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Miss Rayna

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About Me

about me? there's so much to say. i'm learning every day about myself. i'm learning to be a friend. i'm learning that i can be a different person. i'm in sobriety and i love life and all the gifts life has to offer. i'm a manicurist at Nevaeh salon in Napa, i'm an artist of many mediums. i'm currently marketing my Sugar-Scrubs and Soaks, so if you'd like one let me know... i'm just enjoying being sober and giving life a chance... one day at a time.
Your Pickup Line Is
Seriously honey - sex is like pizza. Even if it's bad it's still pretty darn good. The Magical Pick Up Line GeneratorI edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace).. ..

My Interests

sobriety, tattoos, poetry, art, learning, nails, beauty, reading, writing, meetings, sobriety, coffee, getting crafty, puzzles,painting, crocheting, poetry, scrapbooking, outdoors, camping, movies, cuddling, photography, photoshop, art, hanging out, sleeping, softball, PLAYING HIDE AND GO FUCK YOURSELF!!!!! (just kidding) this is a non-violence zone...

I'd like to meet:

I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topazor arrow of carnations that propagate fire:I love you as certain dark things are loved,secretly, between the shadow and the soul.I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carrieshidden within itself the light of those flowers,and thanks to your love, darkly in my bodylives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth.I love you without knowing how, or when, or fromwhere,I love you simply, without problems or pride:I love you in this way because I don't know any otherway of lovingBut this, in which there is no I or you,so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes thatclose. -Pablo Neruda yeah, i'd like to meet someone that i could feel this way about.. that'd be nice
You are Bettie Page
Girl next door with a wild streak
You're a famous beauty - with unique look
And the people like you are cultish about it What Famous Pinup Are You?

Music:

Mozart, lady saw, buju banton,Faith no More, Mr. bungle, Mike Patton, Led Zepplin, Pink Floyd, The Beatles, Beastie Boyz,Simon and Garfunkle, Smashing Pumpkins, Deftones, Tool, Stone Temple Pilots, A perfect Circle,Sublime, System of a down, Violent Femmes, Cake, Techno, Ani Difranko, Sneaker Pimps,The Cure, Eric Clapton, Lords of Acid, Madonna, Modet Mouse, No doubt, Paula Cole, Santana, prodigy, primus, britany spears, spoken art, sweat shop union, blestenation, korn, atmosphere, bjork,

Movies:

The Ghost and Mrs. Muir, Amadeus, Under the Tuscan sun, just friends, waiting, Cliford, Sling Blade, Gladiator, the 300, Finding Nemo, Benny and June, Igby goes Down, Lord of the rings, chicago, harold and maude, the animal, dirty dancing, shawshank redemption, the birdcage, Much ado about nothing, what dreams may come, playing by heart, clerks, contact, high fidelity, the dark crystal, road trip, old school(will ferrel and vince vaugn are the best!!) the notebook, the ring, texas chainsaw masacre, poetic justice, waiting to exhale, (too many to list) i love anything except action, and westerns

Television:

Frasier,and aqua team hunger force are the best shows ever!!!! i love meatwad... robot chicken, sex and the city, strong medicine, viva la bam, jackass, wildboyz, family guy, that 70's show, smurfs, golden girls, and general-channel-surfing... dane cook and pablo francisco are my heros.. oh, and LOST, the OC, dawsons...

Books:

David Sedaris, anything steven king... Chelsea Handler.... Card/ Scrapbooking magazines, Luanne Rice, nicholas Sparks, Dean Koontz...... mitch albom, Charles Bukowski, Jodi Picoult

Heroes:

If we are painstaking about this phase of our development, we will be amazed before we are half way through. we are going to know a new freedom and a new happiness. we will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it. we will comprehend the word serenity and we will know peace. No matter how far down the scale we have gone, we will see how our experience can benefit others. that feeling of uselessness and self-pity will disappear. we will lose interest in selfish things and gain interest in our fellows. self-seeking will slip away. out whole atttitude and outlook upon life will change. fear of people and of economic insecurity will leave us. we will intuitively know how to handle situations which used to baffle us. we will suddenly realize that God is doing for us what we could not do for ourselves. Are these extravagant promises? we think not. they are being fulfilled among us- sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly. they will always materialize if we work for them.

My Blog

inner torment

yeah, that pretty much says it all...
Posted by Miss Rayna on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 01:48:00 PST

lack of trust.....

So, two of my friends have just been completely shit on and it really makes me mad!!! I dont understand how people who care about someone can intentionally hurt them. it makes me sad. i’m starti...
Posted by Miss Rayna on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 09:33:00 PST

rules. (stolen from someone elses page) (hella funny)

New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky bastards.New Rule: Stop screwing around ...
Posted by Miss Rayna on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 04:56:00 PST

an update.

So i've had the flu since thrusday, and i think i'm loosing my mind. i have basically been living on my couch, i've watched every movie i own, and have consumed enough gatorade to fill my gas tank. (y...
Posted by Miss Rayna on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 04:24:00 PST

my pink cloud nine

i'm definitely floating on a cloud... i just did a gratitude list after coming home from my tue night home group commitment meeting, where i was asked to chair the mtg... it was awesome, i love that m...
Posted by Miss Rayna on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 09:51:00 PST

the next right thing

wow, i can't believe how happy i am... considering...... i'm not creating any wreckage for once... i'm pushing out the negative influences in my life... i'm working the steps, i'm listening to advice,...
Posted by Miss Rayna on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 10:09:00 PST

Hells yes!

Thats right! I got my license back! Its been 42 days since ive driven and it feels damn good
Posted by Miss Rayna on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 09:14:00 PST

goodbye 2007

it's the end of the year, and i have yet to think about my resolutions...  in my past resolutions have been forgotten as quickly as the old year... promises never kept... eat right, exercise regu...
Posted by Miss Rayna on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 10:54:00 PST

no way out

i feel the weight of my life on my shoulders... crushing. i'm in so much pain and i want to be numb so bad... i just hate  my life sometimes... i feel like no matter what i cant catch a break, so...
Posted by Miss Rayna on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 03:25:00 PST

no way out

i feel the weight of my life on my shoulders... crushing. i'm in so much pain and i want to be numb so bad... i just hate  my life sometimes... i feel like no matter what i cant catch a break, so...
Posted by Miss Rayna on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 03:25:00 PST