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About Me

So this is me- a long time coming.
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I am kind and caring.. most of the time
I trully belive i can do anything i set my mind to.
I am a walking contradiction.
I know where i want to be and how to get there
I know whats right and wrong, it just feels so good to be wrong sometimes.
I belive in Karma
I like to be the Best
I relish in other peoples pain whaha
I like to play with boys
I cant lie when im drunk
I love chocolate i have an addiction
I am stubborn - i only fight when i trully believe im right.
I dont believe you can be wrong with how you feel - i feel what i feel and i wont apoligise for it.
I am strong.
I am determined.
I am anal.
I am Lazy
I can be Blunt
I liek to keep my work life, school life, and social life seperate
I am not as inocent as i seem
I am only as evil as i intend to be
I will not be judged for past sins
I will forgive i will not forget
I can be a spiteful, cold heartless bitch and i love it
I love the taste of revenge
I belive in having the cake and eating it too
I am intelligent but i am not your typical nerd.
I may as well be blonde.
I dont need to wear make up every day i am comfortable with or without.
I believe you are your harshest judge.
I am happy alone
I am happy with my friends
and sometime im not.
When i fall i fall head over heels, i just dont like letting go.
Im still looking for mr perfect. mr unconditional love. Mr price charming. Im just starting to belive he only exists in fairy tails.
I fear pain and loss
My heart shuts up shop when things get bad.
I am cheap
I belive we are all selfish whether we admit it or not
I always mean well - then there are other times where i claim igornorance
I belive we are all beautiful
I will help you as much as i can, but at some point its time you help your self
If i had one wish i would wish to for supernatual powers.

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All lil cute n innocent..
All grown up
XOXOX RIP XOXOX DIED 8TH MARCH 2007 Unconditional Love
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My Interests


You Are 43% Pure
You're not so innocent... in fact, you're quite unpure.
You have seen and experienced a lot. And you're no worse for the wear! The 100 Question Purity Test

I'd like to meet:


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Music:


Your Personality Is
Guardian (SJ)

You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.
Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.

You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.
You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.

A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.
You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.

In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.

At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.

With others, you tend to be polite and formal.

As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.

On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them! The Three Question Personality Test

Movies:

just so u no:
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Your Power Level is: 67%
You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within.
Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals. How Powerful Are You?

Television:



I LOVE DVD BOX SET... tv on dvd is tha onli way to go :).. my lil colection obsession is as follows..
BUFFY
ANGEL
THAT 70'S SHOW
DAWSONS CREEK
..
THE NANNY
CHARMED

DARK ANGEL
JUST SHOOT ME
SMALLVILLE
GREYS ANATOMY
FUTURAMA
TRU CALLING
FRIENDS
3RD ROCK FROM THE SUN
THE OC
SABRINA THE TEENAGE WITCH

SCRUBS

WILL N GRACE

SAILOR MOON

HEX

DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES

Books:


You Are in the Anal Stage of Development
According to Dr. Freud, you are stuck in the anal stage of development.
If your parents didn't discipline you enough as a young child, you may be messy, reckless, and defiant.
If your parents disciplined you too severely as a young child, you may be uptight, stingy, and passive aggressive.
No matter where you fall, you are likely to have a few problems with authority. What Freudian Stage Are You In?
Your Independence Level: High
You are extremely self reliant and autonomous.
You are definitely into doing your own thing.
But you also wouldn't turn down help if you needed it.
You follow your own path, but you don't do so blindly. How Independent Are You?

Heroes:


Britney Spears Lyrics
Piece Of Me Lyrics ..
Britney Spears Lyrics
Get Naked Lyrics ..

My Blog

i feel..

a itty witty bit ill. slightly hungover le yuck. must study cant feel like walking zombie must eat cant be bothered cooking. and here i am watching desperate housewives again. god i have problems. i n...
Posted by -(((JeSs)))- on Sat, 24 May 2008 06:23:00 PST

we are..

lost.   forever.   always.
Posted by -(((JeSs)))- on Sun, 11 May 2008 07:37:00 PST

libra..as inspired by ely

Is this me?? LIBRA Diplomaitic and urbaneRomantic and charmingEasygoing and sociableIdealistic and peaceable On the dark side....Indecisive and changeableGullible and easily infuencedFlirtatious and s...
Posted by -(((JeSs)))- on Wed, 07 May 2008 08:34:00 PST

THINGS TO DO BEFORE WE TURN 21

JESS AND JODIE'S LIST OF THINGS TO DO BEFORE WE TURN 21 - learn to surf- go to the male strippers- have a pillow fight (with feather pillows)- go to a movie marathon at the cinemas- dance NAKED in the...
Posted by -(((JeSs)))- on Wed, 07 May 2008 08:24:00 PST

MOSTLY..

Im just angry. angry at where we have ended up. angry at change. angry at myself   lovely.   angry that a "funny" show made me turn around and look at my self and make me think shit. Im just...
Posted by -(((JeSs)))- on Sat, 03 May 2008 06:02:00 PST

cheap thrills

i love pushing spinning doors so fast that people eith have to trot through or have to wait for them to slow down.   whahaha
Posted by -(((JeSs)))- on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 12:26:00 PST

high/low

so these are these blogs i post these days: High point of my sisters birthday: fighting with one of her little friends then telling him i was goign to kick him out of my house. then him realising it w...
Posted by -(((JeSs)))- on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 07:13:00 PST

high light of the day:

saw a pigin/seagull. bobs like a pigin yet white and grey and black like a seagull. ah the wonders of cross breeding. Low light of the day: will does not want to see me for a while. blah boys suck...
Posted by -(((JeSs)))- on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 10:36:00 PST

Rat

in honour of my beautful baby:   My naughty lil rat Mr Quackers. Rat died MArch 8th 2007.   ill never forget never never.   tried to forget the pain. tried to replace you.   nothin...
Posted by -(((JeSs)))- on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 09:08:00 PST

eke

i wish i could reverse time.
Posted by -(((JeSs)))- on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 01:20:00 PST