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[rawk·zan]
–noun
1. a person who worries about being forgotten and failure.
2. a person who cares about the world and makes a difference by taking action.
3. a trustworthy person; reliable and dependable.
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In general, I love life. I'm a life lover and I like to look beyond imperfections simply because I believe that dwelling on upsetting things aren't going to change the fact that certain things have already occured. My favorite past time is reading people's myspace about me's. I like school, I like to learn stuff but that doesn't mean school is the only place to learn. I'm a wannabe nerd. 8D I am a living contradiction. I'm a workaholic and a sloth. I am the most spontaneous person out there but I am also quiet. I am talkative and I don't seem to ever shut up, but I know when to stop. I am conceited, self absorbed, selfish, narcissistic and obnoxious yet caring, and terribly self conscious at the same time. I forgive people easily because my memory span is of a gold fish's, so I'd probably forget why we're not talking in the first place and also because holding grudges are too tiring and energy consuming. Sometimes, people forget that I am smart because of the way I behave. Nuh uh, you will so regret it. I strike up conversations with strangers in the bathroom and on public buses. I love to read people and analyze them. As insane and scary as it sounds, I see through people.


I'm not scared of death as long as I lived a fulfilling life.
You might regret everything you do in life, but talking to me is the last thing you'll EVER regret. Don't underestimate me, that's all I'm asking for. I've been through more than an average 40 year old, I'm stronger than I look and I'm definitely proud of myself for being still loving life despite experiencing some of the ugliest and worst. Lately, I've been through a lot of events that have made me cry, and smile and then laugh when I think about it. Bittersweet memories. Some of them are just plain bitter and the rest are just...sweet?
Love; interesting how much this word means despite how short it looks. Fate, every single person you meet in your life changes you in a way and most of the time, you're completely unaware of it.
Right now, I want a boy who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. Someone who would sing to me at random moments. Someone who is more goofy than romantic. Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstaion games and then let me win. A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh. He'd play with my hair all the time and surprise me with 25 cent rings. Someone who i could share lollipops with and lay on a blanket with to count the stars. We'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other and squirt waterguns at each other in the house. But mostly ; someone who would be my best friend and would never break my heart. He would just always make me smile.
I like people who have a sense of individuality. I love expression and anything awkward and imperfect, because that's natural and that's real.
At my worst, I shut my doors & put up my walls. I close up my curtains and remove the welcome mat. I block everything out, because it's so much easier than feeling something. When I'm actually hoping that someone would knock and try to break in.
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