What do u want to know. Im crazy, not clinical but close enough. Im intelligent, in school Ft doing something with myself. Im a music wh0re and a d~barn slave. Im the singer of this band www.myspace.com/shutupseanMUSIC and i love it. I know what i want to life and i am well on my way to obtaining it. I can be your best friend or worst enemy but ironically i have no enemies b/c i don't hold grudges. i HATE bullshitters and i HATE drama so therefore tend to avoid it and/or people that are prone to it. I mean its funny sometimes to watch others in the situations b/c they are entertaining, but the difference is i am not forced to deal with it. I have some select AWESOME fucking friends that are some of the realist, smartest, craziest, coolest people i have ever known and i cherish all of them, even though i can count them on my hands but i like that .. quality not quantity baby. i tend to judge but allow those people to change my opinion if you can u can if not i was right. i tend to be right. im stubborn, but who isn't. im definately "askew" and an abnormal thinker and get along with the likewise. i appreciate simplicity and the basics of life although i don't mind the more complicated aspects i just look at them as challenges. im a stable well directed individual with so much to offer to anyone but only to those that 1 - can appreciate it and 2- can handle it so they don't flake out / pussy out on me. I don't give up easily, sometimes i just don't give up period. I don't let myself fail with out a fight because i refuse to live life with regrets and thus far i don't really have any. So currently .. I live on long island which sux and i feel is the one down side to my current life because i want to see more but time will come for that b/c school isn't so far from finished. Besides that though all of my life is on this beautiful up trend for the last 6 months and im absorbing it , playing with it, re-releasing it and loving every aspect of what i am recieving. Someone must think that i did good in my past lives or sumtin b/c i know what the bottom is like and man its a long ways from up here. I ges when you treat life so openly you can recieve readily and i ges that is where i am. Im a spiritual person and believe its all about those vibes and those first interactions you have with people .. i think they dictate the future. Yeah not like church don't get confused. Currently i am searching for some likewise people in this shithole of materialistic, pretentious uncaring people called suburbia and some cute boys to have fun times with because you will have fun with me its guaranteed. Its funny i used to blame it (the discontent of people) on being on long island, people that live in bubbles, and how much it sux, but after traveling extensively through the US i found that its everywhere you just luck out and meet koo people in different places. If only i could collect those few and put them on an island with me i would find paradise and we could cheers to sunshine days and fun nights with lil umbrellas in our frosty mugs pondering the more interesting aspects of life and soaking up the beauty of it all. (these people know who they are and know how much i love them). Long Island did feed me this realization though, how its not the place its you. If your not happy with yourself and your decisions you will never be happy regardless of situation, location, relations, etc. I've watched people destroy themselves and through away the good stuff in their lives only over not being able to cope with themselves, their fears and their regrets and honestly its just fucking sad. I never want to be like that. Im an independent and strong person and will always be that way thankfully.
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