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About Me

my awesome tattoo:

*i was re-born into this world, never made it out.

*i am the prodigal daughter, never to return.

*I AM THAT WOMAN THAT DOES THE THINGS YOU DON'T EXPECT.

:isn't it true that you start your life a sweet child believing in everything under your father's roof?
then comes the day of the Laodiceans, when you know you are wretched and miserable and poor and blind and naked,
and with the visage of a gruesome ghost you go shuddering through nightmare life.: ~*~

POWERTHIRST!

RE-DOMINATION!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

:the only people for me are the mad ones,
the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved,
desirous of everything at the same time,
the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing,
but burn, burn, burn,
like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars
and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes, "awww!":

My Blog

betrayal, revisited

we all know that 99% of people betray us somewhere along the line. it's especially messed up when someone you knew for 13 years of your life (which at my age is the majority of it) betrays you *royall...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 20:07:00 GMT

let go ... they never really knew you anyway.

i'm still baffled by the human race. every day i'm amazed by stupidity, but now i'm amazed by a whole new kind of action. i realize that i allow people to walk all over me and it makes me feel like sh...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 23:00:00 GMT

zoobilee zoo & politics!!

::sigh::i'm getting aggravated cos photobucket is being stupid and i can't work on putting up some pics on my page that i've really wanted to get up. anyone who knows me is aware that i'm not generall...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 22:32:00 GMT

CRAZY AWESOME VIDEO SUPER FUN TIME!!!

i wanted to get some videos off my page but still have them around. check 'em out and lemme know what you think!! ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />   ...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 23:27:00 GMT

*long exhale*

god, sometimes i really wish i was a pro hitman. woman. person. whatever. people just piss me off so much sometimes. and i know i flip out when someone does some ridiculous thing while driving, but th...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 19:09:00 GMT

i wish you would stop.....

.....telling me everything i "need to know." i appreciate it but it just makes me so much more confused. i dont know who i am! i havent since i was five years old! i wish i could go back to when i was...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 02:16:00 GMT

goddamned war...

i still don't feel much like talking, but i have to get some things off my chest so i'm going to try...this war is pissing me off!!!'my dearest' marc has been deployed for three full f*ing years and n...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 02:33:00 GMT

minds murkier than a joliet canal...

So I had to get my hair done today for my cousins wedding. (I am leaving for AZ at 4 in the AM). Colored and cut and styled. It made my whole mood change. I started to feel like a model again. To...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 20:39:00 GMT

Affirmations from Today

Geisha in a Hand Mirror   Setting her sights              in a different directions She puts her past at her back "Don't tell me to turn arou...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 20:43:00 GMT

This is neat...

http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/458281462 Click here for a neat little test that will tell you about yourself! A lil creepy, very cool.
Posted by on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 19:46:00 GMT