Of all the good friends I know on here I truly believe only a handful actually could ever really know me.
I am made of everything and anything. I am in a realm that is ever changing. I am the one you come too when there is no one else. You think Im kidding. Try me. I have heard it all and have not batted an eye.
No one understands why I understand so well but to me its so clear.
I do not judge. I understand you, I understand everyone. I have compassion and insight to the most lost there is.
But in that I have a role of my own, I am Jupiter. I am your friend. I have ups and downs and a "normal" life too.
I have my mask,
But not a drop of paint in that mask is counterfeit.
I do not lie. I may seem like a bitch or a saint but either way you see me, it is how it is.
I am not cold or heartless, quite the opposite actually. But I really can not lie. I have tried and I couldn't. This happen to me over a year ago during A stronger awakening then I ever knew I could reach in this plane.
To really know me you have to find me in your dreams and how many keys you bring with you is up to you.
I only know one person who had the map to find me, and thats how he finally won me.
I'm a creator...I like to change the world every single second in every way I can, there is so much negative output from other souls that someone needs to put in some overtime, why not be me.
I'm also a mama, its the number one experience that ties me to creation, a child is pure god,(until media and medias friends get a hold of them)
Music is my blood...really, with out the right song my brain doesn't work right. I love hip hop, the real true stuff and Tori Amos. If you want to know more read my music section.
I paint art and I paint the city.
You have probably passed by me in your dreams and we may of even met there.
Dancing feels better than I can word, its is as good as sex and as important as air to me(this has been reinforced many times by near death occurrences).
I have been in numerous accidents all near fatal and one of them i actually passed away twice during and was close to not coming back.
I was on a bus in Seattle, my bus driver was shot and he did all he could to keep the passengers alive. He turned the wheel as sharp left as it would go and we plunged off the 50 foot part onto land below. That was the better option, if he had not of done that we would of been much higher up and over the water.
I broke my hips and told I would never walk, I was told could not have children and the first few days they told my family I would not live. So I more than showed them.
If anyone who has any interest in a beautifully crazy stories read Neil Gaiman, especially The Sandman series and the book American gods.
I dabble in potions now and again but mainly journey with herbs.
Alex Grey is by far my favorite artist...
Spirited Away, Howls Moving Castle, anything and everything by Hayo.
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