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I don't belong to a "religion" though most of you would object to this. I am close to God and I try listen and obey His Word. It's hard to follow Him, and I fail at it all the time, but I still try. I'm proud of my relationship with God and I'm serious when it comes to Him. I am a Sophomore at USC studying Anthropology and Art. I havn't decided on Forensic Anthro or Archeology yet; I hate Bio, so you can see how logical my dilemma is... Anyhow. My greatest aspiration is to leave it all behind and travel the world. I know its not the most practical of life goals, but I just can't see myself being happy doing anything else. I'm not going to college to earn six figures a year, and I won't settle for being a suit who goes home to a husband, 2 kids, a dog and a three story home everynight. I want to see the world, to experience as much as I can before it's gone. I've traveled the United States my entire life, but I've only ever been out of country once. You can imagine the amount of tension building up inside from the need to just get up and leave. I guess I'm not a very practical person, but I do approach things logically, and sometimes that can get in the way of an imaginative license. I'm very passionate, this meaning that when I feel an emotion, I feel it to its fullest; this can prove detrimental and has caused many a controversy within myself and with others. I have a terrible temper and I often speak my mind without considering its consequences. Again, this brings up complications in everyday life. I'm simple, and it doesnt take much to make me happy, but I do like surprises and the occasional luxury. My family and friends are the most important things to me, and I adore them. I'm sometimes loyal to a fault, and I do things just to make sure everyone is happy; lately I've been trying to take a more selfish route and think of myself, and its proven to be quite beneficial...especially to those who cant stand to be around me very long. I love movies. Some call my tastes "oldfashioned" and "abstract", but I try to appreiciate things that tend to be overlooked. I read for fun. Yes, I am the cliche they call "the book worm". My imagination gets the best of me and I cant seem to neglect those other worlds that live between the black and white pages. I'm not the perfect person, but I hope that others can look beyond my faults and appreciate who I am and who I'm becoming.Traits of my Personlaity:INFJIntroverted intuitives, INFJs enjoy a greater clarity of perception of inner, unconscious processes than all but their INTJ cousins. Just as SP types commune with the object and "live in the here and now" of the physical world, INFJs readily grasp the hidden psychological stimuli behind the more observable dynamics of behavior and affect. Their amazing ability to deduce the inner workings of the mind, will and emotions of others gives INFJs their reputation as prophets and seers. Unlike the confining, routinizing nature of introverted sensing, introverted intuition frees this type to act insightfully and spontaneously as unique solutions arise on an event by event basis.Extraverted Feeling:Extraverted feeling, the auxiliary deciding function, expresses a range of emotion and opinions of, for and about people. INFJs, like many other FJ types, find themselves caught between the desire to express their wealth of feelings and moral conclusions about the actions and attitudes of others, and the awareness of the consequences of unbridled candor. Some vent the attending emotions in private, to trusted allies. Such confidants are chosen with care, for INFJs are well aware of the treachery that can reside in the hearts of mortals. This particular combination of introverted intuition and extraverted feeling provides INFJs with the raw material from which perceptive counselors are shaped.Introverted Thinking:The INFJ's thinking is introverted, turned toward the subject. Perhaps it is when the INFJ's thinking function is operative that he is most aloof. A comrade might surmise that such detachment signals a disillusionment, that she has also been found lacking by the sardonic eye of this one who plumbs the depths of the human spirit. Experience suggests that such distancing is merely an indication that the seer is hard at work and focusing energy into this less efficient tertiary function.Extraverted Sensing:INFJs are twice blessed with clarity of vision, both internal and external. Just as they possess inner vision which is drawn to the forms of the unconscious, they also have external sensing perception which readily takes hold of worldly objects. Sensing, however, is the weakest of the INFJ's arsenal and the most vulnerable. INFJs, like their fellow intuitives, may be so absorbed in intuitive perceiving that they become oblivious to physical reality. The INFJ under stress may fall prey to various forms of immediate gratification. Awareness of extraverted sensing is probably the source of the "SP wannabe" side of INFJs. Many yearn to live spontaneously; it's not uncommon for INFJ actors to take on an SP (often ESTP) role.

