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I'm not here to please, I'm here to ASTONISH & AMAZE!! I'm 19 years old and I have already achieved and accomplished many things that other people could only dream about... not going into any detail but just know that's the truth.
I have haters throwing comments at me left right and center but at the end of the day..."I'M A STAR" and that's just to be expected... it's not my fault that they wanna be me!!! Like one of my greatest inspirations says... "If they aint hatin', start worrying then..." He couldn't have spoken a truer word. I'm an aspiring and very talented singer...reaching up for the very top and I will not stop moving until I've accomplished all my goals and smashed them to PIECES!! I'm inspired by people such as WHITNEY HOUSTON, MARIAH CAREY, CHRISTINA AGUILERA because they all have such amazing voices and I know that someday I will be up there amongst them...without a shadow of a doubt. Music is everything to me and if my music was taken away from me then I would be living a more or less aimless life...God has blessed me with a tremendous talent and I intend to use it to the utmost best and become what he designed me to be before I was even born.
A little bit deeper into me though...I'm the kind of person who likes to talk deeply about anything and everything!! Just read my blogs and you'll see that. Sometimes that's a good thing and sometimes that's a bad thing because sometime's I can make things more complicated than they really are....but usually, I'm good!! I got a few favourite artists that I like to just LISTEN to such as T.I, Rhianna, John Legend, Ludacris, Game...I'm really starting to get into my hip hop these days!! The mix of R&B and Hip hop really does bring out my more Ghetto side but the R&B is always there to remind me that I'm still a LADY!! ((LOL)).
Other than that, I Love 'Love' and I Love to be Loved so I've always got my eyes open for when that oppurtunity does come around, not saying that I'm LOOKIN' but I am on high-alert should that person ever come my way! OH YEA...1 more thing, I'm not interested in anyone who's not interested in me...I'm really not!! So here's a little test, unless you've read my profile first then DONT MESSAGE ME until you have, and if you think I wont know then YOU'RE WRONG... I would like you to put my name in the SUBJECT BOX..."ASTONIISH" and then as soon as I see that then I will definetly respond to you, if I don't see it then you will NEVER hear from me...don't just add me without sending me a msg either, I think that's *rude*! If that's too much to ask then don't bother with it, There's plenty of other girls on myspace for you to holler at...anway that's enough noW. PEACE!!
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I haven't written on this for a long time now but daaaammmmnnnn....I need to vent!! I've recently found out that an associate of mine died on Wednesday. Me and Daniel were not close at all, we were fr...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 05:56:00 GMT

Confessions of A lonely heart.....

Loneliness is one of the most horrible feelings that a human being can experience. It can lead to all other types of emotions like Sadness, fear, unhappiness, depression. It's funny though because eve...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 08:15:00 GMT

A letter to an old friend...

Hi Patience, I'm just writing you a letter to let you know I haven't forgotten about you and I miss you ALOT. Things havent really been the same since you went away, things changed alot and not all&nb...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 07:41:00 GMT

Mom’s the word!!

I'm not gonna write too much 2nite coz i am literally DOG TIRED but yes, finally I am a mum to a beautiful little girl who I named Renniya. Boi, I'm not gonna say its all perfume n roses because it ha...
Posted by on Fri, 09 May 2008 13:26:00 GMT

just thinking....

It's been a damn long while. I would have thought that in these last few weeks my  mind would be at peace and I would be sitting back, relaxing and waiting for my little girl to get here... but i...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 08:38:00 GMT

Question existing!!!

Boy, I wish I had an explanation for why "Shit happens", I wish I knew why it was just "One of them things!". So much stuff happens in life that I can't figure in my head and to tell you the honest tr...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 04:58:00 GMT

When a mans made up his mind....

I'm tryna establish the line between making an effort and trying too hard. It seems like everything I do aint enough and I'm rapidly losing the strength, determination and drive to keep things 'normal...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 06:03:00 GMT

**R.I.P. my fallen Angels**

R.I.P PATIENCE AND DKRYSTLE. It still seems like a bad dream to me, some sort of nightmare that I need to wake up from very soon! It still hasn't hit me that she's gone and I don't thin...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 03:55:00 GMT

My baby girl!!

I never in a million years imagined that I would have a little girl as a first born. For some reason I always imagined a boy...In fact, I had managed to convince myself that I was having a boy up unti...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 11:59:00 GMT

Roll on 2008

This time last year I was preparing myself to go the Pretty Ricky and Bobby Valentino New years eve Party in wembley. That night I partied hard with my boiz Pretty Ricky without a care in the world......
Posted by on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 06:06:00 GMT