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About Me

I am who I am and I fucking love it. I got three rules in life, no babies, no husbands and no credit cards till i'm at least 27. Theres three kinds of people i hate in this life. Lier's, Cowards and Thieves.

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My love again someday.

My Blog

the fight

I drink jameson in a bailys glass so i can fall asleep why do certain dates bring such misery with in me why did i care so much? how do other people love others so much why dont we see it every d...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Dec 2009 22:05:00 GMT

Beth Israel, A life time of hurt..

when breathing is the only option we haveĀ  we do it because we have to not because we want to not to say that i would off myself because that too is not a choice the hurt of breathing through days ...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Dec 2009 21:20:00 GMT

A hobo Fairy Tale

The Baw-Baw what a strange conceptRescue me on top of a mountain if you please.Only four in the worldSo many teachings still to be taughtso much time we deserved to be together.Did i ever tell you, yo...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Nov 2009 18:30:00 GMT

A Junkies Tale.....

My tears hit the ground as i imagine life with out you around. It starts in a pipe and escalates to the needle Its a one time deal. Junkie for life you would be better off if you slit you wrist wi...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Nov 2009 18:26:00 GMT

Fuck it because I hate you.

Why should i even try or even care. No one will ever fucking be Zach or be able to handel my bull shit, so its a lost cause. Its been lost since the day that kid quit breating. Just like my little hea...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Sep 2009 21:41:00 GMT

Because your lazy

its ok to take legal meth as a weight loss plan.Because you lack motivation because its to lost in you pipeWhat a sad way to live life.Pill to the pipe to try and loose weight that is self created.Som...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Aug 2009 21:47:00 GMT

If I could stop these thoughts

maybe, just maybe i would get some sleep. Too apprehensive for the trip ahead. What do I say to his parents, to his sister, to his brother. How will i react when i see his house, his old room where i ...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Jul 2009 04:30:00 GMT

The Story I was so Afraid to tell...

I wrote this paper for a class and decided I needed to share It with all of you, in strong hopes that My reality will never be yours. Remember what Zachs mom told me. There just small moments in your ...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Jun 2009 18:41:00 GMT

For An old Friend, I hope you find your way.

This shits an epidemic Its A fuckin War. I have walked through those battle fields strone with dirty syringes and opiates. I have cried over the graves of many loved ones who lost their lives to th...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jun 2009 00:03:00 GMT

Selective Memory.

Selective memoryWhat a convient rescorce for an abusive relationship.Tear run down her faceas i say im going backShe says "your going to die there"Six months later i wake up with a tube down my throat...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Jun 2009 23:34:00 GMT