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About Me

Of all the good friends I know on here I truly believe only a handful actually could ever really know me. I am made of everything and anything. I am in a realm that is ever changing. I am the one you come too when there is no one else. You think Im kidding. Try me. I have heard it all and have not batted an eye. No one understands why I understand so well but to me its so clear.
I do not judge. I understand you, I understand everyone. I have compassion and insight to the most lost there is. But in that I have a role of my own, I am Jupiter. I am your friend. I have ups and downs and a "normal" life too.
I have my mask, But not a drop of paint in that mask is counterfeit. I do not lie. I may seem like a bitch or a saint but either way you see me, it is how it is. I am not cold or heartless, quite the opposite actually. But I really can not lie. I have tried and I couldn't. This happen to me over a year ago during A stronger awakening then I ever knew I could reach in this plane.
To really know me you have to find me in your dreams and how many keys you bring with you is up to you.
I only know one person who had the map to find me, and thats how he finally won me.
I'm a creator...I like to change the world every single second in every way I can, there is so much negative output from other souls that someone needs to put in some overtime, why not be me.
I'm also a mama, its the number one experience that ties me to creation, a child is pure god,(until media and medias friends get a hold of them)
Music is my blood...really, with out the right song my brain doesn't work right. I love hip hop, the real true stuff and Tori Amos. If you want to know more read my music section.
I paint art and I paint the city.

You have probably passed by me in your dreams and we may of even met there.
Dancing feels better than I can word, its is as good as sex and as important as air to me(this has been reinforced many times by near death occurrences).
I have been in numerous accidents all near fatal and one of them i actually passed away twice during and was close to not coming back.
I was on a bus in Seattle, my bus driver was shot and he did all he could to keep the passengers alive. He turned the wheel as sharp left as it would go and we plunged off the 50 foot part onto land below. That was the better option, if he had not of done that we would of been much higher up and over the water.
I broke my hips and told I would never walk, I was told could not have children and the first few days they told my family I would not live. So I more than showed them.
If anyone who has any interest in a beautifully crazy stories read Neil Gaiman, especially The Sandman series and the book American gods.
I dabble in potions now and again but mainly journey with herbs.
Alex Grey is by far my favorite artist...
Spirited Away, Howls Moving Castle, anything and everything by Hayo.
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And i LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE hiking......

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Tori Amos
Counting Crows(esp Adam)
Shadow
Neil Gaiman
Jesus,but not right now
Alex Grey, I met him once before but would love to again

All of the Marleys
Souls here who love to create
..
Myself I never get tired of meeting myself... only wish we cold trade out more often,she truly has the better deal

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My Blog

fine fine fine f-ing fine

fine!!!!! i will move back damn it. i will go back to traffic and pollution and crazy stalkers so we can hear good music. i dont want to move back and i am having a computer tantrum but justin misses ...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Jul 2009 14:50:00 GMT

tori amos, Dallas, icicle/with the band

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mi__kLs5lA more from our dallas show.
Posted by on Mon, 27 Jul 2009 10:16:00 GMT

torimarysofthesea

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zlUdmSTfoms one of my fave parts of the show. its shakey and what not but i wanted to see the show and not stress too much on the video, as long as i can h...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Jul 2009 15:03:00 GMT

were home....

the show was sooooo amazing. i will write more later about it. too sleeply to get into it like i would want to. tori was on fire, so happy and so much enegry. it had been a while since i have been abl...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Jul 2009 19:02:00 GMT

alright folks.....

about to start loading car and yelling at husband to not forget things and then start on the 2 hrs of pre road trip mayham. before we can it the road for tori we have to go by bank, go by babysitters,...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Jul 2009 08:34:00 GMT

JK Wedding Entrance Dance

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-94JhLEiN0 here it is
Posted by on Thu, 23 Jul 2009 18:18:00 GMT

tori amos and cute video of people i do not know

hi there. im never on here any more. twitter has my heart. we have a thing, im sorry. its not like i dont care for you myspace, but twitter...well its hard to explain. im sure im use it more than i ev...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Jul 2009 18:06:00 GMT

kings of leon

are amazing.  i know i think i may be that last person in the world to figure this out, oh well. but if by chance i am not...check them out. heir cd just grows on me and its all i have on repeat in my...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Jul 2009 10:49:00 GMT

weird days yo

aloha.  i am so beyond behind in returning calls and emails but i really have a valid reason this time. we had no home or internet. our ac was broke all weekend so hours upon hours were spent driving ...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Jul 2009 16:34:00 GMT

tori amos !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

most of you who read this knows this fact about me already and has for over 10 yeras, but i love tori amos. and thats as simple as it gets. i can put down all sorts of facts to back this up. every art...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Jul 2009 19:32:00 GMT