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Julia

Forever fixated on forever...

About Me

Hmmm, emotionally transparent, you can read how I feel sa expression ko pa lang...usually..., sensitive in ways many aren't, talkative..., but pag may problema can shut up. In dire need of all my friends and loved ones, some of them don't even understand why I need them so much hahaha! I'm vivid: Pag makulit over sa kulit, pag lungkot super lungkot, pag happy super over sa kaligayahan. Mmm, I can overthink things...it runs in the family. Hyperactive workaholic with a potential eating disorder. Scatterbrainedly creative and chaotic but still somehow collected. All in all, flawed but faithful to the One.
I work at a local Post Production house as a 2D Special Effects artist, or CGfX artist (computer graphics artist). We produce TV commercials to air and full length motion pictures as well. So my life consists of a lot of sleepless nights, sometimes all in a row, catnaps, and stress...but it's a one of a kind job and I enjoy it, just not when the deadline seems to be the light at the end of a seemingly endless tunnel. My favorite word to hear at the end of the day? APPROVED - which when translated for me can mean "Well done, thou good and faithful servant." ;P
"So let God work His will in you. Yell a loud No to the Devil and watch him scamper. Say a quiet Yes to God and He'll be there in no time. Quit dabbling in sin. Purify your inner life, quite playing the field. Hit bottom and cry your eyes out. The fun and games are over. Get serious, really serious. Get down on your knees before the Master, it's the only way you'll get on your feet." (James 4:7-10)

I struggle, but I will find what He made me for, because I love Him...by losing me i win.

in short--Stubborn, focused, artistic, and chaotic. Focused and chaotic? Possible.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

All sorts of creatures, this includes you. Plus the Creator, Him, the guy responsible for breaking your mold after you popped out of the oven."Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn’t serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We ere born to make manifest the glory of God within us. It is not just in some of us: it’s in everyone. And, as we let our light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear our presence automatically liberates others."Nelson Mandela, 1994 Inaugural Speech