father it know

what the hell is your problem i mean i believed in you when no body else did i stuck with you through think in thin i fucking idolized you you peice of shit and what do you do you fucking do drug...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 20:41:00 GMT