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Im around 5'9 built a lil on da thick side & got an ass thats hard to pass without a second glance. Im in a very happy, faithful & rewarding realtionship sorry fellaz Im a loyal chic so dont waste your energy or your breath tryin to holla at dis bitch cause all these lucious juicy curves belong to Brian & have for 4 unbreakable years. I have baby blue eyes & long wavy brownish red hair, Im a very loving, devoted, honest, loyal, down ass, determined & giving woman as long as you dont step on my toes cause dats when I unleash the daughter of a former Marine style on dat ass & I promise it aint nothing nice I lost my father "Dave" 6yrs ago to cancer and a massive heart attack but every time I feel backed into a corner his spirit pulls me out and lifts me up. He was the clown of our family, I guess that is where I get my crazy & outgoing, insane ways from. He taught me to live life like every day is your last and always keep everybody around you laughing cause happiness cures all, so when I hear my friends or family talk about my Daddy I am not sad, but full of happiness & joy cause even though he is gone his memory very much lives on in the heart & souls of all the people that were blessed enough to cross his path. My amazing mother "Linda" is my backbone she is my support system & the best Memaw I know. I pray that I can accomplish just half the wonderful things that she has as a Wife & Mother. I would be lost if she was not with me every day she is my guiding light, my shoulder to cry on & the rock in my life that keeps me sane. Children is what my whole world revoles around! I gave my 1st born son "Tyree James" up for adoption it was a very heartbreaking & emotional experience, but my life style was not that of a mother at the time. I was young, dumb & selfish I realized within my heart that I should not be self centered when there are so many stable couples who cant have children in this world who would love to be blessed with a lil one. The family who adopted him is PERFECT they keep in touch with me thru pics, emails & phone calls. I even get the blessing of seeing him from time to time I go to visit them & they come & visit us. I have a 4year old son Isaiah Da'Von -aka- Zay~Zay he is 100% boy he is so smart, alert & determined to do everything on his own he loves his Niki she is like a 2nd Mother/Godmother to him & he is her world just as much as she is his, she picks him up every Saturday like clock work & he looks forward to his time with her more than I think she even knows. Can we all say she has "Spoiled him Rotten" I am so proud of his strong traits he is never gonna let a challenge keep him from what he wants the hard head will pay off some how. I also have a 3year old daughter Taliyah Lynn -aka- Binka Bean or Sissy she is 100% me lil Miss rowdy ass & ready to rumble at any given moment baby girl dont take no mess from nobody "she get it from her momma" but such a snuggle~bug when the time is right this lil woman thinks it is all about her, as a matter of fact she knows it is! She is head over heels in love with her Daddy he is her world. She is such a quick learner I know that she is gonna continue to excel and will grow up to be the educated, strong, independent, well rounded, respectable young woman I want her to be. There are two other very special children in my life. Ryan & Angel my fiance Brian's two kids NO it has not always been easy being their "quote on quote" step momma, but they love me no matter what they goofy ass Mother thinks. I adore them as if they are my own & always have even before I had my own! I love havin my family & friends around me as much as time will allow I consider most of my friends fam anyway my love for them is just that deep. Im a hostess/entertainer at heart I love to cook for people, throw partys, decorate etc... no matter what the event may be there is always a reason to get good folks together for good times. Im a die hard Redskins fan I love Football & everything about it I stay Rep~N my squad regardless of if we win or lose. I have a crazy ass amount of passion & respect for da sport as a whole & we must not forget to mention I fuckin hate the Dallas Cowboys & all they lil cornball ass fans most of all the BAMAS that was born & raised here as a matter fact FUCK DA WHOLE STATE OF TEXAS. Im da worlds biggest Jay Z fan for a lengthy list of reasons. He is a smart bussiness man, all about da hustle all da time he eats sleeps & shits money. The nigga knows betta then to waste it like most hot head young boyz tryin to shine & that reason alone is why he is sittin on top da world in my eyes he is da heart of HIP~HOP & the soul of MUSIC if you aint feelin Jay then you aint feelin Hip Hop. People say I can be a lil ghetto from time to time thats okay though that shit aint never hurt nobody "well maybe a few mouthy bitches" but they recovered wounds heal with time. I am a firm believer that STREET SMARTS is far more important quality to possess then BOOK SMARTS you must master the laws of da streets before the logic of a written test. REALITY has proven that if you cant make it on da streets you will fail in all other obstacles in life

