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RIP DONALD EDWARD WURTENBERGER JR.Here it is, all laid out:I like the color black. I loathe the color pink, but think it is necessary in certain situations. My favorite season is Winter - cold weather makes me happy. I wear flip flops in the snow. I don't have a favorite food. Death intrigues me. The most exciting thing in my life has not happened yet. I'm extremely jealous but need my space. I hate racism, prejudice, stereotypes, and ignorance. I am bossy with guys but a chicken with women. I have many obsessions and fetishes, but very few hobbies. Once I find something I like, I become obsessed and overuse it until I get sick of it. I'm finicky but serious. I cannot make decisions but do not like people to make them for me. I'm a sensitive, caring person, but can be spiteful at times. I wear my heart on my sleeve, so if you're afraid of emotion, step back a little. Don't cross me and you won't get crossed. I take care of my friends in hope that they, in turn, will take care of me. I have a tendency to care too much about the people I'm close to. It's a blessing, but a curse as well. I'm needy, but at the same time love the space I have. I'm a guy's girl, and I can never change that, nor do I want to. I love attention. I love to be treated like I'm the only girl in the room. I love people, and to watch how they interact with everything and everybody. We're very interesting creatures. I'm an open book, so if there's anything I left out, feel free to ask away.CHECK IT: These are dark days. We live our lives cowering in the shadow of a future black and bleak, snatching all too brief glimpses of romance, hope and humanity, burdened by monochrome drudgery and the stupidity of mankind. The shit keeps hitting the fan and we’re all getting splashed. That’s why those of us who live for the moment need a soundtrack that provides both unhindered escapism and a heightened, tangible sense of reality’s uplifting sensual power.

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RIP DON WURTENBERGER! I LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL BE MISSED!!!

My Blog

Words from the grave

Found this is an email, from myself to myself December of 2004. No idea where it came from, where I found it, or even why I needed it, but I know now: ...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Nov 2008 20:59:00 GMT

Pieces of a heart thats broken

It's amazing how something as small as a video and only 15 or so seconds of it can undo a year and a half's worth of building. For so long I built up the wall of coping. But then those 15 seconds, the...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 22:25:00 GMT

There was this girl......

Imagine a girl. Sweet and innocent. Young and old and all at once. Her heart is young, but she has an old soul. Spent her short life wondering if she was ever loved or will she ever be. For her young ...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 23:34:00 GMT

The pursuit of serenity

It's sad and amazing how life can just slap you in the face. How everything is nothing and nothing is a dream. But dreams are just as bad. It's just a fallacy that makes you suffer through life becaus...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 22:27:00 GMT

Love And Memories

Stop what you are doing. Stand up if you need to and press play on you music device. It can be your ipod, media player, whatever. Listen to the song and just close your eyes. Do you feel that? Yes, th...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 22:21:00 GMT

Memories on the wind

I stepped out tonight, much like I do on any other night, but something is different this time. For the first time since I can remember, I can feel the change in the seasons. The breeze is blowing in ...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 20:12:00 GMT

How I feel.....

So, I'm unpacking and organizing yet another military house, but this time it's different. I'm actually the one doing it. It's exciting. I'm still working on it, but I came across something. I found t...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 08:44:00 GMT

A step in a better direction

I've been thinking about the events that have happened in the last year. So much hatred and anger has consumed me for so many different reasons. I used to fight with Don over the littlest things. Stup...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 15:51:00 GMT

Poll

All my friends say they want me to be happy. But then I hear about them not liking my situation. So, this bulletin is simply a poll. I really do like to know what everyone thinks. Not that I care, min...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 18:06:00 GMT

All Hollows Eve......

Well, October has almost swept by us, and it seems like it just started. My favorite holiday is almost upon us, and it's so bittersweet. I was thinking of having a Halloween party, but the more I thin...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 21:46:00 GMT