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alisa

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About Me

"alisa, you're just too fucking sensitive."

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

"it's also the thousand yard stare when you look at someone close to you and you know they're gonna die. it's like a shadow over them, or the way they look straight through you. the shine goes out of their eyes."

My Blog

weddings and funerals.

I imagine that much of life will be the same. Mourn the loss of one friend while you celebrate the union of two more. It's never been this hard to say goodbye. You still visit me from time to time, bu...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 06:35:00 GMT

who will wipe their boogers on my pillow now?

i had a dream about you yesterday. i'm not sure if i believe in the conception that the dead visit you in your dreams. i don't know if i can believe that. i'm not sure if i'm ready to visit you. i'm h...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 21:18:00 GMT

creaky walls

deep long breath.the man upstairs is driving me insane.waking up sore and wondering why lows more than highsblack more than white i need to find the fly in my room and be done with it.
Posted by on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 22:51:00 GMT

bluebird

there's a bluebird in my heart thatwants to get outbut i'm too tough for himi say, stay in there, I'm not going to let anybody seeyou there's a bluebird in my heart thatwants to get outbut i pour whis...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 21:05:00 GMT

uhm, hi.....i guess.....

i fucking love the holidays. so i just finished celebrating my birthday and i didnt get sick and nothing horrible happened! it was a miracle. and then my mom called me today to tell me that a very cl...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 19:17:00 GMT

looking to sell my '73 Ford Pinto

"Well, the thing is, part of me believes that love is more valuable when you have to work for it. Like taking a clunker of an old car and really fixing it up so it's a restored classic. As opposed to ...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 15:12:00 GMT

la dee da...

There's an old joke. Uh, two elderly women are at a Catskills mountain resort, and one of 'em says: "Boy, the food at this place is really terrible." The other one says, "Yeah, I know, and such ... sm...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 10:11:00 GMT

i'm so sick of goodbyes

i am no longer going to invest in any of my friends. so many of them end up turning their backs even when i put so much on the line for them. i am neither hurt or surprised by this..so...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 14:11:00 GMT

I own every bell that tolls me

tomorrow i will be back home in the central valley. it has been a rough and at times, very difficult two weeks here. there were days when i didnt even want to take care of myself but i mustered up the...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 20:32:00 GMT

It's just.

"I was entirely happy.  Perhaps we feel like that when we die and become a part of something entire, whether it is sun and air, or goodness and knowledge.  At any rate, that is happiness; to...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 23:49:00 GMT