Chelsea Lynn [illbeyoursoldier]

Elizabeth-"There will come a moment where you have the
chance to do the right thing."
Jack-"I love those moments. I like to waiver them as they pass by."
i am aware that everythings gonna be fine- one day too late-
JUST TRYING TO MATTER.
My name is Chelsea Lynn if you havent caught on to that yet, and I'm a little TOO weird. My life is usually about an inch short of chaos and I barely have time to breathe. I work too much and I live my life tired. Most people think I'm crazy, including most professionals. Life is random, so I try to be too. I have no desire to live, but no longer have the desire to die. I'm a walking contradiction, in all aspects.
I have an absolute passion for snakes, reptiles, and horses, though I am an animal lover all around. My job not only describes me and my life, it is the definition of me. I'm currently in college and I'm working to become a veterinarian. I work at a high-technology animal hospital in Delaware (though I live in Southern New Jersey) as a Hospital Assistant and a Veterinary Technician. I love my job; it is the zest of my life. I hope to one day get my DVM or even become a surgeon. My Reptile hobby consumes most of my life that isn't already being consumed by work, drains my pockets, but enthrals me like nothing else.
You might see me wandering around Kingsnake.com, DarkSideReptiles.com, Reptile Geeks, Repster, or the Fauna; I go as illbeyoursoldier.
It doesnt take much for me to have a fun. I'm very easy going, and love to do spontaneous shizzle and am all up for new things ;)
I AM AN EXPERIENCE JUNKIE.
I am the opposite of a "Prep." I'm an undercover Goth (I am convinced that my insides are black), though still a country girl at heart. I live my life with my eyes completely open. I never pass permanent judgment upon anyone, if I pass any at all. It takes a lot to piss me off-- maybe thats a result from being in the restraunt business for so long. I like to play and LOVE to party. I smile a lot, even when I'm not happy. I'm a bookworm and a nerd, and I absolutely LOVE to travel. I love music, and when I say I listen to a little bit of everything, I really do listen to a little bit of everything.
I’ve given up on wishing on stars… or eye-lashes, or tossed pennies. I have trouble making my own decisions, and I do not follow my own advice. I am aware that I do not let go easily, and I am an insomniac. The only nights I really get deep sleep is if Im laying next to someone. Additionally, I tend to have alot of nightmares. Did I mention that I live my life exhausted? Im very broken with a lot of fixing and mending left to do. I'm SUPER stage fright, VERY self-conscience, and dont like myself. Contrary to this, I do not try, and if I do, its not for you. You're lucky if I change out of my pajamas in the morning.
So what if I contradict myself?!?!?
I make sense to me.
I once tried to convince someone to teach me how to not be stage fright, but he wasnt up for the job. Despite this downfall, I hold aspirations to be a Victoria Secret Model, which I will never follow. However, I do strive to be an activist against animal cruelty. I dream big and there are a lot of things I want to do that I wont get to do in this lifetime. Roadkill makes me sad, and can ruin my entire day. I'm A Make-Out Whore and love kisses <3 I am a sucker for roller coasters, Halloween haunted attractions, tattoos, snakes, furry creatures, photographs, romance, concerts, horses, traveling, massgaes, and mud. Just let Me drive. Sometimes I'm in a quiet mood. Sometimes I'm NOT. I refuse to do what you expect. I will never give you a moment long enuff to judge me, tho you can try. No, I, in fact, do not slow down. I live like I am in the city, but I belong in the coutry. I belong near horses. But I do not belong here. I hate where I live and most people in the area. I love warm weather and hate the cold. Give me the shore. Give me the beach. LET ME TRAVEL. I do not believe in forever and I do not want to live to be old.
Biggest Turn-on= Good conversation.
I am deeply, painfully, and unconditionally in love with Frank Michael Wood and everything about him. His imperfections make him prefect, and no one could ever possibly compare to him. He is my best friend and lover- balanced.
Oh, and I kiss girls.
It bothers me when people complain when they have never had to work for anything they have every received in their entire lives. I hate people who choose their boyfriends/girlfriends over their friends. It makes me crazy when people say they're gonna do something or be somewhere or act like this and fukking dont. I cannot tolerate closed-minded/conservative/bush-licking/narrowminded assholes who do not know when to shut the fuck up. I love to hate politics.
I WILL NEVER TRUST YOU.
There are no exceptions to this rule, sorry. If I trust you a little, consider yourselves priviledged, even tho I'll never trust you completely anyway. I will not add you if I do not know you. Especially if you live 43 states away - UNLESS - you have something interesting to say worth reading/listening to. In short, dont even bother. Or try messaging me first instead of just clicking the add button, cuz that might help you out. Outside of myspace and its pathetic competition for popularity, I love to meet new people. I'm very easy to get along with. I do not value my life, however I will probably value yours. I'm a good friend, if you ever need somebody, I'll ALWAYS be there. My friends are insane and they are my family. Even the ones that I rarely talk to anymore, the ones I dont see that much, the ones from my distant past, and the ones I dont agree with.
I love how I will forever remember every single one of them, like Kari and Caitlin who go way pack to Pre-School. My Avalon Campground Mafia kids (including Seanie, Nancy, Bub, Brittany, David, Jen, Jessy, Jesse, Kristin, etc, etc, etc) will forver be more fun to party with than any of your friends... ever. I miss my military men- my Navy Boy Kyle and my Marines Taffy, Jessy, and Bean (and others not mentioned), and I miss my Mannington Class of 2002 Family. I know half the people mentioned in this profile will never read far enuff to know they are in it. I miss Allison so much I don’t know what to do with myself. I used to think that no one will ever understand me, but I have a Kelly, plus a KareBear, and a Franky that tries.
If you have made it this far, I love you - really.
I've recently lost the closest person to me: My Bestest Friend in the Entire World, My cat Cody, and she will STILL forever be above you... Miss my Baby Girl...

Gunshot

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Disappear

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Disease

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