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the greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel pain
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alice: Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here? cheshire cat: That depends a good deal on where you want to get to alice: I don't much care where cheshire cat: Then it doesn't matter which way you go... alice: ...so long as I get somewhere cheshire cat: Oh, you're sure to do that if you can only walk long enough
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she turns everything she gives into a blessing
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now i believe we have two lives... the life we learn with and the life we live with after that
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THE MOST WASTED OF ALL DAYS IS ONE WITHOUT LAUGHTER!!
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if you need me
i'm out and on the parkway,
patient and waiting for headlights,
dressed in a fashion that's fitting to the
inconsistencies of my moods
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art is the sex of the imagination
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i know what its like to be trapped in the middle of a never ending shit storm with tsunami sized doody waves and an inescapable undertow dragging me deeper into the steaming pile of poop!
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The greatest discovery of the 20th Century is that our attitude of mind determines our quality of life, not circumstances.
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there is no chance, no destiny, no fate, that can circumvent or hinder or control the firm resolve of a determined soul.
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Anna was bad
Anna was bad but Anna was real good to me
Everyone was phony just like a fad
But Anna had a dream, you see
So I ran up a letter on paper made from a tree
Then I sealed it with a tear that ran away from the sea
Anna where is your Nightmare
With you I'd spend the Night there
It's only Anna and her dream I was desperate to see
I'd cut off my eye if Only I could see you
Cut off my hair if only I could see you...
If I could have Anna
Fly to HAVANA
Anna was bad but Anna was real good to me
Everyone was phony just like a fad
But Anna had a dream, you see
It's only Anna and her dream I was desperate to see
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So sick, so sick of being tired. And oh so tired of being sick. We're both such magnifacent liars. So crush me baby, I'm all ears.
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i swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
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ORIGINALLY I'M FROM STRONG ISLAND, NY AND AT TIMES I'VE GOT THE ATTITUDE TO PROVE IT! THE PAST 7 YEARS HAVE BEEN SPENT SOAKING UP THE MIDWESTERN MENTALITY YET I STILL HAVE MY EAST COAST EDGE. I SHOCK THE HELL OUT OF MOST PEOPLE IN THE MOST BIZARRE YET SOMETIMES MUNDANE WAYS. I'M SO MUCH MORE THAN YOU WOULD EXPECT... NEVER UNDERESTIMATE ME AS IT WILL BE YOUR DOWNFALL. ALTHOUGH I AM CURRENTLY LANDLOCKED I AM ACTUALLY A TOTAL BEACH RAT AND DERIVE MUCH OF MY SUPERPOWERS AND ANY BITS OF SERENITY FROM THE BRIEF MOMENTS WHEN MY FEET ARE BURIED IN THE SAND. MOST RECENTLY I AM BLAZING A NEW PATH FOR MY LIFE AND TRYING TO USE EACH AND EVERY OPPORTUNITY PRESENTED TO ME AS A JUMPING OFF POINT FOR A NEW ADVENTURE YET AT TIMES THE ADVENTURE IS MERELY MY IMAGINATION RUNNING AWAY WITH ITSELF. DON’T STAND TOO CLOSE AS YOU WILL GET SUCKED INTO THE MADNESS AS WELL!!! YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!
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REST IN PEACE TOM- MY LIFE WILL GO ON... BUT INCOMPLETE Tom, You meant more to me than you'll ever have a chance to fully realize. You always made me laugh or scream... whichever the situation required... but most of all you made me grateful for having you in my life. We fought but in the old married couple way- with love driving it. I will love you always, you will be missed terribly, and you will never be replaced in my heart.
MY GRIEF LIES ALL WITHIN AND THESE EXTERNAL MANNERS OF LAMENT ARE MERELY SHADOWS TO THE UNSEEN GRIEF THAT SWELLS WITH SILENCE IN THE TORTURED SOUL
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in her smile & in her soul & the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like its gonna be ok...
in the theatre of life... you too will have your moment
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