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The Be Conscious of Your Vibe Movement needs a Mission Statement: To set one’s intentions towards a greater unfolding of the subjective awareness of the subjective in relationship and as part of the divine omnipotent whole; to play a positive role in the evolution of creation by taking responsibility for one’s own self from wherever along the path one finds them self. To make an internal commitment to funneling energy towards a growing and dynamic awareness of your own inner awareness of the effects and affects of your actions, thoughts, beliefs, intentions, hopes, desires, fears, regrets, healings, etc. To bring anyone who merely chooses to participate to help begin them on their own spiritual jigsaw puzzle. To help the world community by starting right where you are. By seeking to help erase the ignorance of the day through self-evident observations and tangible and intangible activities for everyday experiential exploration, and a fun way to pass your time. An effort to find the paradoxical union of the subjective and objective truth sets in relation to the Absolute truth in all its blinding brilliance, admitting through experience that it is only through the subjective truth that the Absolute truth can be reached. You are your own vehicle. In other words, actively play with your self. Want to participate? Be a vibrator. What is the self? One unit of self. We all have our own, and yet, we are all the same one. How strange. How can we talk about the self and keep respect for the whole? It is a very tricky business to talk about the self. I am going to be daring and risk my own humility and do all that I know to do- talk about my self. It is the only self I can describe from the inside, It’s the only self I know so intimately. It’s the only one I seem to have to work with at the present moment. This is the one I’m going to have to work through now. I’ll worry about the others when I get there. I am worried about talking about my self because I understand that my self is going to spill over into your self sometimes. It’s going to rub up against your self in some tight squeezes and I can tell that’s when we’ll know if talking about my self, as humbly as possible, was the best way to go. Time and my self is a big paradox to tell you the truth. I even have trouble talking about my self with my self, can you believe that? The greatest minds have all come to terms with the self. It is what all the greatest minds eventually find themselves funneling towards because it is how the greatest minds come to understand their mind and the information, the raw data it processes for their self that connects them with any of us. The minds trying to connect and empathize with the greatest minds through the spance of time and the medium of written language, it boggles, it stretches, it instigates, it leaps. The plurals and singulars get tricky here I know, one self, our self, the Self, capitol lower case master servant you me you and I it all begins to bleed into itself the more you try to hold it in the center of your awareness. Just know that its all part of the Self. It depends more on you than the Absolute to determine how much you get to see. If you can’t handle the truth, it’s not going to be clear for you. What you can do is work on your awareness. Get to know your awareness. Reach out and touch the edge of your self and you’ll find it’s hard reach an end. It’s like trying walk halfway to that door, and halfway from where you are then, and then halfway from where you are then, and on and on except in reality you never really get there. There is no where to get. You are here on your highest and deepest levels of self. Inner honesty about where you are is what is going to wake you up to where you want to go with it. The intention of this point of center, this “movement,” is to provide a forum, a tiny space of reflection in the universe to offer up a place to share what you stumble across in your ever-growing awareness of your self and your playful, beneficial exploration of the world immediately around you. The individual environment is a wonderworld of playful potential to pass the time pleasantly. The “cosmic giggle” is ever-present, and if you can learn to get the joke you will never be sour during a moment of your life again. Imagine each individual self as an incredible state of the art cosmic reality simulator, a video game you play in a body suit that fits so well you can’t even tell it’s on when you’re playing. When you go to sleep, you take it off. Its crazy if you think about it. I mean if you really really think about it. Needless to say the question “Who am I?” is the universal pivotal questions. It’s fair because it is what everyone has by nature of the makeup of their mind. What is that makeup? How can we come to know our relationship with the universe, with God, with our communities, with each other, with our lovers, with our mirror, if we do not know what exactly our self is? What do we mean when we talk about our self? Is it our body? Our list of favorites? Our list of dislikes? Where do I end and where do you begin? Where do we meet? When I talk to you am I the vibrations that are bouncing around on the inside of your eardrum? Is that still part of my self? When do I become cut off from my self in that example? One self equals one point of equilibrium. One center of consciousness, one direction set of awareness. Back to the video game analogy, think how cosmically advanced your technology is. You’re consciousness is an interstellar joystick. Am I wrong here? The question is are you really playing yourself, or are you just the joystick? How many different directions can you go from the center of your equilibrium in a lifetime? Time makes things weird because you have to take the long view, which means stepping out of the actual apparent place you think you’re experiencing now to see the continuum of moments. Spread and weld them together with your mental magic glue and pause. Just gaze ate the whole big picture. Wow. Look how it all fits together. Hindsight’s 20-20, your life is a jigsaw puzzle. I have learned what is important to me, what is most tangibly important to me, is not what is going to be most tangibly important to you, but kind of it is. To be honest it isn’t going to be tangible to you either, but to me, what brings joy and life and light into the world through me, is for me to know, and to approach, and to respectfully learn from all that comes before me. For a time in the development of the self, all these ruminations on our self become an abstract game of wordplay. It appeals to the mental faculties, the pride of the ego, the authenticity of the self’s convictions because they are arrived at through honest contemplation. At some point in some people’s lives, the luxury of wondering about these things on an abstract level is lost. Through trauma, death, or powerful experiences of another sort, what is abstract in the age of innocence becomes survival in the world of post-absolute fear. What is commonly referred to as the “dark night of the soul” in many mystical traditions utterly resets our naïve assumptions about the nature of reality. It is no longer “what is your opinion on the nature of the self?” it is “what do I tell myself each day to get through a world of such deep pain mixed with such overwhelming love?” I had to get out, I had to find a way out, and it was becoming increasingly clear to me that I was going to have to find my own way out. I was going to have to go searching for worthwhile teachers and sources on my own. I was going to have to take everything with a grain of salt and filter what seemed to make sense from what made sense but felt dirty, manipulated, hiding other people’s agendas. Be a filter, but don’t lose faith in the Absolute. Know, always know deep down in the center of your being that you are a drop of God just trying to wake up. I am too, and it’s the same God. With all this in mind I would like to humbly let you in on what I’ve noticed so far. Against all my better judgments I am going to simply cease to judge myself and tell it as it comes up from my heart and out on the page. As I write I think about different people I am writing to and my voice and my words change to fit the receiver, but if I bite through the constant change there is an undertone that is consistent. A subtext that is genuine and refined and me. It is what I am, not what I want to be. I am blessed as I feel I am when I see all that this universe has given me, and I am thankful for all the strong points that counter balance the weak points in my character. I am resolved to share with you what this world has given me to make sense of. If I can muster an inner honesty as strong as my abstract honesty I believe there is something I can share with the world to help some people through rough times. I want to help you help me awaken the self in each of us and rejuvenate the power to change lives for the better, for the eternal, for the next one.
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