*_-Amber=C0nfused && Hurt-_*

About Me

The name is Amber ... Jackson isnt my real last name yet but it will be soon. im engaged to the best guy ive ever met in like THE WORLD? ive been with him since May 1st 2005 nd imma be with him forever. my best friend is Kayla Diane Taft i love this grl she is just so awesome nd the best friend i could ever ask for ... me&her have had so many good memories nd i cant for more to come. i go to J-t .. .im a sophmore there nd a JV cheerleader. okay so more about me ... umm i hate posers ... its just messed up yea i might acted black somtimes but im not a poser im just messing around thats way different from being a poser ... umm i love chocolate ... but i cant have alot of it cause it makes me sick i also cnt have caffine cause that makes me sick. i love bbq chicken wings nd a turkey sub w/everything on it except ne kind of peppers lol. i dont like sushi ... FRY IT GOSH ... im in love with BK but ive had it so much im gettn so sick of it ... so im tryn out new fast food lol. umm i dont like msn instant messenger i think its gay ... yahoo is okay but AIM is the best ... idk how to work the yahoo profile thingy lol but AIM i pretty much know how to work it... if u want my sn just message me i might give it to ya. but ne ways ... my favorite subject in school woould have to be math. idk y its just cause i get it more than the other subjects ... my favorite teacher would have to be Mrs.Sarvis from Canisteo... she was the best nd she taught me alot about math nd social issues ... she always had the best advice. oh nd i also dont like drama i get myself in to it alot ... i always manage to be the one in the center of it ... idk why but i do ... it sucks. you know what else i dont like ... sisters right now my sister is being a slut nd needs to fucking die ... i cant stand her ... she use to be annoying then cool nd now she just needs a life ... shes always at canisteo nd i wish she would just stay there ... i would be so happy if she would live somplace else ... well just get @ me ... peace MySpace Layouts @ HOT FreeLayouts.com
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My Interests

dancing,shopping,cheerleading,basketball,singing,hanging out with my girls,talking to my baby boi,walkin around towns,just actin stupid.... lol ya kno the usuall lol

I'd like to meet:

Music:

50 cent,trina,khia,rasheeda,lil jon,lil scrappy,bow wow,young rome,MH,omarion,ciara,missy elliot,and more...

Movies:

slither, stay away, ice age, ice age 2, shrek, shrek 2, center stage, a walk to remember, my favorite is the Titanic ... that is me &; my babys movie ... that was the first movie we watchd together

Television:

charmed, scooby doo, spongebob, hannah montanna, mostly lil cartoon shows lol

Books:

Heroes:

my Fiance is my hero... he has been thro so much but he is gettn thro it all. with all the bullshit he gets he is still doin his hw nd doin school so he can pass nd next year come with me to school. he has changed me as a person ... a person that ive never thought i could be ... i love him with all my heart nd i could never love ne one else except him. i love you so much baby boi!

My Blog

about relationships & signs!

~Kiss on the stomach = Im ready~Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever"~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything~Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"~Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"~Kiss on ...
Posted by *_-Amber=C0nfused && Hurt-_* on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 09:01:00 PST

JV cheerleading game schedual

Jasper-Troupsburg JV Cheerleader Schedual!!!12/04/06 Genesse Valley High School - Home12/06/06 Avoca Central High School - Away12/08/06 Bradford Central High School - Away12/13/06 Canisteo-Greenwood -...
Posted by *_-Amber=C0nfused && Hurt-_* on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 11:11:00 PST

poem my baby gave me! for our 1 year nd 7 month anniversary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare,You're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much...
Posted by *_-Amber=C0nfused && Hurt-_* on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 09:10:00 PST

because of you

i go on everyday with what youve done to me on my body, in my soul like a weight, weighing me down every step i take to move forward in this life that you have infected with pain people wanting ...
Posted by *_-Amber=C0nfused && Hurt-_* on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 07:21:00 PST

i love you craig lamar jackson

okay well im sitting here and im talkn to some of my girls ... but really the only person i wanna talk to is my baby boi. but hes working ... nd not here where he should be. its kind of scary to me ho...
Posted by *_-Amber=C0nfused && Hurt-_* on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 02:44:00 PST

things that girls love nd guys should do!!!!

GIVE A GIRL ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. LET HER MESS WITH...
Posted by *_-Amber=C0nfused && Hurt-_* on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 06:32:00 PST

im sorry

the feeling of not wanting to move on, the feeling of giving up is coming over me ... the only guy that ive ever have wanted to be with ... is not on ... and the last time i talked to him i said thing...
Posted by *_-Amber=C0nfused && Hurt-_* on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 01:21:00 PST

when it was...

crazy feelings in my gut weird things in my head all i can think about is the conversation that we had alot of "i dont know"s and "im sorry"s after a awkward silience we finally brought our love to a...
Posted by *_-Amber=C0nfused && Hurt-_* on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 09:50:00 PST

another poem

the feeling i have deep inside feels like torture to the soul i gave you all i had i gave you my heart, my soul, my life then you go steal somone elses, just like mine wasnt good enough not even givi...
Posted by *_-Amber=C0nfused && Hurt-_* on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 09:10:00 PST

Fall to Pieces

-Fall To Pieces- Amber Rodrigues Years have passed an...
Posted by *_-Amber=C0nfused && Hurt-_* on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 08:23:00 PST