im over it |
i need to get over the people pleasing part of myself that endure anymore. i try so hard and my actions are undignified and not respected. im a people pleaser, i always have been and i guess, honest... Posted by on Mon, 04 May 2009 23:45:00 GMT |
girl of glass by suicide silence |
Lyrics to Girl Of Glass :Composed of an element so weak, so frailEvery time she reaches for the sky, she failsThe escape from her shattered existenceLies above out of her own reachBut still sinking fu... Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 23:49:00 GMT |
another sleeples night |
sitting here, another sleeples night wondering what is gettin me through this life i lead. loneliness has entombed me. i feel nothing and yearn to feel something. a new awareness has got me wondering ... Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 01:21:00 GMT |
Gay Marriage:our mutual joy(and artical I read in newsweek) |
Let's try for a minute to take the religious conservatives at their word and define marriage as the Bible does. Shall we look to Abraham, the great patriarch, who slept with his servant when he discov... Posted by on Thu, 12 Feb 2009 23:13:00 GMT |
Sobriety |
What a crazy thing this sobriety is. I have been sober now for exactly 4 weeks and 1 day. At first it was very difficult. I spent alot of my time drinking and out with friends, I was scared and hated ... Posted by on Fri, 06 Feb 2009 02:51:00 GMT |
who knows anymore |
wow how things in my life have changed over the past year.realizations of this have now made me realize how alone i really am and probably always will be.the friends i once had, now are gone, and the ... Posted by on Sun, 11 May 2008 13:49:00 GMT |
cool shit to know about me |
1. The age you will be on your next birthday:2. A place you'd like to travel:3. Your favorite place:4. Your favorite object:5. Your favorite food:6. Your favorite animal:7. Your favorite color:8. The ... Posted by on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 03:20:00 GMT |
mmmmm music |
Distance is Darkeness-As I lay dyingThe contingencies of a day unravel my sensesAnd now your distance is darknessMy hope has been beset by your absenceI decay from insideUnderneath it all there´s stil... Posted by on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 22:27:00 GMT |
memories |
Everyday I feel like I wake up a different person. All my memories of life previous to the moment that I am in seem vague and misplaced. I am not aware of the feel... Posted by on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 22:59:00 GMT |