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I am My own worst enemy

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About Me

well my profile used to say im a freak but don't really think thats true any more ... im still odd but not as much as i used to be i guess ... i don't know how to describe me anymore, i don't know what i want and i don't usually plan ahead, im just trying to figure things out in the world. i am currently attending suny cobleskill and im a culinary major and i have lots of awesome friends at coby!!!"The truth is..we hide because we want to be found, we walk away to see who will follow us and we let our hearts get broken just to see who cares enough to fix them"CAPRICORN Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Irresistible. Strong and go gets what she wants.I'm Irish/German, yea thats right and thats all there is to it, im half and half.... woot!!!

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I'd like to meet:

so this is what i want, i want romance, i want love, i want lust, i want adventure, i want surprises, i want flowers, i want someone who wants me too, i want to be happy, i want somebody who cares if im happy or not, i want somebody who loves music, i want somebody who loves to dance, i want somebody who likes going out, i want somebody who likes to party and drink and have a good time, but knows hows to control themselves, i want somebody who respects what i have to say, i want somebody who respects me, i want somebody whose confident but not conceited, i want somebody whose smart and intelligent, i want someone who can hold my attention
Disorder Rating
Paranoid : Moderate
Schizoid : Low
Schizotypal : High
Antisocial : High
Borderline : Very High
Histrionic : High
Narcissistic : Moderate
Avoidant : Moderate
Dependent : Low
Obsessive-Compulsive : Moderate

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My Blog

alone

so im sitting here all alone and it doenst seem so bad, i think im so used to being alone that being around others for to long bothers me, have i somehow become a loner? when did this happen? i mean i...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Jul 2010 20:38:00 GMT

punch a whole right threw me

normally i like to write poetry in my blogs, or at least something similar to poetry, but right now i cant even find the inspiration to be that creative. im stuck in this spiral, i go up and down the ...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Apr 2010 07:05:00 GMT

isolation

you ever just stop. pause, look around and realize your all aloneive realized that in trying to avoid getting hurt again ive alienated myselfin trying to avoid drama and fighting and pain, ive avoided...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Mar 2010 13:51:00 GMT

fail

i just wanted you to like mei just wanted someone to carei wanted someone to hold me tell me they think im beautifultell me they think im wonderful i wanted you to be proud to belong to mei wanted to ...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Mar 2010 07:55:00 GMT

i finally realized.....

i finally realized that hes a miserable person i finally realized that theres no point in me goign out of my way to be nice to him because as it turns out hes just miserable and everytime i go out of ...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Feb 2010 20:29:00 GMT

Wrong Number (this really made me laugh, maybe u could use a laugh too)

For all those who have driven in Long Island.Enjoy When you occasionally have a really bad day,and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take ...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Jan 2010 05:27:00 GMT

i have the worst luck ever

so i met this guy, and the more he talks the more im intrigued, the more he talks the more i get annoyed at him, the more he talks the more i kno i like him, and yet i finally find a guy who i truely ...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Jan 2010 17:16:00 GMT

because my minds racing and i cant sleep

why is it i cant sleep, my minds racing, running, going in circles, why do i feel so defeated, like ive screwed up the whole world when in fact ive done nothing, why am i always in fear of screwing up...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Jan 2010 20:13:00 GMT

According to you....

According to youI'm stupid,I'm useless,I can't do anything right.According to youI'm difficult,hard to please,forever changing my mind.I'm a mess in a dress,can't show up on time,even if it would save...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Dec 2009 12:46:00 GMT

who is she?

I dont know who she isthe girl looking back at me in the mirrorwho is she? she looks so losteyes wide and emptywhats her stroy? why is she so lost?her hair falls loosely framing her faceshe tries to s...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Nov 2009 09:01:00 GMT