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Hey.. I am AMANDA. Get to know that, because I am my own person. I lost everything that was ever important to me. So if you really want to be my friend or something, then go ahead and try...but I cant tell you it will be easy. I USED to have a wonderful fiancee and an even more amazing daughter. I cant stop thinking about how my life would have been if they would be here with me...They were the loves of my life. I would do anything to have them in my life now. They used to be my number ones... Then my daughter got taken away from me, and I am by law not allowed to be near my love. And it hurts me. I need someone to talk to me and tell me that my life will be okay someday... I need love. girls layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments

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The Baby is Here!

For all who wanted to know... Miss Laela Marie Elisabeth Miller was born May 3rd, 2009 at 11 am... at 7 lbs and 19 inches long...=]She was a quick labor.. only 8 hours! and it went by all so fast she ...
Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 13:11:00 GMT

The Last of the Waves...

It is almost here! ... another 20ish odd days and my baby will be here!!!! I am so excited.. Jake and I are very very happy about this right now.. Its beyond belief and its so close i cant wait!Im jus...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Apr 2009 23:04:00 GMT

Characteristics of a moonpool.

So today I have started having pains... extreme pains.. so i went in to be seen...Braxton Hicks contractions have begun but its wierd because they arent supposed to hurt yet... they are just supposed ...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 22:59:00 GMT

The Worried Mind Needs not to Exceed certain Limits.

I know that my boyfriend loves me... I know that he is just fine over at his room, and I know that he is mostly playing video games ALL the freaking time... But why am i still worried about him? I can...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Feb 2009 23:40:00 GMT

My amazing prince....<3

He told me that he loved me.It seems too good to be true... I love him back.We get to spend our life together. <333and i can not wait! we have so much fun together, and we can talk about just about...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Feb 2009 20:36:00 GMT

hmm....about the way i work....

I got my transfer finished. i went over to north island yesterday. whoot. =]so im pickin up trash on base.. whatever. its cool though really because as soon as we are done with our route, we get to go...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Feb 2009 17:32:00 GMT

Today... I have no answers.

today was ridiculous.... i mean absolutely ridiculous.I mean... people at work just suck. BIGTIME. why is it so hard to just do a little bit of paperwork?? gosh they just suck.I have been waiting for ...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Jan 2009 22:54:00 GMT

Good news!

Hey everyone...(who even reads this lol)Just so you all know... Laela's dad, Jake, and I have decided that it was best to be together again... We are trying to work things out to the best of our abili...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Jan 2009 21:18:00 GMT

Poems.. <333

HeartfeltI cant believe you did this.I cant believe its true.All of these feelings..Are pushing towards you.You make me feel so happy,Joyous, and content.You make my stomach flip around,Just a little ...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jan 2009 22:40:00 GMT

GOOD!

EVERYTHING is alll good.. lol.I am really starting to like life... Actually.. i guess i just really like him.. <333
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jan 2009 20:27:00 GMT