I could still be done in time to lay in bed, stare at the ceiling and slip slowly into madness.
What a year so far! Have had a complete life change. New life, New job and after years i am back home.
So here we go again, trying to rebuild everthing i once had. So far, i have met some fucking incredible people and i am so glad to have at least known you's, i have reunited with the people i dont think i could have missed anymore and i have lost some of the closest people i have ever had.
More than anything i miss my baby cheicko <3
I have come to realise that people are NEVER how you picture them in your head.
Your closest friends have a side you never knew and there is always someone fighting to be one better than you.
Your family is all you will ever have, although some decide that mutual respect will never be possible.
Live and let go is the only way to make it through this madness.
I never thought it was possible but in time i realised that I am not going to let anyone walk all over me and I'm not going to sugar coat everything in order to protect their feelings.
This is it! New Friends, New Job, New Goals, New Life, New Future - NEW BEGINNING :)
