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Forsaken [Geistesgestört]

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About Me

"Hell is so beautiful that it would torment an angel to insanity." William BlakeI'm a black rose, in your bouquet of white. Ich be'ist nothing but a Painted Whore. With Liebe for Tod and Geschlecht. I was given the name Jeannette at birth. I tend to avoid people simply because most are just disappointing miserable beings. I don’t think I have attitude problems indicating that I am not a bitch but I do have an exceptional temper. Most respect everyone may get from me is due to the fact that we both exist on this ill-minded sorry excuse for life abundant planet. I can be quite passive but I do take offense easily so watch your actions and words even if they aren’t directed at me. I observe quite a lot and I easily pick up on the make-up of a person, a few are exceptions which intrigue me and become a task for me to figure out. I get off on pain and watching things suffer, it makes a call home. I have a voracious insatiable appetite for mind games I play them with different people for various reasons. I do have feelings which should not be fucked with lest you want your own skin to adorn my body as your being passionately and maniacally fornicated. I’m strongly opinioned but I’m not one to tell you should/n'ts because I loathe people who are that way as well; and force those back down their throat. It would help for you to know I have a more masculine mentality so don’t be cautious just speak your mind freely because that’s all I would desire. I have: possessive, jealousy, anger, territorial, trust, and some mild mental issues. Asides from lusting almost everything and having fangs in my lower extremities, I have a deep yearning to extinguish nearly every human body from this earth. And all you others I want to see you wriggle like a worm on a hook. I'll place that long past fear back into your eyes and make the blood seep through the holes of your poriferous skin. Insanity is not something I suffer from...It is something I love every minute of. Most importantly I love my Duracell battery. "A truth that's told with bad intent, beats all the lies you can invent." William Blake. When the tears cut as deep as the pain inside.For all my beloved,a few words that must be shared:Blasphemer"cursed be all those, who preach with a high voice for the benefit of their hordes. For they are the weakest in faith, and the darkest within their heart themselves..."Blindfolded be the slumberer For pain the blind eye turning For in a nightmare wanderer Seeks not to blame or hurtBlessed be the blasphemers For they are the sign of yearning They are the true believers They are for faithless burningLet the fallen heart be strong In death and woe among Let the fallen ones dream on With blasphemer's passionBut cursed shall be the seekers Who feel the hunger for the truth For he who holds the answers He speaks with poisoned mouthSo what's to gain In this mortal lie Nothing but the pain Witch we call lifeAnd cursed be the ones who preach They truly are the hallow ones Empty are all their believes Deeper words for shallow hearts:

My Interests

My interests consist of anything in the Sex category, vintage pornography, music, poetry, . BLOOD , the occult, philosophy, science, astrology, . VAMPIRES , soccer,I have a thing for mollusks and any strange odd creature, . SHROOMS I think are beautiful, . BODY ART and my infatuation and obsession . DEATH .
FetishesI Like the idea of Bondage, bleeding, biting, killing,flesh eating, ribbon and sash in my mouth, hmm and weapons.[savage]RAWR :D

I'd like to meet:

I am capable of passionate hate; therefore I am safe to say I can passionately love. I want to meet that someone who can be as passionate as I.I . don'twant to meet any self proclaimed gods, people who would like to convert me to their religion,the naive, those who donot know when they should close their mouths; better yet those who don't know they should just stop breathing, ranting maniacs, machines[ By machines I mean people who can't think for themselves], nor huren.I would like to meet the Holiest and Unholiest about men, not necessarilly intellectuals but individuals,ME[ I haven't figured who I am yet]. Finally for now:Death itself, and what i'd like to say, "Embrace it w/ a bloody kiss".Scorpio

You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces ..Proud Scorpio

Music:

