I was fucking insane
so I tore my way out of my mind
and from there
I searched for refuge in my heartbut my heart was tired
because its got to pump all that blood
and it's got all that to do
and you're so hard on it,
you know?
you know.
But my heart looked at me and it said it needed to go to sleep for awhile
so I left it there in my chestand I left and it was just me, and it was just my soul, but it was me. And it didn't leave me, and it was okay. And we waltzed around the Earth and maybe a little in the clouds, but eventually we found our mind again, and eventually we found our heart again.
For a long time the only person I was, was exactly who I am. One day someone pointed out who I was, and I started trying to be myself in excess. Except, when I did this, I started to become someone completely different. I lived in this dream state for a year or so, until two in the morning when I was getting the job done in a very serious way, I realized that the only way I could be who I am is to be myself. So I started to just be the person I used to know. And I started to feel a lot better, and someone came up to me, and pointed out who I was. And I looked up at the sun and the moon as they collided over head and I screamed my name. And anymore, I'm not sure what that name was, but the bottom line is that I know that all I am is myself, and I am okay with that now.