Im 100% Irish & damn proud of it both sets of my Grandparents were born in County Cork Ireland, so "HELL YEAH" Im a drinker, I have a foul mouth, & am just a lil on the wild side its in the Egan blood & all of us IRISH CHICS are bred that way so there is no denying it! This is an Irish Prayer that my family lives by it was taught to me by my Grandma Egan & passed on generation after generation....... "May those who love us, love us & those who don't love us, may God turn their hearts & if he doesn't turn their hearts, may he turn their ankles so we'll know them by their limping. I am honest almost all of the time, I aint neva been da one for suga coating no shit "yeah" da truth often hurts but you learn from it and move da hell on. I know that I missed my calling in life I should have went to Vet school, I plan on taking some Vet Tech classes on~line & getting back into my passion. I have an older sister "Tammy" who has three wonderful children, DJ who is 15, Brandon who is 10, and Cheyanne who is 7. Her kids are beautiful & so is she we dont see each other as often as we should but its a constant state of confusion when you work full time & have kids! I am the very PROUD Godmother of the most perfect lil boy Jayden Andrew Raymond Bell AKA J-Boogie or Boogz he is my newest lil blessing I adore him now & will forever have his back he is my lil soldier! I am head over heels in love with a strong, commited, handsome & hardworking brotha named "Brian" we have so much fun together he is so easy going
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he treats me like a Princess, but at the same time can maintain his place as the man of the house. He encourages me to continue to be a responsible woman instead of trying to bring me down like most men would do just so they can feel superior. He helps me to be the best momma I can be by being the best daddy he can be together "we are dangerous" His family has always been good to me his sista Chinita is my boo she is so thoro, hard working & so damn cute she dont hold back that mouth piece at all & will beat you down with words at any given second that woman is gonna make D a very happy man if he get his act right. Daddy Robinson ...always has our back his shoulder is always there to lean on when you need him wit his charming ol self now I know where my baby gets his good looks from :) Duane & Andy words can not express how much we love you both you keep it real and I know we can count on you morning, noon or night thanx for taking care of my Jazz & everything else you do for me & my family I love yall asses. I am a pit bull breeder who has recently retired due to BSL.."BREED SPECIFIC LEGISLATION" and or "BULL SHIT LAW" what a shame this loyal breed has to be taught to fight by evil ass humans who think that they enjoy it & punished by ignorant people who think of them as things instead of loving & devoted dogs with true feelings thats only goal is to please Any animal will do what it is taught, if you dont teach them evil they wont know evil "IT'S THAT SIMPLE" please try to donate to your local Pit Bull Rescue & help in the horrible & cruel war to stop dog fighting. I Have only one tru bestfriend "James Jimmy Da Beach Man -aka- Big Daddy Beach" He will go to anyone's ass at the drop of a dime in my defense, he is my Big Brotha of 17 years by gods grace, my best friend of 9 years by choice, my inspiration & my whole universe we dont see each other nearly enough at all but we both know where our hearts are... & soon he will be walking me down the aisle & giving me away proudly taking the role of my Pops just as he told my Daddy he would Jimmy you are the most important person in my life next to my children & I love you dearly" My homeboy Country is my Ryde or Die Soldier he down wit dat 234 Wreck'n Crew so when you see him you bitchez betta "Holla" cause aint nobody on this earth more giving and sweet & all of you who fucked up a chance to be wit dis man is hate'n it, "sorry you missed out"


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My Miss Karen thanks for having a bitch back regardless of what was going down on da streets I learned so many life changing values from you & you will forever hold a place in my heart not many people are as well rounded as you, Shelly you are my lil sweet thang such a fuckin cutie, you are so kind, such a good listener & so understanding a real down ass chic I am more than happy that my homeboy Mat has found happiness with you its refreshing to know that there are still some wholesome ass women in this world that stand proud next to they man thru thick & thin always loving never juding your are by far my best female friend & I love you endlessly I got your back 4 life boo boo you just call my name & I'll come runnin Ms. Yo-Yo whoa...... them Woodburn days was wild lots of memories good & bad the good out weigh da bad though so no worries we will always be BIG PIMPIN. Maryanne stop being a stranger I miss you girl we need our Jay~Z unpluged rides around da block & some Starbucks like yesterday, Rachel you know you dat bitch that go hard wit me no questions asked even if you are really a soft ass lover girl if I've ever needed you you were right there girl you truly kept me sane many days over there on Tremont St & helped me out more than anyone has in a long time for that reason I love u bunches girl & for many other reasons I cherish our friendship you define REAL & dats whats up! April you & your CRAZY ass "damn" chic you stress me out like no other but the love is there no matter how much you piss me off, 14 years is hard to ignore or walk away from I adore you as a person & love your girls dont get confy though I will still put a foot up your ass when needed. Shannon we been friends since we was 4yrs old aint much gonna be able to ruin that complicate maybe but never ruin. Shariss my sista from way back in the day ...damn girl how we used to fuck dat Trailer Park up, your family has always been my family the time we spend together is def not enough time at all we gotta work on that & Papi well he is my sweet papi your Daddy but my Papi I love him as much as you do he was my Daddy's bestfriend & I have learned countless lessons from him you are blessed to have such a secure foundation holding your family down, Tiffany my caramel cupcake LAWD have mercy dont piss dat bitch off cause da black can come out real quick. Dana my baby girl & such a sweetheart anybody ever fucks wit you girl I'll hit they head for ya your such a good mom & so proud of those boys I love you girl! Margaret my donkey butt sista the only bitch who got an ass that can stand next to mine you know them bitchez dont wanna see us I am so glad we back in action you one of da realest females in my life right now I adore you ma, Lisa you aint changed a bit girl you still wild as hell I knew there was a reason I liked you back in the day it just took one night with you & all that love came right back to the surface, Stef-Luva & Genie I love all 3 of yall fuck da word friends we family bitchez! Getta you wild girl we need to hit dat club Zanzibar, H20, Love etc... where ever it is we make it ours! Sweet Sherry where da hell you been my whole life & when we puttin on dem gloves & gettin in the ring Haha? SUSPECT bitches step off cause best believe we watchin yall asses 24~7, Melissa my lil RED BONE QUEEN I think you & me is on the same level of CRAZYNESS & dats scary we are a very dynamic combination, Shannon "damn damn damn" girl Im so glad we met give me like one more year of chillin wit you and I'll have your ass on dat offical crazy bitch status you need to bring your ass back to VA sooner then later. Matt & Amber you two are made for one another I can see the love in both of you shining all around you I love yall much luv to all my girls we be fuckin up DA CLUB so when you see us out gettin our freak on wit da finest niggaz dis side of D.C... DONT BE HATE'N BITCHEZ, just try a lil harder and maybe one day you will get it right Big up's to all my niggaz some people would say its a lil odd that most of my close firends are dudes but I LOVE IT cause they are trust worthy & most females are SUSPECT... its been a ruff road always being accused of fucking dis one & dat one DAMN a chic cant have a male friend wit out all the outsiders saying yall having sex. Fuck em let em talk I know my niggaz got me 110 percent their loyal & have always kept it real. Keith you been by my side since I was like 15yrs old I have had your back & you have had mine thru tears & laughter we have a bond that cant be questioned or fucked wit no matter who trys we were there for one another when we needed each other the most, damn we have so many memorable times chillin in Westgate & I still miss Wed. nights ballin at Emanuel yall niggas was a trip out there on dat court, Mat damn I miss that VW we used to be rollin in dat bitch "boy ol boy" da 808 thumped used to have a chic head ringin Hahaha you can always make me laugh wit your silly self I have never ever doubted the connection we share as friends, Paul can I get my N.E.G tape back I know you aint lose it Hahaha Big Black you my knock a nigga out at da drop of a hat homie always have loved you for dat & of course the KITCHEN SKILLS are crucial you can Chef it up from time 2 time, Henry my sis is still in love wit u stop doing dat shit 2 females, Big Reg always holdin down the corner :)~, KeviKev a bitch be missin them Re-mix days like crazy my nigga & miss dat STANG even more we hand countless good times in GEORGETOWN, Larry no more McDonalds okay & when da hell you gonna stop gettin a bitch all fired up you def no how to get me ready to go to a bitch ass Mmmmmm I feel sorry for da hussy who cross you cause trust & believe Im gonna be on dat ass, Nick Boogie dat number one white boy we like Fam I love you 2 death baby boy you hold a very special place in my heart you are a wonderful daddy dont ever let anyone take that quality away from you I got your back 100 grand please dont ever doubt the fact that Im firmly behind anything & everything you do Alyssa is my daughters best lil buddy & I love her just as if she were my own Im so grateful that I still get to see her grow up & be apart of her life because Shannon walked away on that promise she made to me & my lil girl, Andyman nobody wanna see you on dat track god damn you a fool I cant figure you out & probally never will just treat my girl good & we will be alright, E~Double da only one from da houses dat treated us trailer park kids with any RESPECT you always been real & straight off da chain def kept a bitch laughing, Carlton "da sickest D.J. dis side of da bridge" and of course his beautiful wife Kim "Thanx for all those keeping me from whooping a Bitch ass nights" Todd & Big Ham~Bone I love the hell outta yall you two like brothaz to me just let me know when dem tricks get outta line & lil sis will handle that for you. My world would be a ZOO if I aint have all my peoples to hold me down "good lookin out" Karen, Liz & Gloria I adore you three yall are my baby girls & just like lil sisters to me & the ONLY people other then family that I trust wit my kids Thanks for free'n a bitch up so many nights, I love yall with all my heart & Im here for you both for the rest of my life & now there is lil Na'Kayah my sweet lil god~daughter who I will love & watch over for the rest of my life When ever you feel empty inside & life seems to have you tense the laughter of a child will fill you with joy & love & release all your sadness just try it some time you will be amazed!

