Nayna

i just lost both something and someone so important in my life... And right now im still mourning about it. I can still feel the hurt, probably because it has just been 2 weeks or so since it happened. So right now please excuse my being pessimistic in life. I don't believe in fairytales anymore, I don't have hopes on being really happy anymore. I just want to live in the sad reality of life right now, wallow in grief. I might even delete this account afterwards out of boredom. And maybe, im posting this because i cant get much attention, & heck yeah, i want some! Or maybe i just want an outlet so as let myself breathe out what i trully feel.