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I am a pretty simple person, I think. However the men in my life might disagree with that claim! I think Im a nice lil' mixture of -party girl/girl next door/down to earth always real/and a Mom. My son is the center of my world, and thats how it should be,I suppose! I love my friends and I'd like to think they love me too! Once you are my friend,you have my loyalty for the most part without condition. I have no room in my life for superficial bullshit,ask anyone who knows me, I always speak my mind, and you'll pretty much never have to wonder where you stand with me.I am very much an "outside the box" thinker, and my spiritual beliefs reflect that. I have an eclectic personality, and whole heartedly distain people who are judgemental and/or dont keep it real! I guess that's me! Myspace Backgrounds Myspace Backgrounds Myspace Backgrounds
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PRINCIPLES OF LOVE (Enigma)

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You Are a Peacemaker Soul
You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can.
War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace.
You are a good mediator and a true negotiator.
Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy.
While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental.
You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take.
On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit.
You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice.
Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul What Kind of Soul Are You? ..
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My Interests

My son...I like to think Im crafty, although I dont often finish my projects!...Spirituality

I'd like to meet:

Nelson Mandella...I saw him speak in person a few months after he was released form a South African prison, but before he was elected president of the very country that held him a prisoner for almost two decades. He is a wealth of wisdom and he intrigues me, I respect what he is about.Id also like to meet the Dalai Lama, for so many reasons I dont feel like I could list them all. He is a brilliant, infinitely wise man whose energy is, in my opinion, the definition of LIGHT!

Music:

I studied "voice" for years, although age and lifestyle have ruined my once first soprano voice. I was raised in a musical family and the number 2 man in my life,(second to only my son) is a brilliant musician, so I think to say that I have an active appreciation for all styles and types of music would be accurate.Although Im not a huge fan of "cun-ree & western"

Movies:

I have a hard time sitting still that long! But I know every word to "Rivers Edge" and "Grease"

Television:

Im a true crime / history channel adict. A big fan of anything educational Id say. And I love the ABC soaps.

Books:

I LOVE TO READ!!!!

Heroes:

My Daddy, rest his soul& my son..they both have saved my life more than once!On March 14,2006 I lost my bestfriend,my lover,my safe place...Jamar was my rock, he kept me grounded,and loved me in spite of myself. He is without a doubt , now my spirit guide, I feel his energy with me always. From the moment he became aware of his cancer,his attitude remained one of strength and hope. I took care of him along with our friend Jason... day in and day out for over two months at the end, and the courage and depth of wisdom that he mantained was un waivering. In retro spect I now realize he looked past his own fear and pain to protect me and comfort me and all of the people that he loved from our fear and pain in losing him and seeing him hurt. He never complained never showed his fear, although I know he felt afraid and for sure was in constant pain. His strength and courage and selflessness made me want to be a better person. My life is 180 degrees different since he left this life, I have come to terms with the reality that I will never get over losing him... he was for sure something to lose...He taught me that the little bull shit things we all complain about and make such a fuss over on the day to day dont matter, they pale in comparison to the things he endured and all the while not only did he never complain he pulled it off with a smile on his face and warmth in his soul. He is my hero. Rest in Peace Baby....the wisdom I learned from you and the grace you displayed under such fucked up conditions taught me lessons that will be with me until I leave this life and am with you again...God I fucking love you and miss your face...one love....