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Rubyr3d125
about me:I can be an asshole. I pride myself on the skill. At the same time, i noe at times i go above and beyond and go out of my way to do things to help people. im a real person. im not outside of myself im still me. thats wat i mean by humble. im just as much of an asshole today, as i was when i didnt have shit. im the same girl. i dont noe how much more in my business people want to be. i dont noe how much more in my business "I" want people to be. I herd from Diana Ross that you've got to save some for yourself. i couldnt argue with her. There are so many people to accommodate, and because i appreciate being appreciated. I like to interact and speak and converse with everyone.But its physically impossible. So u do as much as u can, and u keep it pushing. Everybody. God. Its in the bible to say u should not challenge God word. God is without mistakes. It says u got to have enough faith in the Lord's will to follow without question. Now thats perfect. im not perfect. my ability to deal with all of these situations so calm and collective, it scares me sometimes, and it scares the people around me. I've been through alot of tragic shit, and i ant shook. I still stand up like i use to stand up, walk like i use to walk. And if i had to do it all over again, i would. without a second thought. God is with me. when the mistakes dont affect me as much as they affect the people around me, that hurts me more then anything. i'd rather be shot myself then be in a shoot out and be the one not shot. I love being outdoors, especially during the warmer times. I am a huge fan of water, doesn't really matter what, so long as it's a big body of water. I can pretty much get along with just about anybody, and I am very much a people person. I tend to analyze things when they are not working my way to figure out how to change a situation for the better, but I also tend to let my feelings lead me when it's a good thing. I'm a sucker for a romantic setting, or a good slow love song (tease me all you want lol). I'm not really sure how to describe myself much further, and our views of ourselves are usually skewed, so that would be yours to determine :)backround:
