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Jennie

I am here for Friends

About Me

I was born into a family where I did not fit in, I did not fit in at home or at cousins' or aunts' houses, I did not fit in where I lived, I went to an elementary school where I didn't fit in, I joined a Brownie troop and didn't fit in, I tested into LEAP and I didn't fit in there, I went on to junior high and didn't fit in there, went on to high school and didn't fit in there either, I had friends and boyfriends I didn't fit in with, I joined clubs where I didn't fit in, I took courses that interested me and did not fit in with the other people who chose those same classes, I got jobs where I didn't fit in, I turned 18 and moved to various places throughout Toledo where I didn't fit in... I live in California now because it is really far away from Ohio and people seem to not notice that I don't fit in here.I have very few friends - probably because I never learned to fake it, whatever I am feeling can be read on my face like headlines. I won't pretend to like you or pretend to agree with you. I won't pretend to share your beliefs or agree with your politics.I'm a horrible bitch and nobody likes me... some people keep insisting that they do but I'm not fooled, I know who I am and I know what I am and I clearly see the ways I don't measure up to your expectations... anyhow, to those of you I love (you know who you are because you actually have the ability to contact me while others wonder if I'm even alive anymore) to those of you I love, thanks for being there, I'd be so lost without you ((((hugs))))

My Interests

420, antelope valley, baking, beaches, bi sex, bisexuality, butterflies, California, camping, cannabis, chronic, clouds, cooking, daydreaming, death, dreams, driving, earthquakes, eating, family, family guy, flying, food, freecycling, Friday the 13th, friends, Futurama, ganja, gardening, growing things, hemp, hiking, hookahs, horror movies, hot air balloons, inner peace, intercourse, kites, law & order, life, lords of acid, mandalas, marijuana, Mojave desert, mother earth, multiple orgasms, music, nature, nudity, orgasms, Pac-man, Palmdale, parenting, people, people watching, photography, plants, politics, pot, purple, pussy, Qbert, reading, recipes, recycling, reefer, relaxation, road trips, rock climbing, sex, sexuality, singing, singing badly, smoking, snakes, south park, Stephen King, sunsets, survival of the fittest, Tetris, the big one, the ocean, the simpsons, the sky, thunderstorms, walking, writing

I'd like to meet:

this is a hard one... I really would like to meet people, I hardly know anybody. the thing is - nobody likes me - nobody ever has. I feel like I am perfectly ordinary. I don't even smell bad anymore. I am happily married w/ 2 children - boys - ages 13 & 4. I HATE fake people. also, I have no desire to be used. what else? I'm bisexual, I smoke pot, I drink when I feel like it, I smoke cigarettes every day (I have since I was 12 and I'm not likely to stop) I am quite probably a republican. I have done many controversial things and I have strong opinions which are likely to either drive you away or give me cause (in my own mind) to like you. my husband and I are middle class - a breed some would have you believe is extinct. I'm not exactly a "people person" but that is what I want to be when (if) I grow up. I live in Palmdale CA. top of the list - I would love to meet people in my area to hang out with - just doing normal, family appropriate things like BBQing or going to the park.I DO NOT WANT TO MEET GUYS LOOKING TO GET LAID,, I DO NOT CHEAT ON MY HUSBAND AND SO UNLESS YOU WANT TO FUCK HIM YOU WON'T BE FUCKING ME! ALSO - I DO NOT CYBER ~ MAINLY BECAUSE OF MY ABILITY TO ACTUALLY GET LAID.

Music:

Unwritten Law, Counting Crows, Oasis, Martina McBride, Alice Cooper, Matchbox Twenty, Blind Melon, 4 Non Blondes, Pearl Jam, Dishwalla, Creed, SHeDaisy, Lords of Acid, Goo Goo Dolls, Dixie Chicks, The Black Crowes, Meat Loaf, Weezer, Alanis Morrisette, Hootie & the Blowfish, Garth Brooks, Temple of the Dog, Kid Rock, Gin Blossoms, The Presidents of the United States of America, Wheatus, Patty Loveless, Jewel, Barenaked Ladies, Nickelback, Green Day, Pink Floyd, Crash Test Dummies, Melissa Etheridge, Lisa Loeb, Soul Asylum, Holly Dunn, Journey, Trisha Yearwood, Jann Arden, 3 Doors Down, The Wallflowers, Faster Pussycat

