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About Me

Everything happens for a reason,
I realize that now, even though, sometimes bad things happen,
There is always something around the corner.
I lost my dad when I was 12. I soccumbed to drugs and darkness, for a lack of a better word, after all the denial faded away. I lost my innocence at a relatively young age. I was forced to leave the only real home that I had in Chicago, and the only friends that I knew who could carry me through everything. I moved 490 miles away to a town that is basically the complete opposite. I lost my faith in everything and everyone, except a select few. If you would've asked me 10 years ago how I thought my life would be now, I wouldn't have EVER guessed this.
But in this small town, I think I'm starting to find my way again. I may have left my best friends behind, but I found some of the best people you would ever meet. EVERYDAY I play my dad's BASS GUITAR so that maybe, just maybe, I can make him proud. I rediscovered my faith, and due to my dad's death, I feel that I'm more mature then I would have been. When you lose someone so close to you, you have to grow up pretty quick. Not a day goes by that I don't miss him. I wish I could spend just an hour talking to him, and have him teach me everything he never got a chance to. But in his death, I became a better person then I might have ever imagined. Granted it took awhile, and it took a fall off the right path to realize just how messed up your life can get. But I think his final gift he gave me, was to make me a better man. And someday, I can only hope that I can be half the husband and father he was.
Now this is not a cry for attention or self-pity. This is for the people that think that life won't get better. You think that you have it the hardest, and no one ever understands the pain and heartbreak that you are going through. But you have to remember, it always gets dark before the light. I know that there are a bunch of people that are worse off then me, in regards to their family life, and everything else. But I believe that I have experienced just enough to say that it will get better.
IN MEMORIAM
DANIEL JOSEPH BUCZYNA
NOVEMBER 7TH, 1957 -- JUNE 4TH, 2004

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I'd like to meet:

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Music:

30 Seconds to Mars,
AcDc,
Alan Parsons Project,
Allman Brothers,
All that Remains,
the Almost,
ALTER BRIDGE,
As I lay Dying,
A7x,
The Band,
Beatles,
Black Sabbath,
Boston,
Bleeding Through,
BREAD.
Breaking Benjamin,
Bullet for my Valentine,
the Cars,
Coheed and Cambria,
Creedence Clearwater Revival,
Cute is what we aim for,
Dark Tranquility,
Dashboard Confessional,
Disturbed,
The Doors,
Dragonforce,
The Eagles,
Evans Blue,
Foo fighters,
From First To Last,
Frank Zappa,
Goo Goo Dolls,
Green Day,
Guns 'n' Roses,
Hell yeah,
the Higher,
Incubus,
In Flames,
Iron Maiden,
Jimmy Hendrix,
Job For A Cowboy,
John Fogerty,
John Mayer,
Jonathan Edwards,
Jupiter One,
KIllswitch Engage,
KoRn,
Led Zeppelin,
Lynard Skynard,
Mama's & Papa's,
Matchbox Twenty,
Megadeth,
METALLICA,
Motley Crue,
My Chemical Romance,
New Found Glory,
The New Pornographers,
Nirvana,
Norma Jean,
Oasis,
Ozzy Osbourne,
Panic! at the disco,
Pantera,
Papa Roach,
Pink Floyd,
Plain White T's,
the Police,
the Postal Service,
Queen,
Queens of the Stone Age,
RadioHead,
The Ramones,
Red Hot Chili Peppers,
Red Jumsuit Apparatus,
REM,
Rise Against,
the Scorpions,
Senses Fail,
Shadows Fall,
Sick Puppies,
Slipknot,
Smashing Pumpkins,
Smile Empty Soul,
Staind,
Steppenwolf,
Steve Miller Band,
Stonesour,
Sublime,
Sullivan,
System of a Down,
Taking Back Sunday,
Tears for Fears,
Ted Nugent,
Theory of a Deadman,
Three Days Grace, Thrice,
Uncle Kracker,
Underoath,
The Used,
Van Halen
The Who,
Wolfmother,
ZZ top,

Movies:

ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND!!!!!!
Butterfly Effect,
Spinal Tap,
Garden State,
The Gods Must Be Crazy,
Wedding Crashers.
Black Hawk Down,
Crash,
40-year old Virgin,
Sin City,
The Number 23,
MONTY PYTHON AND THE HOLY GRAIL,
BLACK HAWK DOWN,
High Fidelity,

Television:

PUSHING DAISIES,
MALCOLM IN THE MIDDLE,
SCRUBS,
THAT 70'S SHOW,
CSI,
NIP/TUCK,
GREY'S ANATOMY,
FAMILY GUY,
OCTOBER ROAD,
THE RICHES,
RESCUE ME,
THE SIMPSONS,

Heroes:

ZACH WEED--- No doubt, he is still my BEST FRIEND! He's there for me when I need someone to talk to. He is an amazing guitarist, and hopefully someday we'll wind up in a band together! ZACH CARPER--- My brother and one of my best friends... I would do anything to help him without a doubt. He has helped me through so much and I basically owe him my life. You can't find friends like this very often... VICKIE--- My Sister! I LOVE this girl! We have been friends for a couple years now, and I miss her so! We can confide in each other about anything, and I am so glad to be there for her. CORY!-- I've only known him for half a year and he is another one of my best friends. He is me and Zach's Brother also, and it's always the three of us who have the best fun. He has helped me a lot and I hope I have done the same. He is another one of those people that you would do anything for. Jeremiah--Dude this kid is awesome! He is like my brother. He is pretty annoying sometimes, but at the end of the day he's there for me. ( AND he is always calling me!) lol... jk! ERIN-- I have no idea where to start. She is the most amazing girl ever. NO LIE. I love her soooo much and I trust her with ABSOLUTELY everything. She says she's not interesting. But she really is. She is possibly the only girl I've met so far that is sooo into playing shooting video games. Can you say Amazing? haha... Well I love talking to her, and she is one of the few people that I truly and fully trust. I love you Erin!
OTHERS
MARIO BALLESTEROS
JASON WADE
MARY GRACE
LYDIA
KELSEY C.
MEGAN S.

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