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I'd love to find out who my family is, I'd love to know where the artists are around here, I'd love to know anyone who would love to know me, I'd love to shake the hand of someone who doesn't know they are going to change the world someday, I wish I could have had the opportunity to meet Hitchcock, C.S. Lewis, Toklien, Jane Austin, any of the original Impressionist artists, I'd love to meet the future me and see if there is any damage control that needs to be doneQuit living as if the purpose of life is to arrive safely at death. Set God-sized goals. Pursue God-ordained passions. Go after a dream that is destined to fail without divine intervention. Stop pointing out problems and become part of the solution. Stop criticizing and start creating. Stop playing it safe and start taking risks. Expand your horizons. Accumulate experiences. Consider the lilacs. Find every excuse you can to celebrate everything you can. Don't let what's wrong with you keep you from worshipping what's right with God. Burn sinful bridges. Laugh at yourself. Keep making mistakes. Worry less about what people think and more about what God thinks. Don't try to be who you're not. Be yourself. Quit holding out. Quit holding back. Quit running away. And remember: if God is for us who can be against us?And in the end it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. - Abraham LincolnThere's nothing as beautiful as the happiness of a childThe true way to soften one's troubles is to solace those of others. - Madame De MaintenonOne of the things I keep learning is that the secret of being happy is doing things for other people. - Dick GregoryThe secret to happiness is not in doing what one likes to do, but in liking what one has to do. - AnonymousWho is blind? He who can see no other world. Who is dumb? He who can say nothing pleasant about his lot. Who is poor? He who is troubled with too many desires. Who is rich? He who is happy with his lot. - Indian ProverbWhile we pursue happiness, we flee from contentment. - Hasidic ProverbThe foolish man seeks happiness in the distance, the wise grows it under his feet. - James OppenheimThe meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed. - Carl JungTo love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides. - David ViscottNever pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command. - Alan Watts

My Blog

Though i have been.

Naive though I have been. Optimistic though I have been. Stillness engulfed me. But never a quiet moment. Silence filled the air. But noise was all there was.   A wind blows, and covers...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 20:45:00 GMT

What has happened

This is just a collection of various lyrics from some of my favorite songs. Every line is from a different song. I hope you can understand it...   A beauty found in beauty lost, The tears fall li...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 17:27:00 GMT

Lie to me

A candle burns awayThe ashes full of liesI gave my soul to youYou cut me from behindNowhere to run and nowhere to hideYou're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the liesCause who I am Is where you want ...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 17:20:00 GMT

Meditation 17

Perchance he for whom this bell tolls may be so ill as that he knows not it tolls for him; and perchance I may think myself so much better than I am, as that they who are about me and see my state may...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 22:45:00 GMT

Answer Key

I talk to myself because I like dealing with a better class of people. A school without football is in danger of deteriorating into a medieval study hall. We campaign in poetry, but when we're elected...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 16:34:00 GMT

a whole list of awesome quotes...you should read this...

The best things in life are unseen. Thats why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry, and dream. A poet who's lost her rhyme, who's given up her pen and notebook, has given up and let her dreams die... B...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 20:49:00 GMT

Read this...Read this...Read this...You better read this!!!

Tally.... Nataila, Its your Birthday. No duh, huh? Your 16! I thought i would NEVER live to see the day. 2 years and you are OUT of here. untill then I hope i can be a comfort and help to you...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 07:30:00 GMT

my old poetry

i wrote this a loooonnngg time ago.....so dont hate on it  :) Inside A Tree.....I know its a lame title... The age of the world Wisdom beyond Wisdom Knowledge beyond Knowledge If you would ask, ...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 21:30:00 GMT