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Jenni

There is one who sticks closer then a brother (or a friend)

About Me

ready, set goI will only be who you want till I have rested my head under your feetI shall only speak those words you hold so dearly until the dark captures meAnd inside I feel myself going…towards the nightThankful for this journey, I don't fret….but sacrifice what's left of this lifePliable, I am willing… To let go of the dayAmicable, I am eager… To watch it wilt awayI soon shall be only what I wishI will speak only the words that to me I dearly meanNo longer the drone…the empty vessel…..the puppet in your sceneFor this journey is yet the beginning of anotherFrom the darkness, a birth, undercoverAnd inside the sadness has yet to decay…But hope holds steady, for I know this is the only wayMy inclination is now leading this choiceMy desperation for the freedom of my own voiceSo fall away now…..let go and release…..take a breath….jump….leap love layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com
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My Interests

I love to Write and Read. There is nothing better then a rainy day, with the wind blowing and a dark house....cuddling up and watching a few really good movies like pride and predjudice and writing! The mountains are amazing....and I some day will live in seattle...or at least visit for a long period of time! I love eating and sleeping, with windows open when its nice out. Sun rises and sun sets....in any beautiful place....I hate the idea of becoming old. Not maturing...just becoming so mature that my life becomes mundane! I am in LOVE with God. He has captured my heart...well him and my nephew matthew! But I also can't wait to meet my husband...Ok I lied, I can and will wait....but I am very much looking foward to that season. Thats bout it....O yeah I love to eat choclate and cheese...or just weird combinations of that.

I'd like to meet:

anyone

Music:

Dashboard Confessional
our lady peace
Beyonce
underoath
skillet
Red Jumpsuit Aparatus

Movies:

Dazed and Confused
Crazy/Beautiful
Pride and Predjudice
The breakfast club
Benny and June
Girl Interuppted

Television:

All my children
Monday night comedies
and GREY"S ANATOMY
Smallville
Deal Or NO Deal...one day Ill be on that show....

Books:

Haddassah!!!! ALL writing by Francine Rivers... Poetry I love reading poetry by people I know, b/c then I can annalyze it and have them tell me what they actually meant by writing it. Thats good times right there

Heroes:

People I admire are people who are honest and trustworthy. People who can be their for you no matter what! People I can be honest to while they realize I dont have to agree with EVERYTHING they do, but I can still love them. People who are real. In other words no I am not perfect...YEAH i screw up alot...but I am working on change though I am still far from where I will be one day. People who ARE NOT judgemental...and realize that love is love....despite personal opinion. Here is the last one.....your word is a bond. It is something that makes you, If you can't keep it, then it is worth nothing. So dont bother using it.

My Blog

ready, set go

I will only be who you want till I have rested my head under your feet I shall only speak those words you hold so dearly until the dark captures me And inside I feel myself going&towards the night Th...
Posted by Jenni on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 09:54:00 PST

DECAY

Tears that have poured inside and wont come out.   Tears that stream endlessly.  Tears for you.  Tears for me.  Where are you, that claimed to care.  The friends that sol...
Posted by Jenni on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 01:05:00 PST

pride

  Nothing will touch you.  human contact is unneeded.   and unwanted.   Once you said that way was silly...once you scourned those that followed that path.  Now you...
Posted by Jenni on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 03:41:00 PST

Day and Night (1/14/07)

The sky is darkening before my eyes......Inspired by the night, the day will always oblige.  The moon is their Looking upon the land...conquered and proud.......Day and Night, Once went hand in ...
Posted by Jenni on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 10:36:00 PST

I just watched the forgotten.....(disclaimer: muhahahahah) I am bored...and tired and bored

Cast the blame upon my feet, try to make it real.....  Sit away, far and distant...Alone you make me feel....Pursue nothing, gain nothing, in all actuallity its a lie....believing pretenses, chas...
Posted by Jenni on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 06:57:00 PST

Murdering Heart of Bitterness

Slowly being pushed aside ...taken away and destroyed by their voices....Accumalation of dust on the dreams they want me to complete.  Pressure to not just live, but succeed.   Constant...
Posted by Jenni on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 07:26:00 PST

Few

Possibilities endless ...Dreams a many..........Life is new All is well....Life so grand........For only few You smile and wave....try to behave.......inside you cave  and crave, road is paved......
Posted by Jenni on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 06:24:00 PST

The mountain of....

So high and marvolous....I think I can..I think I can but then I neared Yet so far and glorious.....I thought I could...I thought I could the ugliness of all thats past, face reered So dark and d...
Posted by Jenni on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 08:25:00 PST

Ok old poetry....good, nice one

This one is good...one of my first chrisitan one's "Gracie" Dont come out little gracie...Stay in your room...Pink all around you...Soft pillows....Comfy chair...Sit and write....Beautiful lyrics........
Posted by Jenni on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 08:25:00 PST

The fact that I have not posted a blog for a week, shows great improvement to my loved obsessio

I use to quiet often attend the movies alone. A strange ritual of mine.  As of lately though, I have not been following my age old tradition.  So last night, when I did not have to work till...
Posted by Jenni on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 10:56:00 PST