kaishakuninja

i smoke. i drink. i swear. i dont like small talk. i like to laugh. i like to dance. i like to argue, but i dont like to fight. ill talk about practically anything. i dont mean to be rude, and i dont take rudeness well. im a weird mix of jaded and cynical, and hopeful and trusting -- i guess its a great example of faith in humanity constantly tempered by reality.lets be clear: there is no god and there is no fate. but life is beautiful, and we each have our purpose. we only get one chance, so im a big fan of making this life count as best i can.i love a good merlot. soft bread. the taste of a womans sweat. the smell of night jasmine. a smoke after dinner. grilled new york steak. non-hollywood endings. intense action flicks. old family photos. newcastle. the smell of the sea in the late afternoon. hard rains. wi-fi. free downloads. politics. philosophy. comic books. video games. cafe con leche. the way my hand used to fit on her waist. my new phone. humility.