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My Interests

I adore & respect EACH & EVERY Pit Bull. I love the breed for what they are NOT what people make them out to be, you will never know or understand this till you have shared your life with one or 3 :) of these devoted dogs No other breed of dog is as loving, loyal & focused their heart is set on pleasing their owner 24/7. I love my three Bullys the most Lexus -aka- Lexy my chocolate & white bitch. The best K-9 momma I know she gave me 3 litters of charming well manored pups, she is a thoro bitch who is stout and bout her shit I love my lil rowdy girl her jaw power is sick.. she loves swingin from a rope or towel, Princess -aka- Get Em Gyrl" my white & brindle bitch she was my first dog so I spoiled her rotten I carried her till I couldnt carry her no more, she went every where with me. She gave me one litter of pups but she aint cut out for motherhood she is more of a game dog & loves hunting anything from cats to mice she will seek & destroy haha. She is da alarm system of dis house I feel sorry for anyone who comes in uninvited & last but not least there is my Jazz -aka- Fizzle Dog my blue & white male he is my big block head boy the true meaning of a 75lbs lap dog. I hand raised him from birth he is one of pups from Lexus' litter & been with my kids from birth so... what Im trying to say to you is he is a Pit wit an exceptional attitude & temeperment but dont dare fuck wit da babies or dats your ass. They all protect me and my entire family at all times and are one of the most loyal things in my life right now R.I.P Lexus' Nestle Night gone from this cruel world but never from my heart, R.I.P Lexus'King of Kings I know you went struting over that rainbow bridge big boy you are so missed! Then of course there is my poetry... I write poems to express my emotions when I can not find any other way to get my thoughts & feelings across I know all who know me are probally like WHAT? Yea I do and its good shit so ask me about it next time we chillin and I'll pull the pad out for you & blow your mind one time I love Jamicia the land, the music & the people. The rasta life is so dedicated & surreal one day I will be able to experience this awesome culture & will probally have to be pulled back on the plane to go home. Football is my passion "Hail To The Redskins" we are always throwin football parties with plenty of food, beer & good wholesome football fans all gathered around the big screen screaming "Fuck Dallas". Boxing is my heart any televised fight is guranteed to be ordered in my house my pops boxed in the Marine Corps for 10 years and he taught me whats up needless to say da hands is on point Luv my horses! I have loved horses since I was a little girl one day I will ride freely on the sands of the beach just me & the power of the horse between my thighs with the wind blowing thru my hair, Gotta luv Drag Racing thanks to Brian "yup he turned me out" I love the sound of a bad ass Chevy screaming down the track my favorite is a 69 Nova, cant get enough of the fumes & all the countless memories at the track getting drunk, cooking out & soaking up the sun. Mad respect & passion for my bikes "I LOVE A HAYABUSA" I WILL have my midnight purple & chrome BUSA some day sooner then later & boy ol boy Im gonna look so fuckin pretty sittin on dat mean machine Cookouts are just another excuse for me to cook & advertise my unfuckwitable kitchen skills, I love cooking it relaxes me some how! Pool Party Go-Go's all though that is a past time now, I have not been to one since Junk in 2000 WOW that was a lil crazy, cant forget DA CLUB a bitch like me loves to drop down low & scrub da floor wit it :) & of course I cant ever get enough of hanging out with my girlz. I love dem wild ass women they keep me going when I run outta steam it feels so good to be able to trust a group of females as much as I trust my girls this is such an uncommon situation for most ladies & I am more than grateful

I'd like to meet:

Jay Z, Bob Marley & both of his sons D & Z, Mary J, Ashanti, Patti LaBelle, Tina Turner, Vince Gill, Faith Hill, Beyonce, Nia Long, Lisa Raye, Bill Cosby, Mya Angelou, Layla Ali, Stevie Wonder, Shamar Moore, Denzel Washington, Daniel Snyder, Donald Trump, Kat Williams, Bernie Mac, Oprah, Tyra Banks, Bill Clinton, Dale Sr & Jr Im not a big Nascar fan but when the man in black was running circles on the track I watched faithfully every Sunday Sir Joe Gibbs one of the greatest coaches in the history a master of the NFL & a very stand up dude he is so down to earth & truly apperciates his fans for who they are just simple good football folks & of course along with DA COACH comes all the players past & present D Green is da fuckin man & always will be I miss watching him get his game on he was in always will be a legend in my eyes & in the eyes of the NFL what a remarkable title to have invested your whole career with one team, Im also a HUGE Clinton Portis fan #26 BABY all day every day dat man is a truck runnin over niggas on a daily he just does what he wants out on dat field Defenses are defenseless when CP is in da house. I miss Lavar & fuck what anybody thinks we have suffered without big number 56!

Music:

Im a Go-Go addict THRU & THRU my dream is to walk down the aisle on my wedding day while a crankin ass mellow socket beat is rockin in da background or to Mat beatin here comes the bride on dem congos (just kidding)! I'm a straight sucka for a crankin ass pocket sometimes I get consumed by the beat & cant hear anything else going on around me Northeast party's 4 Da ladyz so dats my number one band, that was also the 1st band I saw live & please believe I was shakin it wit da best of dem bitchez @ Wilmers Park Chuck is da man "all yall know when you hear that rollin cash five you be in your whip rockin HAHA nah my man is a icon better yet he is a legend we all need to show respect to the Godfather, Essence has always had that mild beat to em somethang like a go-go love song, Junk is a niggas band without a doubt I partyed wit em a few times but they a lil to rowdy 4 me same goes for Back Yard! Reggae is my musical medicine Bob Marley, Buju Banton, Supercat, Beenie Man, Sizzla it dont matter it soothes me to the bone it's peaceful, calming & it can take you on a relaxing ride it's my mental musical vacation Sasha or Lady Saw is my escape when I wanna vibe wit an Island lady...there is nothin like makin love to your man with the gentle melody of a tropical love song playing softly in da background! Im a Hip-Hop Hunny 4-Life... PLEASE NOTE: Hip Hop and Rap are not the same thing at all & if you need schooled on how that is just ask me I love giving that lesson! Jay-Z style is one of a kind he is by far "the greatest rapper alive" dont nobody want it wit HOV.. if you do not own all of Jay's albums you are not a true fan nor have you experienced hip~hop in full, In my eyes a day without Jay is a day without Hip Hop, this man is a living LEGEND there is not a lyricst out there who can see him & I mean dat shit from da bottom of my heart... I stand behind that statement 100% any of you who dont agree try to show me somethang that proves me wrong & I gurantee I got a Jay Hov track that will make you reconsider Busta-Bust is crazy wit da pen & on stage he is insane, Redman is raw, KRS One, Das Efx, Tribe Called Quest, Nas, Pac, Biggie, Guru, Big L, LL Cool J, Scarface, Grand Puba, Redman dat Muddy Waters is a classic all good hip~hop collectors have dat joint in da line up, GangStar & so so many more... Holdin it down for da ladyz of da game Remy Ma, Lil Kim, Rah Digga & Trina.. I also love ol school R&B.... Prince, Delfonics, Rick James, Marvin Gaye, Al Green, Patti Chaka etc.. & my Mary J, Alicia, Ashanti, & last but def never least Beyonce

Heroes:

My Daddy is my number one HERO without a doubt no questions asken no debates. He was a Marine for 19 years "Semper Fidelis" & dedicated his life to this mess of a country which in return gives back NO respect. He always held the family down never missing a day of work no matter how hungover or sick he was Hahaha that man always got up & went & got that money. He always had uplifting & kind things to say to me, He was a great husband to my mom never abusing her or any of us for that matter in any way, shape, or form & he loved all of us effortlessly & loved my momma as much as he did they day he died as when he was alive. I Love you and miss you every day DADDY....I am forever your tootle bug, see you when I get there I know you have many kisses waiting for me Next to Daddy my two lil ones are my only other heros the get me up in the morning & inspire me to be who I am & strive towards excellence as a mother & as a woman. Becoming a mother pulled me out of a life that would have taken my very own life some day if I stayed on that path da streets had a hold of me. I am thankful for my lil blessings & try every day to be the best mother I can be because I owe that to them, they saved me from this cruel world & the day I had them I put all other people & things on the back burner focusing only on them.... Mommy loves you so so very much Isaiah & Taliyah you are my shining stars you light up my world!

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