I enjoy all types of music, all varying on the song,lyrics,and how I connect w/ it. I really wont name any artists since my likings change from time to time.
A Divine Image Poem lyrics of A Divine Image by William Blake:Cruelty has a human heart, And Jealousy a human face; Terror the human form divine, And secrecy the human dress.The human dress is forged iron, The human form a fiery forge, The human face a furnace seal'd, The human heart its hungry gorge.A Poison Tree Poem lyrics of A Poison Tree by William Blake:I was angry with my friend: I told my wrath, my wrath did end. I was angry with my foe; I told it not, my wrath did grow.And I water'd it in fears, Night & morning with my tears; And I sunned it with my smiles And with soft deceitful wiles.And it grew both day and night, Till it bore an apple bright; And my foe beheld it shine, And he knew that it was mine,And into my garden stole When the night had veil'd the pole: In the morning glad I see My foe outstretch'd beneath the tree.

Books:

Anything from paganism, witchcraft, the Holacaust, ancient civilizations, philosophy, science, nature, poetry, erotica...how to become a terrorist...you get the idea.

Heroes:

Jimmy Cordle a true friend. Always will be in my plagued heart. The man behind blue eyes.Great manipulator: Mr. Manson, Charles The divine: Mr. Edgar Allen Poe The great:GhandiPrabhupada :] The egyptian God/dess Sekhmet.

My Blog

J.C.

To: Miss J.C.Do not weep for the emotional closeness you seekNor the Carnal pleasure of which everyone speaks.For everything happens in due timeJust as Death lays it hands upon those to which it has a...
Posted by Forsaken [Geistesgestört] on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 03:17:00 PST

Erectiv-ity

Souls are patched together by remnants of the defecating act of animal Urge. Screw away the pain, get rid of the fear, the act of fucking isn't Blasphemous it's what makes us tear. Tear with joy, moan...
Posted by Forsaken [Geistesgestört] on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 05:00:00 PST

Nostalgia

Passion and lust thatWords can't ever explainThe pain in your eyesExposes the mess deep insideAll innocent during the first years of birthTill the pain sets inYour caught between the liesThat tears yo...
Posted by Forsaken [Geistesgestört] on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 05:03:00 PST

Heck

Dear I've known you since forever I have watched you fall and rise from under the depths of your own darkened mind. I come hearkening every last piece of you, your soft nimble body; so frail is the hu...
Posted by Forsaken [Geistesgestört] on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 05:44:00 PST

Stone Sour: Silly World Lyrics

Just feeling this song right now. -sigh-Freedom's just a word today Freedom's just a word When someone takes your word away It's seldom ever heard So take your sentence full of things you're not suppo...
Posted by Forsaken [Geistesgestört] on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 11:22:00 PST

Just a thought really

So many people say they understand...but they do not. If people trully understood then would there still be people locked away in asylums because they are the true sane in these eyes. My sanity is que...
Posted by Forsaken [Geistesgestört] on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 11:44:00 PST

Apparitions

I've come ashore dragging a ghastly body from a store, where many faces lay, masks of plenty ours to gain. To hide vacant eyes, hollowed faces yes that's us I say. Children tug their mummy's sleeve ne...
Posted by Forsaken [Geistesgestört] on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 06:26:00 PST

Some truth

Thinking and thinking, you are always alone, even more so when writing. The memories are painstaking, ransacking through labyrinths of dazed faces. The mourners cry in a fake sense of loss, weep and p...
Posted by Forsaken [Geistesgestört] on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 07:39:00 PST

The poriforous...

Two beings mate and produce about 4 offspring; one which dies, and two others which arent even the male's. The middle creature is damned to be a female and lurks about in the remains of all prey dead...
Posted by Forsaken [Geistesgestört] on Mon, 28 May 2007 09:00:00 PST

Curse Of Millhaven

I live in a town called millhavenAnd it's small and it's mean and it's coldBut if you come around just as the sun goes downYou can watch the whole town turn to goldIt's around about then that i used ...
Posted by Forsaken [Geistesgestört] on Tue, 08 May 2007 09:54:00 PST