Movies:

King Kong, Shrek, Ice Age, Monsters Inc, Incredibles, Robots, Cat in the Hat, Madagascar, Dawn of the Dead, Van Helsing, Cars, Over the Hedge, Curious George

Television:

I don't really watch a lot of T.V. throughout the daytime hours I let my boys watch cartoons and sometimes in the process of hanging out with them I will also be watching cartoons. In the evening when Brent gets home from work he watches the Nightly News or something like that and so in order to hang out with Brent I also watch that. at night after the kids go to bed we watch things like "law & order" and a lot of discovery channel. other than these things, I intentionally tune in to sunday night cartoons on Fox. oh yeah, on weekend mornings if Brent and I wake up before the kids we sometimes get stoned and watch "Jimmy Neutron" I am recently hooked on the new show called Heroes on NBC! Hurry back Heroes!!

Books:

I read a lot (mainly because I have always had way too much time on my hands and not nearly enough "real life adventure" going on) I have read the entire Ender Saga by Orson Scott Card (thank you Erica - without you I would never have known "Ender's Game" was not the only one) I have read everything I could ever get my hands on by Stephen King and will read every future thing of his I find. check out http://www.stephenking.com/index_flash.php ~~~ I've read most books by Dean Koontz. I've read The Bible in it's entirety... I've read bits and pieces of the Torah, the Koran and various other religious publications, mainly out of curiosity. I sometimes lurk on livejournal.com and read the journals of complete strangers. I read a lot of news online. I read magazines while waiting my turn at the doctor or dentist.

Heroes:

my heroes are people who tell the truth even when the truth sucks - people who stand for something with all their hearts even when it is an unpopular "something" they're standing for - people who have some true depth to themselves and aren't afraid to share it with you

My Blog

check this out!

http://save2ndbase.com/
Posted by Jennie on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 08:17:00 PST

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Can you believe that this month is half over already?! How has your October been going? Mine is going fast but also going really smoothly. The last of my garden has died off! I even picked the lon...
Posted by Jennie on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 06:50:00 PST

what’sup?!

Hello everybody! What's new? We put up all of our Halloween decorations this past weekend, but we haven't taken any pictures, yet! We'll probably buy pumpkins next weekend & maybe even carve them...
Posted by Jennie on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 04:52:00 PST

oral surgery for Nathan

I have to take Nathan to the oral surgeon tomorrow morning. He has a top premolar stuck up under his gums that needs to be cut out before it starts rotting up there. He also has to have the matching p...
Posted by Jennie on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 02:55:00 PST

I don’t know if I should be offended...

So, you tell me! Jeffrey decided today that he wanted to walk home from school because some of his friends walk home every day. As we were crossing the street leaving the school, Jeffrey joined up wi...
Posted by Jennie on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 02:26:00 PST

update, ranting, Happy October!

HAPPY OCTOBER!! This is my favorite month of the year! I love the warm days and cool nights that come with Fall here! I love my birthday! I especially love Halloween! There is no more perfect holiday...
Posted by Jennie on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 08:47:00 PST

messages from beyond... maybe

Sometimes my dreams are so real that I wake up thinking they really happened. They feel like memories! I've been thinking a lot about dreams lately. Do you think dreams mean anything? I'm not sure ...
Posted by Jennie on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 08:21:00 PST

Hello! how’re you?

Hi Everybody! What's new? How've you been? I've been good but it seems I'm always busy and I still never manage to get enough done! My crazy life! Last weekend's meteor shower was great fun! We too...
Posted by Jennie on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 04:22:00 PST

my ass

what a surprise tonight when i found my ass on www.sweetbehinds.com! i googled my username & bam! my ass! somebody saw MY ASS and thought it was a sweet behind!! unbelievable!! thank you to whoeve...
Posted by Jennie on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 10:24:00 PST

what'sup?!

How's it going? What's up?! Things are going smoothly here. Life is just flying by! Everything is normal in the day to day. Life is good! Summer is about half over! Nathan and Jeffrey both start sc...
Posted by Jennie on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 09:26:00 PST