I work at a local Post Production house as a 2D Special Effects artist, or CGfX artist (computer graphics artist). We produce TV commercials to air and full length motion pictures as well. So my life consists of a lot of sleepless nights, sometimes all in a row, catnaps, and stress...but it's a one of a kind job and I enjoy it, just not when the deadline seems to be the light at the end of a seemingly endless tunnel. My favorite word to hear at the end of the day? APPROVED - which when translated for me can mean "Well done, thou good and faithful servant." ;P
"So let God work His will in you. Yell a loud No to the Devil and watch him scamper. Say a quiet Yes to God and He'll be there in no time. Quit dabbling in sin. Purify your inner life, quite playing the field. Hit bottom and cry your eyes out. The fun and games are over. Get serious, really serious. Get down on your knees before the Master, it's the only way you'll get on your feet." (James 4:7-10)
I struggle, but I will find what He made me for, because I love Him...by losing me i win.
in short--Stubborn, focused, artistic, and chaotic. Focused and chaotic? Possible.