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"Imperfection is beauty, Madness is genius, & It's better to be absolutely ridiculous, than to be absolutely stupid. ~Marilyn Monroe" i live by that. you can ask anyone who really knows me. i may be the most dorkiest, goofball you have or ever will meet. but i will not let the amazing life that god gave me go by without living to the fullest! i dont let fear get in my way. i figure that if i let fear electrify me and i live wondering what is being said of me or who will make fun of my next mistake i would miss out on the laughter that brightens everyones day. yes, i am the one who walks with toilet paper on her shoe, the one who walks and slams into walls, has some bean stuck on my face, and most recently walked to the stage in front of thousands of millions of people only to realize i wasnt supposed to be there and had to be ascorted back to my seat, lol. i'm serious that happened last week! but i have learned to love myself the way that i am and not let it make me feel less attractive, so i am a dork, what, you dont like it, dont look, lol. hey i love me like this because god loves me like this. i once read, "maybe good things come to those who wait, but great things come to those who seize the moment and make it happen."
okay, well about me, lets see... my name is natalie. i am 24, i am currently living in baton rouge and am ready to revolutionize the world. i am passionate about my belief and am on a mission. i speak english, spanish, french, and jibberish. i love to draw, paint, dance alone in my room, sing, praise, write songs stories and poems, laugh out loud, cheer people up, make YOUR day, sing in the shower, smile, stare, laugh at nothing, and you name it i can do it and if i cant i will learn and master it. i am postive, bubbly, and i love to be around people. i love to help people even though i can barely help myself. i strive to inspire people and bring out the best in everyone, and no i am not bragging. i love that feeling when you make someones day, because to me that is what life is for. i believe friends come first before fun and i would give you the shirt off my back, not that i have one... jk. i am a sweet chick that can rock anyones world i am bubbly. pop. pop. and cute and funny
i am trying to manage a life i have never lived..... i moved out this past april and started a new life on my own without the obstacles i had before. i have decided to erase my past, not that i have anything to hide, but why hold on to a memory that can only bring you down. dont get me wrong i have no regrets. but i will start again, so don't ask me where i came from or where i have been, because truthfully, i have been nowhere and i have barely started my life.. crazy, right?
i am currently writing an inspirational book that i know will touch all of your hearts, okay, okay, you can stop crying now! well, its about living in fear, accepting your past, when the people you look up to fail you, appreciating what you have, overlooking differences, forgiveness, priorities, regrets, gossip, and standing your ground, just to name a few. i am also painting things that portray more than just an image, alot of my paintings have my life and past in it. i am very passionate in whatever i dedicate myself to. i give all of me into my actions. i love photography, taking pictures, and looking at pictures, and i am full of ideas. i am a dreamer i admit it, i have a wild imagination that drives me to reach my dreams. "vision is the only limit"

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My Blog

Mighty warrior of God

Dear Mighty Warrior Of God,   What is Gods will? (1 corintians 2:16). His Will is for you to share the Gospel (galatians 1:11) To remain humble (psalm 25:9) and yielded (james 3:17). Surrendered t...
Posted by on Sun, 24 May 2009 16:08:00 GMT

Natalie's Journey So Far


Posted by on Mon, 30 Mar 2009 20:58:00 GMT

the vision behind the drawing

the other day in class we were studying Jesus according to reveleation and how he had a face bright as the sun and how he had a sword coming out of his mouth and so then during prayer i asked God to l...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Feb 2009 09:40:00 GMT

The Rules: Tough Love

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KCKZMIQyTGk our rules video for deluge night last night!!!
Posted by on Fri, 06 Feb 2009 21:28:00 GMT

slap in the face

last night 215 people got saved in one night in one service!!!!one was mine :) and as we walked our people into the 'kidzone area' tears were rolling down my face and i saw a picture of jesus i had se...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Feb 2009 14:12:00 GMT

Lightning

Lord, i want to be that lightning you speak of in matthew 24:27 that lights up the entire sky announcing you! Lord give me the boldness i can only find within you. Lord that you give me the boldness t...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 18:08:00 GMT

Check out this event: Break Down The Walls

Hosted By: Natalie EsquivelWhen: Friday Dec 12, 2008 at 6:30 PMWhere House Of Prayer2911 GunsmokeSan Antonio, Texas|44 78227United StatesDescription:Natalie Esquivel Click Here To View Event
Posted by on Mon, 24 Nov 2008 01:17:00 GMT

my debate with an atheist...

----------------- Original Message -----------------From: ..Blessed Beyond Belief 5x..Date: Aug 1, 2008 6:56 PMin regards to your beliefs. what religion are you? -------------- Original Message ------...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 22:17:00 GMT

one thing i would never do to you...

Let me tell you about me, ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />  One thing I would never do is disrespect you. One thing I would never do is insult you. One t...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 07:19:00 GMT

for j.

on a lighter note i had an amazing  dream.. and I wanted to share it with you&when all is torn and all is scattered when all your dreams have been batteredwhere would we be without friendseven if...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 11:20:00 GMT