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In God's Hands

I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love

About Me



Well what can i say... Nessa*...not your typical girly...could be a handful maybe even two lol...I love watching ufc and fights in general maybe cause i'am a fighter and i love it, its an adrenaline rush when you get hit and you know that only you can take care of yourself cause it's only you and someone else in the ring i love that feeling. I live to be a big sister i love my siblings: my big bro, cesar is a minister and livin in portland, or...my lil sis, nancy, is in the army she'll be leaving to germany then to iraq *tears* how i'm gonna handle that i have no idea i love her so much, my lil bro, gary, is in a high school and a pain in my ass but i love him...huge family person...

My Interests


I'm an adrenaline junky i love living on the edge and pushing my limits. Both physically and mentally! Anything to get my heart pumping has my attention. I'm always working out and kicking ass, so don't get on my bad side, i'll be your best friend or worst enemy. I have no fears really except maybe failure but if i don't try it how can i even get the chance to fail, so bring it! I also don't have any regrets in life they are a perfect waste of time shit happens get over it move on cause life goes on, seriously grow up. I enjoy just chillin with friends and taking life as it comes...It's like a second home to me in there.

Music:

Pop and Rock with a bit of Rap. If u wanna know more about me listen to any Ashlee Simpson song cause it will relate to me in some way.Headstrong and Lost in a Portrait were my fave songs for a while.

Movies:

True love, romantic movies; action packed kick butt flicks.

Television:

Gilmore Girls, UFC, ESPN, MTV, VH1...whatever will do.

Books:

I love reading anything really.

Heroes:

Our lord and savior jesus christ.
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My Blog

Harder Everyday

Why is it that when your down life keeps throwing more things at you? i know i'm never given more than i can handle but lately it's been like i have the weight of the world on my shoulders The ha...
Posted by In God's Hands on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 01:51:00 PST

Life

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is bliss, taste it. Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, pla...
Posted by In God's Hands on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 09:25:00 PST

Everything Happens for a Reason

Sometimes people come into your lifeand you know right away that they weremeant to be there... to serve somesort of purpose, teach you a lesson orhelp figure out who you are or who youwant to become. ...
Posted by In God's Hands on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 04:27:00 PST

Love vs Hate

Its always easier to hate than to love. It's always easier to take than to give. It's always easier to run than to stay. It's always easier to say hello than goodbye. Why is that people always tend to...
Posted by In God's Hands on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 06:31:00 PST

What is Love?

"Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you r...
Posted by In God's Hands on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 08:08:00 PST

God is a DJ

I've been the girl with her skirt pulled highBeen the outcast now running with mascara eyesNow I see the world as a candy storeWith a cigarette smile, saying things you can't ignoreI can see everythin...
Posted by In God's Hands on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 10:05:00 PST

Random Thoughts

my dreams are no longer a dream but now becoming a realitythe more u try the better things get.never give up on what u want.hard work always pays off.life is beautiful dont ever forget that..look at p...
Posted by In God's Hands on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 09:46:00 PST

Fear My Abilities

With all the anger that's been trappted in my soulI lose control on my opponet i k.o.This is the beginning of the greatest story ever toldA woman with no fear shining like she's made of gold Anything...
Posted by In God's Hands on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:56:00 PST

One question?

There are certain things in life that make u wonder why these are the one questions i keep asking myself but can't come up with the answer...1. Why do people go out of there way to try and bring you d...
Posted by In God's Hands on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 04:47:00 PST

I am...

I am a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. Iam a partner, a student, a young girl, and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and c...
Posted by In God's Hands on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 08:20:00 PST